5-20 (Honey's Journal)

The maid sent for my butler to come and pick me up. With the maid there i coulden't get a good-bye kiss. Bertha was the meanest of all of the Morinozuka maids. Takashi coulden't even wave me good-bye. She showed me off as Mr.Hirogoshi (my butler) picked me up.

"what exactly is going on? is the young master not feeling well?"He asked Bertha.

"You'll find out...soon enough"She said with a cold look on her face. Mr.hirogoshi looked confused ,and drove off.

"Are you okay?" he asked me. Mr.Hirogoshi really cared for me, he was a good person. he looked genuinly worried.

"i'm fine..."i replied meekly. The truth is i wasn't okay. my heart was broken...and my ass hurt a little. as we drove off i saw Berthat yelling somthing at Takashi. He looked shoked when she said it and sad after. I wonder what she said to him.

5-20 (Haruhi's journal)

Today was weird. to say the least! Mori ,and honey were...well they were like how they always were. Mabye a little more antsy to leave,but still acted how they would usually act. I thought ,or rather i hoped, they would be so hot for each other they woulden't be able to sit still! I thouhht they might confess their love! but they didn't.This made me sad. I felt like running up to them,and telling them i was stalking them,and saw the whole thing...but i didn't. Because then they would know me not only as a stalker, easedropper, and yaoi fanatic, they would also think i wasn't a very good friend.

5-21 (Honey's Journal)

The next day was Saturday. no school, no host club the perfect opportunity to go out with Takashi, but...I wanted to see him really badly...my heart was literally hurting. I knew Takashi's parents would call mine soon enough. I didn't have anything else to do, so i stared at the picture of Takashi i had. I didn't come down for breakfast. Mr. Hirogoshi knocked on my door,and asked if i would come out, but...i didn't respond. Soon he would stop caring about me. Then i got a phone call. It was Takashi! I quickly answered.

"Takashi!" I yelled. He shushed me.

"Bertha told the whole staff here,and there a watching me like a hawk." he said calmly. Just hearing his voice made me feel 50x better.

"ok i'll quiet down" i said...quietly. He sounded worried, so that worried me.

"What did Bertha say to you last night as i drove off?" i asked.

"She told me there was somthing very wrong with me,and i was a sick child."he repied in a laughing kind of way. He must've been trying to make light of the situation.

"That evil old crow! you should fire her! She's evil! you're not sick, if anyone's the sick one in this relationship it's me!"i sorta yelled. That made Takashi laugh. He had a nice laugh, i loved it!

"i've gotta go someone's coming" he said.

"Wait one more thing, have you talked with your parents yet?" i asked.

"no,"he replied then softly whispered "I love you". Before i could even say 'i do to' he had to hang up. So i waited more. looking at his picture and replaying our conversation in my head. I had his picture,and his voice...now all i needed was his body...i thought to myself. After about 20 minutes more of this my parents came in. They looked angry. I knew they knew. What i didn't know at the time was that my whole world would fall apart due to it. First they told me how disapointed they were of me, and how it was wrong, and all this other mean stuff. Our parents weren't very excepting of what we were. My father said thiongs like 'how could i do that with his buisness partner's son.' and mom said stuff like 'you've taken it too far' She was more worried about me. I didn't care about anyo of that. The next sentence that came ou tof my dad's mouth was the big bomb.

"you can't see Takashi anymore...ever again, except when you have to. meaning no more host club." I was shocked. My mother looked a little sad, like she didn't want to do it, but it was 'for my own good'. It wasn't fair. It wasn't for my or Takashi's own good in fact it was the opposite. They left...i cried. i sobbed... i coulden't help it. never see him again no! i would see him again,but i wanted to see him like we did. Not only that, but all my other friends. Haruhi, Tamaki, the twins, Kyoya! i not oly lost my love today...i lost my friends...and that together...I lost my life.

5-22 (Honey's Journal)

Today was my last day with Takashi,and my last day of the host club. I had 20 minutes with him. We talked. we were so sad. for 10 of it we kissed. then Takashi said, " We should do something, i can't live withput you". That was the most touchng thing anyone ever said to me.

"I can't either." I replied. it's what i thought. I thought about it yesterday, as i cried.

"but what can we do?" i asked.

"talk to someone who knows about us." He replied.

"who are we gonna go to advice to save our 'impure love' Bertha?" i replied sarcasticly. He laughed. then got more seriouse.

"no...Haruhi"...