Hey I finally got a chapter written. I don't know how good it is. It is probably pretty bad but here it is.
Disclaimer:Don't own twilight or the characters or the song.
Bella pov
I was having my usual nightmare which meant I was probably screaming. Sigh. I was just getting to the worst part which meant I would wake up soon.
And right on cue I woke up and tried to sit up but couldn't. I then realized someone was hugging or holding me.
"EDWARD!" I screamed. I was so mad! Why couldn't he just leave me the fuck alone! So I did the first thing I thought of...
I slapped him in the face as hard as I could. He looked startled and took a step back. Ha I thought I made him take a step back and I took a great amount of satisfaction in that. I started to get up to go get a shower and of course I was hit with head rush and almost fell. Of course I didn't fall because Edward fucking caught me. I growled at him and he let go of me like I had shocked him. Good he deserves it.
"I'm so-" He started but I cut him off with a glare and growled " Don't! Just leave me the fuck ALONE!" I proceeded to head to the bathroom for my shower. I got a shower long enough to hopefully make sure he wasn't there when I came out. When I walked out of the bathroom I was happy that Edward wasn't there.
I slowly got dressed and brushed my hair and started heading downstairs. When I made it downstairs I looked around and was pleased to see what I saw. Edward looked hurt and regretful, Alice and Rose were smirking, while Jasper and Carlisle looked surprised and Emmett looked happy. I went and sat down in the living room and watched TV. Alice flitted over and sat next to me. I moved as far away from her as I could on the couch.
" Are you hungry?" she asked hopefully. I was about to tell her to fuck off when Emmett's eye caught mine and I remembered the deal we made. I was afraid he would go back on his word if I didn't.
Sigh. " Ugh FINE!" I answered. Alice and Emmett smiled in response while everyone else looked shocked. Alice left to go cook me something and of course that's when Esme appeared probably from gardening or something to keep up the facade and offered to help her. Edward sat down on the couch next to me so I got up and sat next to Emmett on the love-seat.
We just sat there watching TV with Edward looking rejected and dejected at my actions and I smirked at that. He so deserved it. Just then Alice flitted into the room.
" Your meal is ready." She announced with a smile.
Sigh. " OK" I said and went to the dining room to eat and I knew everyone was following waiting to see what was going to happen. I sat down with a sigh and started to eat the steak, noodles, corn, and baked potato. Geez are they trying to make me explode. After I was finally done which took forever I looked around and saw that everyone except Carlisle, Emmett and Alice looked shocked. While Emmett and Alice looked happy Carlisle looked hopeful. I decided now was the perfect time for Emmett to hold up his side of the deal. I stood up and walked over to him.
" So time for you to hold up your end of the deal." I said a little smugly.
" Alright, fine let us get ready." Emmett said. Edward looked mad but everyone went to get ready. They came back down within a minute all changed into "hunting" clothes. I was happy I was gonna be alone.
" Now remember you promised to be good." Carlisle said. I nodded. Yeah yeah I thought. All Alice did was look at me and tap her temple to remind me she'd be watching. Sigh. Finally they left luckily no one tried to hug me. After they were out of the house I walked over to the piano.
I sat down and started to play a song to warm up.
(dead and gone by T.I)
horus:
(Justin Timberlake):
Ooooooo
I've been travelin
on this road to long
Just trying to find
my way back home
The old me
is dead and gone
dead and gone
Ooooooo
I've been travelin
on this road to long
Just trying to find
my way back home
The old me
is dead and gone
dead and gone
(T.I.)
Ever had one of dem days
u wish woulda stayd home
Run into a group of niggas
getting they hate on
U walk by
they get wrong u reply
then shit get blown
Way outta proportion
way past discussion
Just u against them,
pick one then rush em
Figure u get your hair?
that next
They dont wanna stop
there now they bussin
Now u gushin, ambulance
rushin u to the hospital
with a bad concussion
Plus ya hit 4 times
plus it hit ya
spine paralyzed waist down
now ya wheel chair bound
Nevermind that now
u lucky to be alive,
Just think it all started u
fussin with 3 guys
Now ya pride in the way
but ya pride is the way u
could fuck around
get shot die anyday
Niggas die
every day all over
bull shit dope money dice
game stash box contents
Could this be
cuz of hip hop music
or did the ones
with the good sense
not use it
Usually niggas
dont kno what to do
when their back
against the wall
so they just start shootin
For red or for blue
or for dough I guess,
from Bankhead
or from your projects
No more stress,
now im straight,
now I get it now I take
Time to think,
before I make mistakes
just for my familys sake
That part of me left yesterday
the heart of me is strong today
No regrets im blessed to say
the old me dead and gone away.
(Chorus)
(T.I.)
I aint never been scared,
I lived through tragic
Situations coulda been dead
lookin back at it
Most of that shit
didnt even have to happen
But u dont think about it
when u out there trappin
In apartments hangin
smokin and rappin
Niggas start shit didnt
next thing ya kno we cappin
Get locked up
then didnt even get mad
Now think about damn
what a life I had
Most of that shit
look back just laugh
Some shit
still look back just sad
Maybe my homboy
till be around
Had I not
hit the nigga
in the mouth that time
I won that fight, I lost that war
I can still see my nigga
walkin out that door
Whoda thought Id never see
Philant no more
Got enough dead homies
I dont want no more
Cost a nigga his job,
cost me more
Ida took that ass-whoopin
now for sure
Now think before I risk my life
Take them chances to get my stripe
A nigga put his hands on me alright
Otherwise stand there
talk shit all night
Cuz I hit you , you sue me,
I shoot you, get locked up, who me?
No more stress, now im straight,
now I get it now I take
Time to think
before I make mistakes
just for my familys sake
That part of me left yesterday
the heart of me is strong today
No regrets im blessed to say
the old me dead and gone away.
(Chorus)
(J.T.)
I turn my head to the east
I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
swallow that pill
that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
the new me will be alright
I turn my head to the east
I dont see nobody by my side
I turn my head to the west
still nobody in sight
So I turn my head to the north,
swallow that pill
that they call pride
The old me is dead and gone,
the new me will be alright
(Chorus)
There it is. I know it's short and sucked but it's better than nothing. I hope to have another chapter up asap.