Chapter 9
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Chapter 9
Mixed emotions
It was a month before Ma even said Nick could remove the bandage and not worry about having to wear one all the time, another month before Nick could properly move his arm again with out pure pain. Phil's birthday came and went, it was a larger party then he expected due to the other survivors staying because of Nick. Ma had refused to allow them to leave until she was sure that Nick would not get an infection, which was much to Phil's slowly growing obvious displeasure. Nick was slowly starting to realize that Phil had been the one who shot him, and that he had meant to do it.
It kept Nick on edge, worried that the kid was getting psychotic and going to try something else to harm him. Which meant Nick would normally stay back down in the room he'd been placed in this whole stay. The room slowly became more and more like his cell back before this whole thing had started, and he grew to hate staying at the house. The only thing that kept him from going completely insane was Ellis coming to see him every once in a while and keeping him company. Over the month of solitude Nick realized how much he actually enjoyed hearing Ellis's stories about the past, and just allowing the kid to try and relive the fun times he'd had with someone he loved for. Nick received a small pleasure from allowing the kid to talk, and just listen. He felt like it almost made up for some of the pain he'd caused him, at least he hoped it did.
Nick was finally allowed to help with the choirs again, now that he was properly healed and taken care of, and Ellis was the one to tell him the "good" news. As Ellis told him how they needed help cleaning up the yard and fixing the new holes in the fence Nick slapped his face. "You really think I wanna go out there with that kid and let him shoot me again? Hell you know what, I'll stand still this time so he can get a better aim at taking me out!" Ellis sighed, "Come on man you're just paranoid from bein down here. Phil aint tryin to kill yeah! He's just a kid lookin out for his sis, and accidentally shot you. The kids love you man!"
"They love me enough to send me outside and then make enough noise to cause a damn hoard. You're right. We were lucky a damn tank didn't show up to kill us all Ellis!" Nick pushed the hair back from his face before looking at Ellis. "He's trying to kill me Ellis. I don't know why. Fuck I didn't do shit to him but he is." This statement caused Ellis to shake his head slowly as he crossed his arms. "You're just paranoid from being down here so long." Nick watched Ellis before giving a long sigh and leaned back on the bed, "Yeah maybe." He muttered thinking about the looks Phil had given him any time he was around Ellis. He knew the kid was obviously displeased he was still here, why couldn't Ellis at least see that? Nick scratched his head slowly before looking over to Ellis. "Come here." He held his hand out a bit and Ellis scooted over on the bed. Though Ellis had been down to see him almost every night just to make sure he was okay, they hadn't done anything. Hell the kid hadn't even kissed him since the last time two months ago. Ellis kept saying he was worried the stitches would come undone, and Ma would be furious anything had happened, even if Nick could give less of a fuck if he had to get restitched up. Hell he was already getting addicted to the morphine pills that made his whole body numb, he needed something else to keep his mind preoccupied.
Ellis moved to Nick's side, his hand sliding through his hair slowly. "How you feelin besides paranoid?" Nick snorted a bit as he sat up, "I'm not paranoid." He muttered as he moved to be next to Ellis, "I'm alright though." He looked at Ellis before kissing his cheek, which caused the other to move back from him, "Nick man... " Nick grunted a bit before grabbing Ellis's shirt and pulling him closer again. "Ellis. I didn't touch you when I was healing up. I respected that you wanted to make sure that everything would heal up right. I'm not going to ignore you now that I am healed up." Ellis bit his lip looking at Nick before trying to pull back a bit. "But man what if you end up hurting yourself again? Ma said no liftin heavy stuff, and not to use your arm much-"
"Then I'll use my other arm." Nick pulled Ellis back against him once more pushing his lips against his own. Ellis gave little of a fight once they finally kissed, he'd missed that. Two months after he'd finally gotten those sweet touches, to stop that cold turkey was worse then trying to stop a drug addiction. Yes the kiss now was rougher then their last one, however it was slowly turning into that gentle touch that he craved. Nick slowly released the death grip he had on Ellis's shirt, only to push him onto the bed on his back, breaking the kiss to do so. He rolled his shoulders a bit before looking at Ellis. The kid looked up at him a slow blush growing on his cheeks, the way Nick looked at him as if he was a predator eying his pray made him feel very vulnerable.
