Carlisle Perspective ^_-
"Just fuck off and leave me alone!" she hissed harshly. This was not Bella, what happened to the Bella we left, she has to be in there somewhere.
"I know your- Bella cut me off.
"NO LEAVE" She demanded.
I glanced at Esme, who was just keeping it together. This wasn't going to be easy, but Bella had come leave with us. She was safe by herself.
We were still for a few minutes, I didn't want to sedate Bella cause it would just make her irritable when she woke up.
"didn't you hear me?" she sneered, I almost flinch at her words, Bella had become very bitter. We all wanted her in our life's, but she had changed so much and it was all our fault.
I could smell blood, I knew she had been cutting, we just wanted to keep her safe, from herself as well.
I glanced at Esme, giving her one of my idea looks, too quick for Bella to notice.
"Goodbye Bella" I sighed, walking to the door with Esme.
Bella glanced at the clock, than to the floor again
"Bye" Esme frowned.
With that we left
Esme Perspective.
I didn't know what my husband was up to. But I knew he had an idea. We left Bella's house, ringing Alice, so she could keep an eye on her.
We arrived back to our house shortly. We hadn't said a word the whole way.
"What are we going to do about Bella" I asked Carlisle, concerned.
"I think we should bring her here, while she is asleep" he replied, wrapping one of his hands around my waist, in comfort.
I walked in to my home, to be hugged by an anxious Alice.
"What's wrong?" I asked returning her hug.
"you h-have to go back, s-she taking m-more drugs and it c-c-cutting!" Alice stuttered, probably coming out of a vision. Edward had come out of his room to see what was going on, not that he didn't see Alice's vision.
"We have to go!" Alice shrieked.
Carlisle grasp around my waist had become a bit tight, he was stressed.
"Jasper your coming with me" Carlisle said quickly. No one protested.
"okay" Jasper replied simply.
"Can you handle it though" he added. I was concerned that he couldn't handle emotions and her blood all at the same time.
"yes" he finished.
Bella perspective
I sprinted up the stairs as soon as they had left, why did they have to ruin the walls I had built for myself.
"razor" muttered to myself.
I ran towards the bathroom, shutting the door.
"pills" I muttered, it felt like I was making a check list for a school camp. I will still debating whether I would go there tomorrow.
Thank God, Rose and Emmett hadn't taken out all my pills and razors, I think I would have died otherwise.
I started to cut a long straight like down my left wrist, I sighed in relieve. I did this four or five times on each wrist, but somehow I wasn't fully satisfied , I still felt a bit numb.
They bleed heavily, as usual. I got up to get towels wrapping them around both my wrist.
I felt a rush of wind,
but wait I had all the doors and window closed, how is that possible?. I sat on the ground near the bathtub, taking out a few of my pills.
Suddenly I was feeling exhausted, my vision blurred.
"What..." I slurred.
That's when I saw Carlisle and Jasper standing by the door.
Everything disappeared, as I fell into blackness.
Carlisle Perspective
Bella recognised us, I was surprised. When people drug themselves up they usually forget a lot of things. But I wasn't sure if she had taken any.
"Are you going to be ok keeping her asleep, if I clean her up a bit" I asked.
"Yes of course" he kept one hand on Bella's head.
I got Jasper to hold Bella, while I went to find some clean clothes. If Alice was here she would have burnt all these clothes, she did needed a little shopping trip.
I nearly smiled at that.
I found a pair of jeans and a black top, rushing back to the bathroom.
The bleeding had decreased, drying on her wrist.
I washed Bella, as I would have if I were at the hospital. Jasper helped me by changing her clothes, I wondered if he felt uncomfortable, cause I didn't think we would have to do this.
"Ok, I think we should take her back now" I stood up.
Jaspers Perspective
I prayed to God, that this mental image wouldn't show in my mind while Edward was around, it's not that it was embarrassing changing practically my sister, she needed help.
I lifted Bella's limp body softly into my arms, she looked dead but I knew she was still alive cause of her heart beat.
"OK lets go" I frowned.
I followed Carlisle to the Car, laying Bella in the back seat, with her head in my lap. I couldn't believe how much Bella had changed.
The family kept telling me it wasn't my fault for leaving, after the party incident. But I don't think they really thought about it that much. If I hadn't attacked we wouldn't have left, it was simple.
Bella stirred, placing her hand around my elbow. I did consider Bella as my sister, but I'm not sure if she did.
Carlisle had nothing to say, I just felt sadness and self hate coming off him. I knew he felt bad for listening to Edward, when we left.
The Car came to a halt, at the end of the driveway.
Bella was shaking slightly, we had to get her inside.
I took Bella head first out of the car, placing her over my shoulder .
"Edward" she mutter, so she still slept talk.
I felt the back of my shirt become wet, Bella was starting crying.
"ssh Bella" I soothed, hoping she would hear me, whilst asleep. Not likely.
Carlisle opened the door for me, as we walked into the house.
Everyone gasped at the sight of Bella, she was almost as white as us and really skinny.
"What have we done?" Rose sobbed. Since when did Rose care about Bella, her emotions were no lie.
"This is all my fault" Edward sighed, reaching for Bella.
"Don't touch her" Alice hissed, slapping his hand away
I placed Bella on Esme's lap, she took her wrapping her arms around her, whilst rocking.
Bella Perspective again..
I think I was going crazy, cause I was hearing voices.
"Don't touch her" Alice hissed, I heard a slapping sound.
My body wouldn't move, I felt someone move me. Two cold hands wrapped around me, rocking me.
Oh shit, Cullen's.
Ok, that has probably been the first or second longest chapter I have written :D
What's poor Bella gunna do now?
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