Esme Perspective
We were half way up the stairs and Bella started to stir, uncomfortably.
"Ssh Bella" Alice touched her face.
Bella groaned and put her hand to Rose's neck.
Rose smiled, probably thinking about how child-like Bella looked in her arms.
She placed Bella gently back into Edward's bed. Saying she was tired was an understatement, Bella was exhausted.
Bella groaned, rolling over onto her stomach.
"I think I might go hunting with Emmett." Rose left the room.
I sighed, kissing Bella lightly on cheek.
"Did you see Bella having anymore nightmares tonight?" I asked Alice.
Her eyes glazed over as she looked into Bella's future.
"No." she sighed in relief.
I smiled; at least she would be getting a little sleep.
"Look at her, she's exhausted." Alice frowned.
I nodded.
Carlisle came in, wrapping his arm around my waist. I knew he had a lot on his mind just like the rest of us, but our greatest concern was Bella. We needed the old Bella back.
I sat on Edward's sofa with Carlisle while Alice sat at front of the bed.
Bella stirred again and we heard several bones crack, I shuddered.
"Carlisle, how will we get Bella to eat?" I asked him.
"I was thinking, what Emmett said. Force feeding." he sighed, concerned
I was appalled, but in a way it would save Bella's life.
"I'm not sure if that's such a good idea." I half smiled. We were all running out of idea's with Bella, she was troubled.
"I know, but she can't afford to lose any more weight." He explained.
I nodded, not knowing how Bella would feel if we did it.
Carlisle turned to Alice, who was trying to find away to hug Bella, without waking her up.
I almost cried, I knew how much Alice missed Bella, they were, after all, best friends.
"Alice." Carlisle addressed her.
Alice stopped touching Bella.
"Yes." she sobbed.
"Oh, Alice." I rushed over to hug her.
"Alice, do you see what will happen if we force feed Bella?" Carlisle gave her a concerned look. Alice was having trouble seeing Bella's future, on a count of that she was slowly killing herself.
"ummmm." her eyes glazed over once again. Carlisle and I waited patiently.
"No I-I d-don't see anything." Alice sighed sadly.
"We'll just have to wait." with that Carlisle left to go to his office.
Bella Perspective
I didn't want to get up, cause if I did than I would have to face the Cullen's and Carlisle's stupid doctor advice. I didn't need anyone's help; I could take care of myself.
I rolled over onto my back, aware that I might not be the only one in Edward's room.
"Morning." Esme said. Can't argue with that.
"Morning, Esme." I sighed, I was still exhausted.
I rolled over again, seeing Alice's face.
"Jeez, Alice" I jumped, startled.
"Sorry" she smiled. I had to admit Alice was pretty cute, when she smiled.
I shrugged; This was going to be a long, depressing day.
I look at myself under the covers; I still had the short sleeved shirt and shorts on.
I closed my eyes, frustrated. Well I couldn't hide it without getting out of bed. Today was going to be the most awkward-est day in my life. What was I going to do?
I shifted out of bed, getting out clumsily. I knew they had their eyes on me, how annoying.
"I might go for a walk." I started to walk out of the room.
"Bella?" Esme called.
"Yes." I sighed, backtracking.
"Could I join you?" she asked, smiling.
Say no, Say no, I thought.
"Err, if you want to." I half smiled. I really didn't want to get caught in a conversation that made me want to cut again.
She smiled and came to my side.
"Just let me get dressed, is that ok?" I whispered, blushing. Why was I blushing?
"Sure" she beamed. What was she so happy about?
I turned around to walk to the bathroom. But I realised I had a slight problem, where did they put my stuff?
I started to walk back to Edward's room, Carlisle walked past.
"Morning, Bella" he smiled.
"Morning" I muttered, looking down.
Before I knew it Alice passed me my bag.
Alice Perspective
I don't think Bella really wanted to go for a walk with Esme, but I didn't want to tell her that. I looked around spotting Bella's bag.
She came back in, so I passed it to her quickly. She seemed surprised. I saw that she wouldn't do anything dangerous, so I let her go.
Bella Perspective
I hoped that they forgot about human needs, well the eating part anyway. I didn't want to be forced to eat. I regretted saying yes to Esme about that walk, but at the same time if I hadn't they wouldn't have let me go by myself.
I quickly got dressed, eager to get away from the Cullen's stupid house.
"Coming, Bella?" Esme called. I wished I wasn't.
"Yes." I mumbled quietly.
I walked down the stairs; the first thing I saw was a massive breakfast.
"Shit." I muttered.
Esme pushed me towards the table; I had to make an excuse and quick.
"Can we just go for a walk first?" I pleaded; I really was just putting off eating.
Esme looked at Carlisle.
"Ok, Bella." Esme said unsure.
Esme gave me a jacket, which I reluctantly wore considering it was Edward's. How thick could people get?
I looked to the ground, as we started to walk.
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