(in my fanfic honey,and Mori aren't cousins)

5-20 (Honey's journal)

Yesterday was the happiest day of my life. Every second i was with Takashi that day i was happy. Today was Friday. Last day of school for the week.So after school we went to the host club. Everything was back to normal. We acted normally. We didn't want to tell anyone yet. It was too soon. After the club we went to Takashi's house.His parents were away.We told the maids to take the night off. Then when we were finally completly alone. We kissed. We sat on the couch,and gazed into each other's eyes and then he gave me a quick kiss on the lips. that's when it began. Our lips meet like a warm splash of water. Greeting each other. We kept on kissing on the couch. Wheather tongues were used or just continuose quick kisses. we backed away to catch our breathes.Then he would lean in and kiss me for a long time. our tongues touched tating one anothers.He went on and sucked on my neck, my knees were on his thigh. Eventually after an hour of this we did our homework. We did it as quickly as possible. When we were done we dropped to the floor and kissed more.rolling around in Heaven.He would softly put his hand on my cheek and gaze into my eyes. His were deep,and dark but caring and loving. I wanted to dive into those eyes. After awhile he asked me

"Are you hungry Mitsukuni?" he asked.

"Are you?" I asked back. He smiled

"Not particularly"he responded. Then i coulden't help but smile. Mori had the sweetest smile. I never really noticed before since he hardly does smile,but it was true.

"Not at all" I said and we started kissing again. We eventually were on the stairs. I'm not even sure how it happened. it just did. we were on the couch then at the table then on the floor...confusing. as i was hugging onto him i looked up the stairs to where his room was. Mori's room was quite plain. The one thing he had was a picture of the host club,and a picture of me. i loved his room. I'm guessing that he noticed this and said.

"Let's go to my room."

So we went in there and we got onto his bed. He had such a cool bed. It had black covers. I always thought it was so cool. I always wanted to sleep in his bed. That night i would. So we kissed awhile longer he was on top kissing me passionatly. Then it just happened. It happened quickly. It wasn't planned with no thought it happened.The clothes just came off. ties and jackets on the floor soon turned to pants and shirts,and our love filled cries filled the house.The empty house.Or so we thought. It wasn't until later. afterwards i feel asleep. I'm guessing mori did too. I felt warm in his bed big bed. I woke up. it was the middle of the night. Mori was awake. He was lloking at me petting my hair.

"oh, i'm sorry did i wake you?" Mori asked sounding alittle worried. His voice was so deep. so, so...sexy!I shook my head. I didn't even notice until i saw him.

"No, it's ok." I said and smiled again.Then he smiled. It was weird. When he smiled I smiled, and when I smiled he smiled. He hugged me wrapping his big arms around I tried doing the same,but my arms weren't long enough. So i nuzzeled against him.

"You were so peacful in your sleep. So preciouse" He said. I never saw Mori's eyes so warm so loving. I blushed. I felt like blurting out 'you look really sexy' but...Then someone came into the bedroom. It was one of the older maids (the one with no husband, and no life). She looked disgusted. It made me feel horrible. I felt like crying. He coulden't very well get up we were both naked.

"What is going on here" she asked. Mori started to say somthing.

"don't lie i heard your whole little conversation!" she yelled.

My heart was pounding. I told myself not to cry. I coulden't help it. tears came out. Mori looked angry,and ashamed. Our family names were now tarnished, and that maid being the loyal maid she was would surely tell Mori's parents. Mori's would surely tell mine. I wanted to die. Would this be the end. Our love stunted so quickly. The empty house was full of love. Now it's only full of disgust, shame.