Esme Perspective

Bella must of been tired, cause she fell asleep moments after she had changed.

"Bella." I sighed sadly.

My poor girl, practically my daughter . We had left her, Bella didn't care about anything anymore, not even herself. No wonder she hated us. Bella didn't even want us at her father's funeral, that was saying something since most of Forks had been invited to farewell him.

A sob escaped my lips, as I sat on Edwards sofa.

I remember the first time I saw Bella, she was perfect. Her presents filled the gap in the family everyone loved her, well Rose didn't , only because she was jealous. I never thought something like this would happen, I never thought we would have to leave Forks, at least not for awhile.

Edward still loved her more than ever, but it pained him to see what he had done to her.

I got up to look at Bella, she stirred.

I heard Edward pleading with Carlisle to tell him what was wrong with her, he didn't seem to know.

But something wasn't right, her hand started to twitch.

Alice came in.

"Do not wake her" she whispered.

Suddenly Bella rolled over and cried out.

I gasped, as Carlisle and Edward filed in.

"NO!" Bella screamed, she would not lay still. Her hair covered her pale face, like a sheet.

"she has to get out of this herself, I've seen if we do, we will make it worse" Alice said through her teeth.

"NO EDWARD, PLEASE DON'T LEAVE" tears shed, running down her cheeks. It took all of my strength to not comfort her.

"her inner self, doesn't want you to leave" Carlisle sighed.

"I'm sorry Charlie, it's my fault" she sobbed loudly. So Bella thought it was her fault that Charlie died, it certainly wasn't. If anybody it was us.

I exchanged concerned glances toward my family.

"Why can't we wake her up" I asked Alice.

"I have seen that she will relapse "Alice cried.

Bella was finally still.

We sighed in relief, but it was too soon.

Bella let out a blood curling scream, I cringed.

Emmett, Jasper and Rose filed in.

"What going on?" they all said.

But they soon realised Bella was having an eructating nightmare.

"NO!" she screamed again.

Sweat was covering her forehead, rapidly. Bella became breathless.

"What can we do?" Edward asked Carlisle desperately. I couldn't stand watching Bella anymore, but I didn't want to leave.

Before Carlisle answered, Bella began to whimper.

"She will wake in 5 minutes" Alice predicted.

"Will she be ok" I asked.

" I don't really know?" Alice shook her head.

5 minutes later ( ha-ha )

Bella's eyes fluttered.

"Bella, open your eyes" Carlisle ordered gently.

She stirred to face us, than opened her big brown eyes.

"Yes?" she breathed. I couldn't take it, so I wrapped my hands around Bella, she tensed away. I wasn't surprised

Bella waited.

"It is not your fault Charlie was killed" Carlisle started.

Bella didn't answer, but looked at the bed sheets. I felt Jasper send positive emotions, towards Bella. I don't think she cared.

Bella sighed heavily.

"I might go and get some water" she said getting up.

" I'll get it dear" I offered.

She gave me a wary look.

"No, it's ok I need to stretch my legs" she half smiled.

No of us argued, but made way for Bella.

"Someone follow her" I whispered.

Bella Perspective

I made my way down the stairs, as silently as I could. When was I going to have a decent nights rest.? I would ask Carlisle for some sleep medication, but he probably thought I would kill myself. I think he might guess correctly.

Now that I think about it, I'm surprise I didn't trip down the stairs.

"water" I muttered, getting a cup out.

I knew the Cullen's must of been listening, or at least Alice looking at my future.

I mentally snorted.

The nightmare was replaying in my head, I started to tremble.

"BELLA!" someone shouted.

I gasped as the glass slipped out of my hand.

I heard footsteps, as I bent down to pick it up. But it wasn't there.

"Bella, I got it" I was wrapped around the waist by Emmett's cool arm's.

Emmett's Perspective

I wrapped my arms our Bella's waist, I think she was a bit shocked by her nightmare, either that or she was trying to smash a glass to cut herself. But Bella isn't that stupid, is she?

"Bella, what are you doing?" I whispered. She looked so pale, to think we had caused to much pain, especially Edward.

"Getting a drink" she said simply.

"Do you want some breakfast" I asked.

"Err..Emmett do you know what time it is?" she raised her eyebrow. I looked at the clock, was it only 12:00am?

"I just thought since you didn't eat dinner" I tried to smile.

"No Emmett" she pushed my arms away. God, it looked like she hadn't slept in eternity.

The family came to join us.

"What are you doing?" Edward asked harshly, he was probably referring to my hands around Bella's waist, He didn't own Bella.

Bella slumped against me, exhausted.

"Bella!" Edward lunged towards her.

Edward's Perspective

Bella looked so pale, when she slumped towards Emmett, she looked dead. I envied Emmett for touching her.

Jasper shot me a look.

Emmett gave Bella to Rose, who then cradled her like a small child.

"sshh Bella" Esme touched her hair.

I wish I had never left Bella, I should be dead for what I have put her though.

The girls took Bella upstairs.

"Son remember, Bella isn't "yours" "- Carlisle.

Well I already knew that, I just didn't want to believe it.

"Someone's Jealous"- Jasper.

I growled.

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