"Nick..." Ellis muttered trying to think of an argument to try and peruse while Nick was slowly touching him. Nick continued to eye him like a hawk, ignoring the light protest that the other was making. Fingers moved slowly along the length of Ellis's torso touching his skin where his shirt had pulled up from the push to the bed. The small touch of skin on skin caused Ellis to give a small shiver, his body reacting to the touch very sensitively. Besides Nick attacking him months ago, he hadn't had wanted human contact for a very long time, since the summer day with Keith really. The gentle touch of the fingers on his hips sent shivers down his spine, as his hips moved up a bit to the feeling. Nick watched his movements, his hand sliding under the others shirt and moving slowly up his torso once more. He leaned down slowly and kissed the other, leaning down on his good arm just to keep Ellis happy.
Nick gave Ellis a small amount of short kisses before he gave a small grin. "You know... This shirt is getting in my way." He muttered as he continued to slid his hand along Ellis's rough skin, enjoying the small reactions he was receiving from his touches alone. This is how he wanted it, he didn't want the horrible reactions he had when he first touched Ellis. How the kid was squirming under him from simply feeling his skin against his own? That was enough to start driving him mad. Ellis looked up at Nick though the haze of pleasure that was clouding his thoughts. "Oh... Oh!" Ellis sat up enough to pull his shirt off, and toss it to the floor. He gave his normal cheeky grin as he looked up at Nick once again, "That is much better." He pushed Ellis back down, kissing him hard as his hand slid along Ellis's chest again, tweaking his nipple once he reached it, Ellis eeped his chest pushing up. Nick grinned against the kiss, continuing the touches to Ellis's chest trying so hard to keep it gentle compared to the hard time they'd had the first.
What made Nick want to make up for that, he didn't truly know anymore. Just the thought of how badly he'd hurt the kid caused a pain in his chest. The feeling of Ellis under him enjoying his touches fully this time caused that pain to lessen. Nick pulled away from the kiss to slowly kiss along his neck, and shoulder, causing small gasps and moans from the man under him. Nick closed his eyes as he kissed slowly down Ellis's chest, enjoying the mixture of rough and soft skin that was Ellis's body. The years of stupid antics and the zombie apocalypse causing scars all over the younger mans body. Nick grinned at the thought of following some of the cuts to their end then continuing to the next scar with his hands and tongue, how it would cause the boy to squirm.
He didn't need to however. Nick's simple touches and small kisses against his skin caused Ellis to squirm more then enough for Nick's enjoyment. Nick grabbed Ellis's jeans and pulled them off his hips, then slowly off his legs as he moved down the man. "Well Ellis it looks like you're excited that I'm healed up." The words caused a blush to creep over Ellis's cheeks and then slowly down his shoulders. Nick grinned as the pale skin of the man slowly turned the light shade of red, it was one of the most delicious sites that Ellis could ever give him. He placed his hands on Ellis's legs, starting at his knees and moving them slowly up. "Admit you wanted this." Nick muttered watching his hands against Ellis's skin. Ellis shuddered as his hips pushed up a bit, wanting more then just his legs to be touched. "W-wha?"
"Tell me you wanted this." Nick looked Ellis in the eyes, his hands stopping at Ellis's hips before moving down again slowly, drawing out a groan of disappointment from the other. "I want this..." Ellis muttered before biting his lip. Nick leaned down bitting lightly on Ellis's hip before kissing up a bit higher. "I'm sorry what was that?" Ellis gasped, his hands going to the bed sheets and grabbing them lightly. The reaction to the nibble encouraged Nick to do so again only harder. A louder gasp, his fingers tightening on the sheets. "I-I want this." Ellis spoke a bit louder but not by much. Nick bit hider his nails digging into his hips as he did so. "FUCK!" Ellis groaned his hips pulling back against the bed as he attempted to move away from the pain. Nick moved his head up, letting go of the bite after kissing it lightly. "I know you do." He gave the younger male a smirk before leaning down and kissing his bite mark lightly as he let go of his hips.
Ellis shivered lightly as he looked at Nick. "T-that hurt." He muttered giving an almost slight pout. Nick looked up as he ran his hand along Ellis's length. "You didn't seem to mind it too much." Ellis gasped, hips pushing up hard to the touch. "In fact it looks like you enjoyed it." Ellis tried his hardest to look at Nick as he was touched, but as Nick stroked him faster his eyes shut tight. "N-nick..." he moaned his hips slowly moving up to each stroke. Nick gave a small grin as he leaned over the other, stroking him faster with each moan and gasp. He leaned on his bad arm which caused a small amount of pain, which he pushed aside to keep going. He needed this... Ellis looked up at him lips parted as he breathed hard, his body giving slight shakes to the overpowering ecstasy. Nick grinned, the fact that this was happening and Elllis was enjoying it, not screaming in pain made his heart feel so much lighter. The pain from what he'd done months ago lightening slightly. Ellis reached up and grabbed Nick's head, pulling him down to his level kissing him hard.
