Guy's thank so much for the reviews, I do plan on finishing it just for the record, I plan on making it different and updating often. Also to make my chapters longer as many of you have requested I'm going to have to mix point of views, till we get going that is.

The reason Ana chose to use a Grey name will show its self later on.

As always thank you and I hope you like my next installment.

Christian POV

My penthouse was quite...too quite. All the places that once reminded me of her shut and locked, hell I couldn't even go into my own bedroom without seeing her curled up in a ball sleeping, or walking around in my boxers.

*Don't fucking go there Grey* I hissed at myself. Your the one who pushed her too soon, your to blame.

Hell I tried to rid her from my life nothing worked. I tried a new submissive and got rid of her within a day, even Elena couldn't satisfy me I recoiled from her touch which shocked us both, I couldn't stand it and haven't contacted her since.

Its been five fucking years, you'd think I could get over her, but I knew it was a dying battle. I loved her, but she didn't share the same feelings. My heart still tight at the memory of our break-up, she choose the perfect time to do it that's for sure.

*hell she probably planned it that way, to get away from me the monster* I run a shaky hand threw my hair and stare at the cloudy grey Seattle skyline it matched my current mood bleak and depressed.

I tried for months to find her, but Welch came up with nothing. She was good at hiding herself from me she must have known I would be looking trying everything in my power to get her back, to just hold her again. I curled my fist and with one swipe knocked everything from my desk, pens flying in every direction, papers scattering into a disarray, and my laptop landed on its screen. I didn't care anymore Ros could run my company and I could just sulk in silence feeling sorry for my fucked up self.

"Mr. Grey." Gail called out from my office door probably coming to check on the noise. My staff had been overly worried of my mental health the first few weeks, Taylor was up my ass, Gail purposely made food so I would eat, Bastille scheduled me in for more sessions which I commonly put him on his ass my rage often consuming me spurring me into compete darkness.

"Come in." I called looking sheepish at the mess I created on the floor. Surly I could just dismiss her and clean it myself.

The door burst open with an energetic Mia an Kate. They glaced at the mess on the floor but one glare from me had them shut their mouths about it. *fuck the trip to France Mia planed* I rolled my eyes in agitation this was not going to go well in my favor, I had planned to "excuse" myself from the trip but now it looked less likely of a chance.

"Christian why are you not ready yet, we leave in like two hours...Gail said your not even packed yet." Mia whined crossing her arms as she glared back at me clearly not scared of me.

'I have an important business meeting Mia, I can't make it" I hate liers but I wanted anything to get me out of this.

"Oh no you don't Christian Trevelyan Grey!" She hissed threw gritted teeth shaking her finger at me. " You are not ditching us."

"For fucks sake Mia its my jet..." I grip the edges of my chair trying to channel some of the anger into this "meaning it doesn't leave without me!" I growl back at her threw my gritted teeth. Damn she could get on my nerves.

"Yes but with your delicate schedule, we would have been thinking you were rushing us around..hell I'm even packed already!" She shouts back at me, her face turning a bright shade of red.

"Damn it Mia I'll be ready in 5 minutes." I snarl at her and pick up my BlackBerry quickly emailing Andrea I was leaving town and to call if she needed me.

I stalk to my bedroom, Gail was already packing my stuff up in suitcases. I really should give her another raise the things she puts up with from me, hell all my staff need a raise. *why the hell did I agree to go oh right, Because your sister asked, your brothers tying the knot and not to mention your the best man* Mia had insisted I could use a getaway to "relax" what ever that meant.

I make my way towards the garage where the back doors of the SUV are opened Mia and Kate already drinking champagne and giggling like school girls. I grab the keys to the A8 from Taylor's out stretched hand mouthing him a silent Thank You.

"Mr. Grey should I follow you?" He looks at me with a stern face, warning me to stay safe.

I manage a fake smile before peeling out all screeching tires and screaming engine. Sometimes my need for speed calmed my racing thoughts, I used to thinking could outrun her shadow always lurking in my head today apparently wasn't the case.

I once reprimanded Ana for reckless driving, ah the way her eyes flashed to me when I called her by her full name I was pissed she was always putting herself at risk its quite amazing she lasted that long. *fuck what if she's dead.* I grip the steering wheel tighter *no her parents would have called Kate, she would have told me.*

I sped under their terminal at Sea Tac and screech my tires fish tailing to a stop in front of the valet. He looks surprised and bewildered when I toss the keys at him. "Taylor will be here shortly" I mutter climbing the steps waving the attendant off as I stalk my way back to my private room, surly I can lose myself in the flight.

Ana's POV

The seven hour flight wasn't as bad as I had thought it was going to be, I guess it also helped that Maria had a private jet thanks to husband number two. I was able to sleep through most of it but my mind couldn't help but wander to my son. I was never this far away from him, let alone across sea's but he couldn't come on a trip like this he was far to young.

But not young enough to know he didn't have a father, I dreaded the day he asked. How was I going to tell him that his dad was Christian Grey? How would I explain to him why he wasn't in the picture? Sometimes I question my rash choice of leaving him, but in the end it was always the best...for the both of us. Heaven knows he didn't want children or at least not right away, he didn't want them to have a messed up childhood like himself, I understood his reason's in some odd way.

We finally land and whisked away by yet another hired car curtsey of Maria. She always had to have the best when going out. Her excuse was everyone's always watching and with a company name like hers she couldn't stand for second best.

"So when's the first meeting?" I ask hoping to have time to shower and change. I glance out the windows as we pass various hotel, rich men with woman draped on their arms clearly looking for a big paycheck.

A slow grin spread across her face" well...there are no meetings, this is more of a getaway for us but I knew you would refuse to come...so I lied." She shrugged her shoulders her eyes practically glowing.

"Maria." I gasp anger overwhelming me, how could she even do this to me.

"Oh suck it up Steele, you'll thank me later." She smiled brushing it off like it was nothing.

I shake my head in disbelief. This was her idea of a getaway! Taking me to one of the richest beaches in the world, a number one travel destination for the rich and famous. *there's no way I'm going to possibly fit in here* sure my paychecks were nice I was able to pay off my loans, get insurance just in time for Theo's birth, live in a semi upscale apartment all while keeping Christian in the dark.

"I...I didn't even bring the right clothes." I mutter at her

I watch her smile and know it been already taken care of. "Trust me Ana your gonna be the hottest VP on the beach." She replied patting my leg in encouragement.

I groan and roll my eyes at her, yet again she has surprised me. I pull at them hem of my sweater as we pull up to our hotel. I haven't stayed in something this nice since...*NO* I shake my head trying to rid myself of the memories threatening to surface, biting the inside of my cheek to avoid the tears threatening to spill down my cheeks.

Sorry for the ending like that I lost part of a document but had this ready. Hope its longer and I hope everyone enjoys. Since I'm rewriting the next part on my laptop and not paper it should be up sooner.

Feel free to check out my other works though as of now there's only one.