Me- Sorry for making you guys wait so long. I try to update every weekend but I couldn't, using it against me now?! Ikuto, Amu, Rima- what does it look like were doing?

Ikuto- you're just lazy baka

Me- Ugh rude I write this for you guys please act like you're thankful Amu- but you take so long to update Me- I'm sorry that I can't live life off of writing fanfics but honeslty if I could I would

Ikuto- Aww really

Me- Yes

Ikuto- then at least act like you want to!

Me- Ahhhhh how bout I just drop this fanfic now

All- You wouldn't dare?!

Me- you're all right, I'm not that evil

Nagi- I never thought you were evil )hugs Me)

Me- Hugs back) thanks Nagi

Yoru- Kariared owns nothing but the plot~nya

Me- Thanks Yoru Yoru- you're welcome~nya

-Rima's P.O.V.-

'What's up with Amu, she is being weird and what's that X on her arm, its kind of scary. And what is with her pale skin, that is also weird.' I thought to myself as we were walking to class. "Amu? Whats going on with that X on your arm?" I said in a raised tone and gestured in the direction of her X'd arm.

"What do you mean Rima, Im fine nothings wrong. Eheh" She said in a nervous tone, I could tell that she was forcing a smile.

"Don't lie to me Amu! These types of things are very serious now please tell me whats going on with you!" I yelled and reached out to her arm.

"Oh my god. What did you do, how did this get here, why did you do this, I'm sorry for yelling I was just scared for you, why didn't you tell me?!" I said in one long breath.

"Oh that, I uhh...I fell and then I sat up and there was blood dripping down my arm and I couldn't see that it was an X until I got home and cleaned it up. So yeah, you see nothing major." She scratched the back of her head nervously. That symbolized she was lying right away.

"Oh okay then do you feel fine? Is everything alright? Do you need anything?" I questioned her, already knowing she would say no she didn't.

"No I'm fine actually, now lets go to class!" She raised her voice a bit towards me.

"Sorry for prying Amu, I'm just worried about you." I said while we walked and my head was lowered. We got to class and got cold stares from a couple of people, mostly Sayaa's group. But that's just how she is, but a lot of people do not like me and Amu but for what reason, I don't know. So therefore we have to stick together with the few friends we have and survive off our small group. "

Ohayo!" I heard a guys voice, loud and hyperactive, too active for this early. I turned around in my seat to see no other than Kukai. "Kukai, why so loud so early in the morning?" I asked him with an annoyed look on my face.

" Amu-Chi!" I knew who it was already even louder than Kukai.

"Yaya, not so loud would ya'." I hissed at her.

"Sorry Rima-tan." She said and bowed her head.

"It's fine Yaya, just speak lower." I sighed to her.

"Amu-chan, Rima-tan, Ohayo." A cheery but human like voice(I say that because he didn't yell like the other two.) said to us. It was Nagi. I looked back and saw Amu looking at Nagi and she was blushing and he was smiling. 'Hmm is something going on between the two. How cute' I thought to myself.

~Slide~

"Ohayo-Minna." Nikaidou-sensei came in and started class. Everyone greeted him back as well accept for Amu who was staring out the window already. "I see someone's already gotten to there daily day-dreaming class session." He said with a small chuckle. "Oii Himamori... Hima-" He started to say but got cut off.

"It's Hinamori not Himamori, and sorry for dazing, I was thinking about something I'll try not to do it again. Gomen." She said while standing then bowing her head and sat down.

"Oh, ok well it's fine." He walked back to his desk and took attendance, and Amu actually responded this time.

~Slide~

Everyone's heads snapped in direction in which the door opened, and it was none other than Tsukiyomi Ikuto. Which I don't understand because he's not new so why is he late today, his second day. Wait am I blushing, why am I blushing, is it because he is huffing, is it his hair, his eyes, what is it? He looked over at me. At me? Of all people...Me!? A smirk crawled to his face as he walked in and apologized to the teacher with a slight bow and sat in the open seat next to me. "Hey 'Rima-chan'" He said my name so weird, so stretched out, so seductively. I was confused so I looked over to Amu and saw she had fear in her eyes.

"Umm...Hi, I guess?" I replied to him. he smirked and then I looked towards Amu again. "Amu are you okay?" I asked her noticing how she stared at him with pure fear, something she usually doesn't have, for anyone, or thing. So why now?

"Oh I'm fine nothings wrong." She replied a bit forced seeming, then she scratched her head nervously and then waved me off. 'Hmm, what is wr- OHH MY GOD...HIM!'

