Sorry it took a while to get this chapret (yes I meant to spell it that way) out! My internet decided to die and I was running all over the place trying to fix it, I got shocked :( But, I finally got to post! If there are any random letters in here it's my cat's fault, she helped me write this (she really just rolled all over the keyboard like the fat ball she is). I'm sorry if the last chapret was a bit too lemony! Though they will probably start becoming more and more lemony, so I will make sure to inform you wonderful readers about that. I don't think this one is lemony, though you should taste it to make sure ;b Ok on to the story!
The notebook sits open in front of me as I stare at the strange equations and directions. It looks like one long recipe, but with formulas and strange chemicals. I looked at all the ingredients, somehow knowing what they were. What was this for? The clip clop of heals sounds from the hall so I quickly shut the book and place it under my pillow. The witch lady who let me be cut open before walks in the room "Come Angel." I stand up again and fallow her back to the room. She jams a needle in my neck and a few minutes later I see blood running down the wall and a Griever come out of nowhere. I cover my head; it's not real, not real not real not real. Just ignore it, it'll go away soon, it's just a test. Damn drugs. I look up to see the nasty, slimy Griever looking at me with its bionic eyes.
I bolt up, looking around. No Griever, good, no reason to cry. No, don't cry. Newt sits up beside me "Are you alright love?" His voice was soft and soothing, calming me instantly. I let out a shaky sigh "Yeah, just a dream." He pets my hair "About?" I shake my head "Scary things?" I nod; I had these nightmares every night since those first few weeks in the Glade, each being of a different experiment and more equations and ingredients in the notebook. He kisses my cheek lightly and helps me stand. We quickly get our shoes on along with the rest of the Runners. The walls open with its terrible screeching and I run to my designated door.
Three more Greenies came up in the box, meaning I had been here – If I'm counting Frank – about four months. It had been a somewhat long for four months, and every day the boys got more and more comfortable with me and now treated me like a guy with boobs and a butt.
That night, as I'm taking a shower, I find that the Glader's aren't the only ones who get new arrivals every month. I groan, why has it taken four months to come?! That explains my moodiness lately. Stupid creators probably jacked with my body functions, just another "test". Wrapping a towel around me, I step out of the shower to see a smirking Gally. I growl at him "You shucking touch me you die." I hear snickering and decide, before I hurt someone, to leave.
I pad softly into the homestead and find Alby. He turns to see me with a wet head and only in a towel. He scowls "Why?" I frown "Did anything else come up in the box with me?" He rummages through a drawer and hands me a box. I take it with a quiet "Thanks" and walk up to Newts room. He smiles when I walk in and I slightly smile back. He cocks his head and frowns too "What's the matter love?" His eyes travel to the box in my hand. Quickly, he gets up off the floor, kisses me on the forehead and leaves, shutting the door behind him.
I open the door when I'm finished dressing and see him leaning on the wall. He smiles awkwardly, which for some reason makes me angry "Oh so now you're going to be awkward? I'm a girl! Get over it!" He looks at me, shocked "N-no love, I was just . . . surprised." I glare at him "Surprised? How were you surprised that I have a period?" He flinches at the word. I huff and storm downstairs, where some boys look at me wide-eyed. I groan and sprint towards the Deadheads.
I opened my eyes to see it completely black. Looking around, I see I'm alone, and it's really dark. Tears fill my eyes, I'm so mean, I shouldn't have yelled at Newt. What's wrong with me? Sobs erupt out of me as I curl up in a ball. What the hell is wrong with me? When I open my eyes I see darkness again, making me cry harder and yell for Newt.
Footsteps split fallen sticks and I jump at the noise. What if it's a monster? I can't see at all, it's like the darkness is eating me. I start to cry again and big arms wrap around me, picking me up. A scream lurches out of my throat and Newt's calming voice says "It's all right love, it's ok." He pets my hair and I cry into his chest.
When my tears stop, Newt carries me to the homestead. How has he been holding me for this long? As he takes me up the steps, boys look at me worriedly. I wave and smile, making them relax.
Newt sets me on the floor and I look up at him. Tears start to stream down my face and be kneels down in front of me, wiping them away "Shh shh shh, it's ok. Don't cry." I look into his concerned brown eyes "B-But I yelled at you, and m-made you feel uncomfortable. Newt, I'm r-really sorry, I shouldn't have d-d-done that." He smiles and touches my cheek softly "You're so cute when you cry." I sniffle and lay back on the blanketed floor "No I don't, no one does." He laughs "You do." He lies beside me and I curl up into his warm arms.
The next day I groggily wake up, ignoring Gally's usual annoying comment, and go to breakfast. As I'm eating, I start to cry. All the boys look at me worriedly "What's wrong Angel?" "Are you ok?" "Are you hurt?" "Did Frypan poison you?" Newt gently touches my arm "What's the matter love?" I wipe my tears and look down at the food "The food is really good, and Frypan is always so nice to make it for us."