Nick kissed back, keeping his pace as he stroked Ellis, feeling the male under him still squirm. Nick slid his tongue along Ellis's lower lip before pulling back slightly, watching the male under him as he kept his pace. "Nick." Ellis gasped, his hands gripping Nick's shoulders tightly. "I'm... I can't..." He shut his eyes tightly as he felt the pressure build until it finally released. His body arched as he gasped, his body shaking lightly from the pure bliss. Hot seed shot up against his stomach and chest, hitting Nick's shirt a bit. Neither of the two caring much about the mess it made.
Sitting up Nick looked down at the man under him. He rolled his shoulder a bit trying to dull the small amount of pain he was feeling. "I think that's all I can do for now." He rolled his head from side to side before looking at Ellis with a smile. Ellis was trying to slow his breath still, as he looked up at Nick. "Y-yeah?" He asked before grinning. "I knew you'd hurt yourself." Nick wanted to wack Ellis for that. Instead he scowled before getting off of on top of the other. "Aww man you know I was kiddin." Ellis said sitting up with a large grin still on his face. "Whatever." Nick grumbled back hiding the small smile he got from just hearing Ellis joking with him again.
"You should get cleaned up." Nick grabbed one of the towels he'd been using for the last couple weeks to keep his wound wrapped when ever he bathed. He tossed it to Ellis who looked at his chest, the blush creeping onto his face again. "Oh... Oh yeah." He caught the towel before it hit him in the face, and did the best he could to clean himself off. He stood up and grabbed his clothes, pulling his pants back on and then his shirt, which Nick grabbed him by before it had fully covered his chest. Nick gave a cleaver grin before sliding his hand to Ellis's chest tweaking a nipple before leaning in and kissing his neck slowly. Ellis gasped grabbing Nick's hips to keep support as he stood there being teased once again. Nick kissed up to his ear nipping at his ear lobe before breathing softly in his ear. "Just because I can't continue now... doesn't mean I can't later." He whispered nipping his ear once more before slowly sliding his hand down Ellis's chest to his hip. The younger male gave a soft whimper in delight before pushing against Nick in an almost defiant manner. "I guess I could come back down here."
Nick gave a genuine smile at that, the thought that in two months time Ellis had not only forgiven him but they'd moved foreword to this level... caused feeling that he wasn't quite sure if he liked yet. Ellis was slowly becoming more then just a warm body to keep him company at night, especially since the kid hadn't left his side the whole time he was healing. The thought that he cared so much about him... gave him the warm fuzzes that he just did not know if he cared for.
There was a knock on the door, and the first thing the two did was separate. Nick went to the door while Ellis sat back down on the bed, making sure he didn't look like he'd just been jerked off on the bed. "Yeah?" Nick opened the door looking at Rochelle who stood there hands on her hips. "You aint hurting him are you?" She asked peering into the room. "No." Nick glared at Rochelle who looked up at him again. "Now what do you want?" She placed her hands on her hips as she watched him. "Aint no need to give me lip. Pa just sent me down here to check on you two, before letting you know he needs help cleaning up out back." Nick watched her before looking over his shoulder at Ellis, he mentally strangled Rochelle as he did so. "Yeah we'll head up in a minute." He closed the door in her face, before heading back over to the bed. "Ellis we have to get going." Ellis shrugged before fixing his jeans a bit, before moving over to Nick who stood beside the bed watching him. "I'll meet you upstairs then." He gave his boyish grin before kissing Nick on the cheek, then headed for the door.
Nick stood there silently watching Ellis go. He slowly put his hand on his face felling where the other had kissed, before shaking his head. These feelings that he was getting felt weird, but honestly... He didn't want them to go.
END OF CHAPTER 9
A.N. I'm sorry guys, I know I promised a death but that'll have to be next chapter. I really had a bad week and stress has been high so I wanted a smut almost chapter for a bit. I'll fix that whole dying thing next chapter 3
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