Chapter 8- Getting help

As prue slowly faded away, she said one last thing before disappearing completely.

"Admit the truth!"

Piper just sat on the step, feeling completely numb before nodding as the words registered in her brain.

"I… I don't love Chris! I want to but I can't! I do need help! I think… I think I have post natal depression!"

As soon as piper said those words, the whole room began to glow, at one point it became so bright she was almost blinded and was forced to squeeze her eyes shut in order to protect them. When the intense glow finally disappeared, Piper carefully opened her eyes, in a complete daze. She immediately realised she was no longer in, well where ever she was before, as normal colours came to view.

It took her about three minutes before she fully realised just where she was. Grinning like a mad Cheshire cat, piper rushed from the blue room and ran into the hall, before charging down the stairs to the conservatory, her conservatory. Her smile widened even further if that was at all possible, as she saw the one item she was hoping to see, a large racing car set, placed in the middle of the room.

Collapsing to the floor in a mixture of relief and sadness, Piper picked up Wyatt's wobbie bear and held it close to her body, just smelling the baby smell that was embedded in it. Glancing over at the cabinet, her heart instantly jumped into her mouth as she saw a picture of her two smiling boys at the theme park they went to for Wyatt's fifth birthday party, they looked so happy. However for, perhaps the first time in her life, she noticed something about her youngest child's face, his eyes! He may have been smiling on the outside, but his eyes held a different story as he stared at his mother who had her arms wrapped around Wyatt.

It was then, as she got to her feet and took the photo into her arms, she truly realised the damage she had done. She had never felt connected to Chris, ever, never felt like he was truly her child, she always thought it was because of all the time she spent hating what his older self had become, back when they didn't know who he was. But now, looking into his eyes, she felt herself want to burst into tears all over again, wishing that she hadn't used the 'I'm stressed because of all the demons' excuse when he was a baby, if she hadn't then maybe she would have been able to enjoy him for the great little character he was, instead of almost hating his very existence.

She had always thought that she had covered her feeling remarkably well and that no one apart from her was aware of how she truly felt. But from this picture it was obvious to her that that wasn't the case at all, Chris knew, she didn't know how, but he knew she didn't like him, you could see the need to be loved crying out from behind his blue eyes as he stared at the woman who was supposed to care for him.

For the first time in the last three years, she thought of what Chris needed, how he felt, not how she felt, which is why; she slammed the photo back where it had been before, grabbed her car keys from the kitchen and stormed out of the house. She may have been back in her own time, but that didn't change a thing! She was going to keep her promise to Prue, and the one she had just silently made to Chris, she was going to get help! Because really, all she wanted was to love the little child, who hardly ever stopped smiling, to love her son and keep her family just how it was!

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"Okay? So where should we look for the baby fairy then?" Wyatt asked as he took hold of Pure's hand so she couldn't run off anywhere.

"Umm… where all the new baby's are!!!" Chris said after a moments thought, grinning madly with pride for remembering that there was a baby room. "When Prue was born there was that big room with all the mummy's and baby's in! We should go there and look; the baby fairy has to be there!"

Wyatt to, grinned at this and nodded, sometimes he really loved having a little brother as smart as Chris, it was like when ever he didn't know anything, Chris could come up with the answer, it was practically great when he had homework!

"Yeah okay…. I think it's down there!" Wyatt replied as he pointed down the hallway where he saw a woman dressed in a blue outfit carrying a small baby down the corridor to their left. Chris nodded and grabbed Prue's other arm before dragging both her and Wyatt down the long room, following the woman with the baby.

Just as they ran past a small side room, they all skidded to a halt and looked though the door, where they saw a woman around twenty years old coughing her head off, bent over struggling to breathe.

"Are you okay?" Wyatt asked as the three toddlers wondered into her room, watching the woman in aware. The lady shook her head and continued to wheeze as her face went paler and paler.

"Wyatt, she can't breathe!" Chris yelled out as he ran over to the woman and jumped on her bed, having noticed the symptoms she was experiencing. His best friend Troy Barker who lived across the street suffered from asthma and his mum had told Chris what all the symptoms were encase Troy ever had an attack, so he would be able to get help, which was how the three year old instantly knew there was a problem.

Wyatt immediately followed and put his hands on her lap, in an attempt to heal her, the warm healing glow did appear, but nothing happened as she continued to pant and groan as her face started to turn grey.

"It's not working!" he cried out as he moved his hand away from the woman and started to cry, he didn't like seeing people hurt, especially when he couldn't help.

Chris looked around the room in desperation, before jumping off the bed and running to the door way. Looking up and down the corridor, he took a long deep breath and let out an ear piecing scream.

Both the woman, Wyatt and Prue all jumped at hearing Chris scream and turned to face him, wondering what the hell he was doing. Chris didn't even bother to explain himself though as he continued screaming at the top of his lungs, to the point even his own throat was killing him, but even then he didn't stop.

Within thirty seconds at least four nurses one doctor and a janitor had come flying over to the door wondering what was wrong with him. As soon as he saw them he smiled and jumped to the side.

"CAN'T BREATHE!" he yelled and pointed towards the woman who in response collapsed to the floor. The care workers instantly dived across the room and began yelling things to each other that, not even Wyatt understood. It eventually ended with one of them injecting the woman with some liquid which was in a needle.

Wyatt, Chris and Prue all stood by the door watching, and once they saw the lady's eyelids flutter open, they ran off down the corridor, ready to carry on with their mission, to get a baby for their auntie Phoebe.

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Pulling into a hospital car park, piper slammed her door shut and ran to the front desk, barely avoiding getting hit by a car in the process. But at that particular moment she couldn't care less, she just wanted to get better, she just wanted to make sure that, that future she saw never came true, that her husband never left her and she didn't completely ruin her family's lives.

"I need to see Doctor Macman!" Piper yelled out as she rushed up to the reception desk and banged her fists on the wood. The receptionist looked up at her in shock and was about to ask her to wait her turn but after seeing her puffy red eyes, she nodded and twirled around in her chair, grabbing the phone on the other side of the reception corner.

"If you'd like to take a seat, I'll call him out now!" she replied whilst dialling the number. Piper nodded and slowly walked over to the chairs and sat down, sighing as she forced back another waves of tears. She had to stay strong, she had to seem rational, or who knows what could happen to her children, the one thing she was certain of, was she wasn't going to lose them…

(a/n) YEY writters blocks over!!!! and since im on a roll!! im gunna keep typing!!! hopefully i can post the rest of the story prety soon!!! (and by by prediction, there should be about 2 chapters left)