Every boy at the table raises their eyebrows at me and start to laugh. I glare and throw my plate at one of them "Don't laugh!" They stop at my sudden outburst and stare. My lip quivers and I feel a hand on my head. I look up to see Alby looking at me softly "Clam down, they aren't used to this." Tears stream down my face and he ruffles my hair "Hey hey, calm down now, no need to cry. Go run; it may make you feel better." I sniffle, get up and run out into the Maze.
Hours later I run back through the walls, feeling more like myself and not like the mean crybaby from before. I walk to the kitchen. When I get in all the boys stare. I raise a hand to my face "Do I have something on me?" Gally, who was sitting on the table closest to me, grabs my waist and pulls me close. He looks up at me smiling deviously "Don't worry, we all know your little problem." I drag him off the bench and throw him on the ground "It isn't a shucking problem slinthead." Everyone smiles and I hear whispers "She's back." "She's acting normal." "How long does these things last?" "No clue." I smile "Stop talking about me like I can't hear you." They laugh nervously little and I get my food.
As I sit down next to Newt he smiles at me "Feeling better love?" I nod, smiling and whisper into his ear "Better and ready to play." I wink at him when I pull away and his face turns beet red. I fall off the bench laughing hysterically "Joking! Joking! I'm joking!" The other boys laugh at Newt for his new color and I continue to laugh.
That night, as I'm taking a shower, I hear someone come into the bathroom. I sigh and continue to wash my hair "Go away please, I want to have a peaceful shower for once." I hear Newt's laugh and say in his wonderful accent that sent shivers up my spine "I thought you said you were ready to play." My face heats up and I watch the curtain cautiously "I-I was joking." He laughs again "Don't worry love; I'm not going to jump in." I sigh, but then hear "At least not right now." I frown "Go away."
"But I want to talk." I hear the pout in his voice and sigh "What about?" I hear him sit down "I don't know, anything." I frown "You're the one who wanted to talk; you have to at least have a topic." He sighs "Who do you like?" I answer truthfully "Everyone." "Even Gally?" I stop scrubbing my arm and think. Finally I say "Yes, even Gally, though less than everyone else."
He laughs "Who do you really like?" I stop "Everyone?" "You know what I mean." I blush and stammer out "I have n-no idea what you t-talking about." He laughs "You're a terrible liar." I huff "I am a very good liar!" I shut the water off and Newt hands me a towel under the curtain.
When I dry off and dress, I step out of the shower. Newt smiles deviously "You never answered my question." My face heats up again and he steps closer, his smile becoming even more devious "Guess I'll just have to get the answer out of you, somehow some way." He starts to tickle me and I squeal. He laughs "I won't stop until you tell me." I fall down onto my knees and Newt continues to tickle me "N-No! S-Stop it!" I was about to wet myself I was laughing so hard.
"Tell me and I'll stop." I curl into the fetal position, but he still gets to my sides "I'm going to pee!" He laughs "Come on, tell me." I grab his arms, intending to pull him down next to me, but instead accidentally pull him down on top of me. This makes me laugh even harder and Newt gets up on his hands and knees "Are you ok Angel?" I gasp for air between my laughter "Yeah – I'm – fine." He smiles "You going to tell me now?"
I smile and act innocent "Tell you what?" He frowns and moves his hand to my side, threatening to tickle. I look up at him and sweetly say "No one." He smiles too "You really are a horrible liar." He pokes my side, making me squirm. I bite my lip and blush, mumbling out "You." He smiles and says "What? I didn't hear you." I open my mouth, ready to fire out some witty response, but his lips crash onto mine. Well that definitely shut me up. Soon, I give in and kiss him back.
We part right as Minho walks in to see Newt on his hands and knees over me and me blushing "What the shuck?!" He smiles evilly and runs out of the bathroom screaming "NEWT'S MAKING MOVES ON ANGEL!" He quickly helps me up as Gladers surround Minho, getting the details on what he saw. We walk out and I hear Minho preaching "He was doing dirty things to her! Touching her inappropriately, the dirty shank!"
I walk through the crowd of boys, grab Minho's ear and pull on it so he's bending over slightly "Stop telling lies, I slipped and brought him down with me." Boys sigh "Lies." "She looks like a mother." "What is that supposed to look like?" "Her." "Don't try to defend him Angel; we know he's a pervert." Gally steps up and into my personal bubble "Why can't you let me do those things to you?" I glare and swing, punching him in the jaw.
All the boys gasp and start to laugh. I yawn and open my arms to Gally, smiling sweetly "To redeem yourself, you can carry me to the homestead." He frowns "You're the one who punched me." "You were being a prev." He crosses his arms "So." I smile "If you don't I'll tell Alby." He huffs and picks me up. The guys laugh "Go miss priss." "She's got you wrapped around her finger dude." Gally glares at them as he walks "No she doesn't." I smile and swirl my finger around. Minho smiles and shakes his head "Queen of the Glade." All the boys nod and Matt says "Wait, who would be the King then?" This starts a big argument and I see Newt smile at me and point at himself. I giggle and we all head into the Homestead for the night.
If the girl stuff grossed anyone out, I'm sorry! X( But my sister begged me to put it in. Anyway, review, favorite please :D