This fanfiction is written by Chaos Cherry 🍒
Chapter Four
On the road again.
Taco Bell drive through.
Castiel attempts to order food for a party of seven.
...Well technically eight.
He turns down the metal blasting through the car as Silver stretches across him and orders for us all. When the guy asks for money Castiel is too distracted by Silver's ass in his face.
"Dude!" I yell and throw cash to the front of the vehicle, me and Chaos claimed the far back. Everyone else starts throwing money and Silver retracts to her seat when Amber hits her in the tit with a nickel. She claims the majority of the food but offers a taco to each couple, saving at least 12 for herself.
We take off again, Sayuri argues with Silver for more food while Amber tries to give Castiel directions to Jade's house, she's having trouble considering last time she was there she was trashed.
Chaos sips on soda and leans into me, rubbing small circles on the back of my hand with her thumb.
I want her so bad, her touch is addictive. Even the smallest contact sends my senses into overdrive. Do I go for it? Can I go for it? I mean she kissed me already that should mean I can go for it.
I slip my hand between her knees and start running my my fingers along the inside of her thigh, testing the waters. Her cheeks turn pink and she sets down her soda, but doesn't say anything or push me away. I don't dare push my hand any higher. I take a quick look ahead of us to make sure everyone is occupied before burying my face in the crook of her neck. I scatter a small trail of kisses down her neck and jawline before her body tenses up.
Instantly I stop. "I'm so sorry." I quickly remove my hand and body, from Chaos's touch. I crossed a boundary. How could I just break our trust like that?
"No wait," She scoots a bit close to me and blushes deep. "I just… I've never… Done anything like this." She looks down at her toes.
"Oh." That's all I can say as I return to my place near her side. "Well."
"...yeah." We sit in silence as Silver yells at Amber about directions. Fuck, this is not the time or place to rock this girl's world.
"Hey." I yell up to the front.
"What?" Castiel replies, slightly annoyed, as he swerves a little.
"We need a room." Those are the only words I have to say and without a seconds notice Castiel is making the sharpest U-turn. Silver asks where to as she gets condoms out of her wallet. "Do you want Magnums, Lifestyles, what about ribbed for her pleasure, You guys totally need glow in the dark." Dozens of condoms are thrown at us as I try to talk to Castiel.
"I'm guessing you want class?" Castiel asks as we make eye contact through the rearview mirror.
"Fuck yeah." I grin as I kiss Chaos on the forehead, she giggles and lightly bites my arm.
"Sky's it is."
"But what about Jade?" Amber asks, a slightly frantic look on her face. I love her, but shut the fuck up.
"We can do that tomorrow, besides, I almost can't really see the road anymore so we need to find a destination and stay there." Castiel laughs as Silver takes the wheel and helps him stay on the road.
"Well can't someone else drive?" The frantic edge in her voice is totally killing my vibe.
"Amber, do you really think any of us are sober enough to drive?" Silver giggles. "Either get out and walk or come with us to Sky's." Amber shuts up and leans against her door, huffing a bit.
"Welcome!" Sky opens his eyes wide as we all stumble into his front yard, he stands on his front porch like a king overseeing his kingdom, his pants slightly falling off. Sayuri and Lysander sit with Sky's roommates, who are playing monopoly on the porch. Castiel carries Silver into the house bridal style, and Yuki, the queen of Sky's kingdom, helps Amber into the house. I take Chaos's hand.
Sky greets us warmly and when he asks if we need anything I do not hesitate.
"We need a room." He smiles knowingly and motions for us to follow. He leads us through the living room, where Silver falls over Castiel while he tries to talk with Sky's sister Mae. Ferrets run under our toes and Chaos giggles.
"Don't you love my family?"
"Can it be my family too?"
I kiss her hand and she moves closer to me as Sky leads us up the steps. Zack and Charles are using their room and the basement isn't very romantic so we get the special treatment. Sky opens the bedroom door as my heart beats through my entire being. Why is my heart so loud? Was it always this loud? Am I nervous? Of course I'm nervous, I love her. This is important.
"This is Mae's room so don't break anything. You kids have fun." He winks at me then walks back into the house, shutting the door behind him.
God Sky way to sooth my nerves. Chaos meanders around taking in our small palace. The walls are painted black and thick purple curtains are drawn, closing out the light of the moon. Thick silks in deep purples and blues hang around her canopy bed, the lush carpet and large candles make me feel like I'm in a gothic castle, rather than a decrepit drug den. I must admit Mae did a wonderful job. Chaos lights candles and I try to gather myself.
