Alice's Perspective

I was keeping constant watch on Bella's future, just in case she did something dangerous. But cause of Jacob's annoying decisions her future wasn't always there.

"Did you find anything in her bag" I whispered to Jasper.

"Well, no" he said surprised.

"Are you sure?" I raised my eyebrow.

He nodded.

I heard Bella turn the taps on in the shower, What was she up too?.

The rest of the family came in, except Edward. No one was sure what to do.

I felt Jasper try and calm everyone.

"I might go and get some clothes for Bella" I said awkwardly.

Bella perspective

I had never been so glad to be away from the Cullen's, even if it was only 200 metres . I really needed to cut, I was praying at there was something in Esme or Alice's bathroom's to use.

I had to be quick, I didn't really care what they thought. They weren't even suppose to be here, Edward had promised I wouldn't see him again. Ever.

I quickly raced through Esme's bathroom, there was nothing I could use. So I went to Alice's and BAM. There was nail files , nail scissors it was heaven for a person like me. But why would Alice have that sort of stuff. Well she had lots of stuff she never used anyway.

I smiled to myself.

Alice's Perspective

Vision

Bella was sitting in my bathroom, looking around like she was trying to find something.

Then she picked up some nail scissors-"

"BELLA!" I screamed.

I heard the taps in my bathroom turn on, my family had raced to where I was.

"What is it Alice" Jasper shook me gently.

Edward raced to the bathroom.

"BELLA, IF YOU DON'T GET OUT, I'M COMING IN!" he threatened

"Bella-cut-scissors" I choked out. How could I be so stupid, there was plenty of objects she could use to cut herself.

"Jasper, come on Bella might be bleeding" I cried. He wouldn't of been able to take it.

He cradled, walking down the stairs.

Bella perspective

I turned on the tap.

"BELLA!" Alice screamed.

What the, I hadn't even decided anything yet? Or had I.

I picked up the nail scissors and started to cut, cut and cut again. It was a bloody mess, but if felt so good.

The blood started to oozed onto the floor.

"BELLA, IF YOU DON"T GET OUT, I'M COMING IN!" Edward threatened me

Shit!, he wouldn't. He couldn't, than again he might.

I finished up cutting myself a few more times than cleaned the blood off the floor.

"BELLA!" Carlisle shouted, I never heard him yell before. How strange. I quickly disposed of the nail file, washing it off.

BANG!, the door was off its hinges. FUCK THEY REALLY WERE COMING IN!

I ran into the shower, I didn't know how that was going to help me.

There was another bang, I heard footsteps.

I screamed loudly, struggling against a pair of hands lifting me out of the shower.

I closed my eyes, as they wrapped a towel round me shoulders. Great now they had all seen my naked glory.

"Bella, what were you thinking" It sounded like Edward.

My eyes were tight shut.

"Open your eyes" he demanded.

I was glad that the person who grabbed me out of the shower was not Edward.

I blushed deep.

I heard a laugh.

"So, she blushing cause she naked, not cause she has cut"

"This isn't a laughing matter" Carlisle said frustrated.

"Rose, get Bella some clothes" Edward sighed.

"Bella why?" Esme whispered in my ear, so she was one who was holding me.

"Esme, bring her to my office" Carlisle ordered.

I was picked up, Esme made sure the towel did not slip

"ESME PLEASE PUT ME DOES NOT CONCERN YOU!" I squirmed.

"oh, I think it does" she frowned. This wasn't like Esme.

I was placed on a chair, hands disappeared.

God, How I wish I was dead right now. They couldn't do anything could they?

"Bella, you can't cut" Carlisle started. who does he think he is, my father.

"This isn't a chose you, just can't" he continued.

"Can I go now?" I said breathlessly. I was naked, for fuck sake.

"No Bella" he sounded disgusted.

I felt hands go to my shoulders, I attempted to push them off.

"Bella, please look at us" Esme pleaded.

I sighed, opening my eyes.

My eyes blured, probably from loss of blood. I didn't know.

Esme concerned face came into view.

"Why Bella?" she repeated.

I turned so I wasn't looking at her.

She sighed heavily, turning to Carlisle.

"I might take her to bed" she announced.

Esme lifted me up again.

"Can I walk, please" I sighed, frustrated.

She nodded, gently putting me down. I had upset the whole family, but why would they go through the trouble of getting me out of the shower, they didn't love me

We arrived at Edward's room, I didn't care who's it was. Esme gave me the clothes and turned around.

Serious why would rose give me bright pink pj's, I mentally gagged

I slowly slide myself in the bed, preparing for more nightmares.

"Oh joy" I muttered, so Esme wouldn't of heard.

She turned around frowning.

"Good night Bella" she almost sobbed.

Carlisle Perspective

What was Bella thinking, cutting herself in a house full of Vampire's, especially with Jasper here.

Edward was distressed, we all were.

"Carlisle, what is wrong with Bella" he demanded hissing.

"Edward, I don't know. I just don't" I frowned.

"But you're a doctor, haven't you been with people like Bella" he stared at me.

"Not like this Son, Bella is well... I don't know" I should have known, Edward needed Bella.

I want the old Bella back , Please Carlisle" he pleaded.

We all did, Why did we leave?.

"Yes I know" I placed a hand on his shoulder.

Bella perspective

I quickly fell asleep, Esme was still in the room.

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