"Amu, go to the bathroom, I gotta talk to you. Its urgent." I whispered then walked out. Amu left shortly after, and broke into a jog while going to the bathroom. "Amu, remember this morning when you were telling me tat Tsukiyomi was the one who did this to you?" I asked her in one breath.

"Yea, why?" She questioned my question.

"Well, is that why you looked terrified, when he walked into class?"

"Yea kinda, because I fear no one but him, now. Miki told me that she sensed something wrong about him and she was right. I tried to stay clear of anything bad happening to me, and when I felt a strange presents, I tried to rush home, but he caught me too quickly." She said to me, tears slipping out of her eyes.

"It's okay Amu-Chan, it's okay." I pulled her closer to me, into a hug."You didn't have to bring your bag with you ya'know?"

"Yea I know, but it is a must have at all times thing for me unless I'm at work, where I trust people to not steal my stuff or hide it or dump it all out."

"Ah, that makes a lot of sense to me. Well that's pretty much it, lets go back to class okay? We don't want people wondering why we left for so long."

"No. You go on ahead, I'm gonna stay in here for the rest of class, two reasons, I need to fix my makeup, and I can't go back in there while he's there, I can't, I can't, I can't." She whined to me.

"Alright, if you're absolutely sure. I mean, I can stay in here with you if you'd like me t-"

"No! You can't miss class over my petty reasons, I mean for all I know it could have been a big dream, and I'm just taking it too far. He-he." She said and scratched her head nervously again.

"Okay fine. But I am coming back here after class to check on you." I said with a concerned tone. She nodded in agreement. Then I hugged her again and walked out.

~AMU P.O.V.~

I watched as Rima left, then I peaked my head out to double check to make sure no one was out of class. After I was sure that the coast was clear, I went into the stall with the mirror and sink and locked the door. I washed the makeup off my face and pulled out a little pouch, with my special items in it. It was a black and purple pouch with a few bandages and some gauze. And wrapped up in another little package to prevent tearing of anything, was my utility blades I use to cut myself with. I set them on the side of the sink and take out a bottle of peroxide, and place that down as well. I looked all over my face to make sure no makeup was left behind then I turned the water off. I picked up the blades and took one out and placed my back against the wall and slid down. I was now sitting with my legs up as if I were gonna put my head into my knees, except my head is up and I'm sitting a little more loose than if I were gonna curl up. I placed the blade under where my X, that I made last night was and applied a bit of pressure and slid across. Blood leaked down onto a paper towel I had set down for that purpose. I then made two more cuts bellow then three more above the X. Now I had somewhat faded scars underneath, fresh open wounds,six of them to be exact, and a semi-healed X all on my left arm. I'm not in the mood to do my right arm right now. I've done enough to satisfy myself for now. I picked up the paper towel and wiped around my wounds for excess blood dripping, and held it there. I stood up and went to the sink and used the peroxide to clean them. "Crap, this burns." I chuckled a bit and tipped my head back. after it stopped burning, I took a soft tissue and wiped around it. Then I placed a layer of tissue on my cuts and wrapped gauze around my wrist a couple of times, then hooked it under another portion tightly so it wouldn't come off. Then I pulled out some arm warmers from my bag and put the bottle in the bag, the blades in the small pouch, the pouch in the bag, and slipped on my arm warmers so no one would ask any questions. I then unlocked the stall and was getting ready to go to my next class when Rima rushed into the bathroom and asked if I was alright but she gripped both of my wrist.

"Oyy! I mean hey Rima whats up?" I said to her in a worried tone because I didn't want her to find out about me cutting myself.

"Amu, are you okay, where did you get those arm warmers, I didn't see you have them before, why are you wearing them, why did you take off your makeup?!" She asked all in one quick breath. "Why did you say oyy when I came in here?" Then she started huffing and doubled over to catch her breath.

Me- I know that you guys probably hate me and want to kill me, well I hate myself as well mostly because I made you all wait for so long like 3 weeks even though I say I will do weekend updates, but See what had happened was I had this really big project for language arts and I had to work on it most of my time and algebra now we have FCAT. Ahhh It's too much, but I will deal. Okay well there's my reason, I hope you guys hate me but I don't want you guys to hate me forever and stop reading my stories. I will cry. But Yea.

Everyone- You should die like now!

Me- I know and I would love to but then I wouldn't be able to continue now would I?

Amu- She has a Point Nagi- Yea, a legit one too Ikuto- whatever... ME- forgive me? Please? Silence ME- please comment subsribe and review. Pwease and Thanks