My hands are shaking and my heart is beating so hard I worry I'll bust a rib.
Calm down moron. This isn't your first time.
But it's hers, and I want it to be perfect. It sure as hell won't be unless I calm down. I take three deep breaths and focus on the bass pumping through the carpet from downstairs. Soft laughter bubbles through the floors. The air is thick.
She intertwines her fingers in mine and pulls me to the edge of the bed. I hold her there for a moment, slipping my hands around her waist and pull her into me. Her sharp red eyes peer into my soul and all of nerves dissolve. I love her. I want to give her the world. I want to make her feel things she has never felt, I want to give her all of me.
"I love you." I tell her. She smiles warmly, pulling me into her. We fall into the soft warm abyss of silk sheets and down blankets. She answeres my confession of love with actions not words, running warm soft hands over my body. Heat radiates and spreads from each point of contact. Soothing all of my frayed ends and mending all of the cracks in my soul. I kiss her perfect forehead then draw the curtains around the bed, sealing our small bubble. Hiding us from everything else leaving only room for the two of us. Creating our own little world, we seem to visit a lot. She giggles and sits against the headboard.
I sit across from her and take her hand, I love her hands. I love her skin, her freckles, her hair, her...everything. I love every piece of her, I have never gotten this feeling sober, am I sober? Oh well. I brush my fingers through her hair, stopping at her jaw to tilt her head with mine. I want to preserve this moment but time is of the essence and the beauty of a moment is that it's fleeting, being chased by the next. So I chase it away and connect our lips. Instantly I am overwhelmed. I feel her body relax into mine and pull her into my lap. We push into each other with a new hungry desire, I've never felt before but am so grateful for. Layer after layer of clothing is lost. She eagerly pushes off my clothing but I am delicate with her, careful not to hurt my beautiful flower. Again I feel like my world is glass. Any wrong step and the whole thing shatters. So I make every movement slow and soft. Small goosebumps wash over her skin when I touch her. I am delighted by the way her breath catches.
I can feel her heartbeat pulsing through her into me as I push my, for lack of a better word, dick into her. We dissolve into each other as the world falls out around us. I kiss her neck and down her stomach, wanting to be as generous as I can be with every touch. I move slowly, being sure her first time isnt a regretful one. Her breathing matched with her nails lightly raking my back tell me I'm doing something right. I want to move faster but I have to be considerate. She's probably overwhelmed as it is, I know I was the first time. The rush of chemicals and busy hands…
Fuck I need to focus. I bring our lips together again and lose my train of thought, completely caught back in the moment. Totally losing myself in something as simple as a kiss, taking in the exact way it feels to have nothing but her skin pressed against mine, god I want her so bad.
Placing her hands on my chest, she pulls back.
"Is something wrong?" Did I do something wrong? Oh fuck, maybe she's not ready. I've pushed her into a situation she wasn't ready for. What have I done?
"Yeah." She says, "You're taking too long." She flashes me a devilish grin. She rolls us over and aggressively straddles my hips.
Oh.
I smile broadly at the woman that I love. She doesn't want me to baby her, she wants me ravish her, treat her like the goddess she is, and that I can definitely do. I sit up to meet her in the middle and grab her hips possessively. I drown myself in her. Determined to rock her world. I bite down on her shoulders as she digs her nails into anything she can get ahold of. Loud moans of pleasure mix with the music pulsing from below. Someone downstairs knocks on the ceiling with a broom to shut us up, but I'm that only fuels my determination. She squeals and laughs when flip her quickly onto her back. She keeps giggling as a increase our rhythm and burry my face in her neck again. Her laugh makes me so happy, I am so grateful to be here. With her. I rest my forehead on hers and feel her ragged breath against my face. I am so overwhelmed with this feeling of love for her, a feeling I have never felt for anyone else I want to stay with her like this forever. Yeah, I could spend the rest of my life in this bed-
"Fuck." I mumble as all my drive and ambition is washed out by a heavy wave of pleasure. Time stops for a moment, but when I come back to reality I meet her concerned deep red eyes.
"A-already?" Shit. I was trying to blow her mind. She has been nothing but an angel and this is how I repay her? I have no self control.
"I'm sorry…" I get off of her and retract to my own separate corner of our bubble.
"No no honey." She moves closer to me and licks her lips. "You're….perfect." She says in between kisses.
Oh God. What have I gotten myself into.
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