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9. Slumber Party

I stood there; on the very first stair and looked around. Everybody was here. Well, not really everybody; but every female person I knew seemed to have found her way to the Cullen's place. Angela, Jessica, Lauren, Mel and even Emily and Leah had shown up. The two wolf girls sat together in the middle of the crowded room, drinking soda. Their dark, silky skin gave the pink color a certain charm. Emily smiled at me. I waved to her in response. Half of Forks' people was dancing, chattering or eating here right now and even La Push was invited.

Rose touched my shoulder from behind. "Look there," she pointed with her pale finger on two women, standing next to the table with sweets. They talked to each other. My eyes were too weak. I could only make out their shapes. Taking a few steps into their direction, I looked with wide eyes and suddenly happiness flooded my body.

"Mom," I cried out; but the chatter and the music were too loud. She couldn't hear me. Renée talked to Karen Newton. Right now she was laughing, turning her head in my direction. I took further steps over lots of white blankets, bowls, glasses and not to forget pink pillows, lying on the floor.

As my mom finally caught sight of me she flashed a wide smile and opened her arms. I ran to her, reminding myself that she was more breakable than the persons I usually ran to and crashed against their chest. So I slowed down and arrived softly at my mother's arms. "Hello Bella. I already thought I wouldn't see you until the wedding," she complained.

"Oh Mom, I'm so happy to see you. How's Phil?"

"He's fine. His leg has recovered very well."

She tightened her arms around me and kissed my hair. Then I heard a familiar, silvery voice behind me.

"I knew you would be happy, seeing Renée."

I broke from my mother's embracement and turned my head so I could look into Alice's eyes.

"Of course you knew. You're a psychic. Thanks. I love you," I mouthed without the tiniest tone.

She nodded in response and flew to a small group of girls that had attended Alice's French course in senior class. Mike's mom joined a group of women with them Esme had collected things for people in need. So my mom and I were undisturbed.

"My little girl is going to get married in a few days," I heard the voice of my mother. "I still can't believe it," she said.

"Mom, you've known it for several weeks now. Even I slowly understand what I'm going to do in two days." I smiled weakly at her.

She looked concerned.

"Why are you going to do this if you aren't really sure of it?" she suddenly asked.

That was a legitimate question. Though I exactly knew the answer I couldn't give it to her. And even if I were allowed to tell her about my sweetheart was a vampire and would only change me by himself, if I married him before, she would advise me against doing this if I'm not sure of it one hundred percent.

During our phone call when I told her the first time I would marry Edward I was able to sound convinced of what I intended to do. But now she could see my face and behind the curtain of being convinced. "We should go to a quieter place," I suggested. My mother nodded. I gripped her hand, leading her upstairs to Edward's room.

What answer should I give to her? On the one hand I knew she was right; but on the other hand I also knew my decision was right, too. I plopped down on the bed and put the cover over my legs. Renée sat down next to me and wrapped her arm around my shoulders.

"It means a lot to him," I began, knowing this way of argumentation wouldn't convince Renée.

"I mean it's the right way…," I paused, looking up to my mother and playing with my fingers.

"…for me. There're a lot of things you won't understand if I tell you; but considering this facts it'll make no difference if I marry him now or in ten years." I smiled, proud of me, pointing up such a complicated situation without mentioning words like vampire, immortal or conversion.

My mother nodded with piercing eyes on me. "It's the secret, isn't it? And you aren't allowed to tell it anybody - not even your own mother," she suddenly said.

I was startled; how easily my mother put things together and seemed to understand though nobody had explained anything to her. She figured out things only by observation and she had a very good feeling for hidden things.

"Oh, Mom, there's no secret. I already told you in Jacksonville. Which book did you read in the last few days?" I tried to distract her.

"Bella, you didn't might have noticed; but there is not the question for you if you'll marry Edward. There is only the question when. So I think you're pretty sure of your decision to marry him though you think it's a bit early. Now I want to know why you are going to marry him in two days and why you don't wait. And you said it's too complicate to explain. How complicate can something like this be, if it isn't a secret?" she finished coherently.

I was surprised by my mother, I've never experienced her as logical as this. I nodded in silence.

"Everybody should know I choose him and I'm happy with him. That's the only part of the, well, you would call it secret, everybody is allowed to know," I admitted in a way.

"Will I ever get this secret," she asked with excited eyes.

I shook my head sadly. "Therefore the wedding in two days," I said and tears showed up in my eyes.

My mother hugged me without any further questions. Although I didn't tell her about my new vampire family she'd understood my whole situation in a way. Because of that sensibility and comprehension I loved my mother so much.

After a while of silence she changed the subject and told me about Phil. He was in the motel right now, watching TV - the only motel Forks offered. He got a new contract in Jacksonville and they two thought about fixing their living room.

"By the way, where are Dr. Cullen, Edward and the other guys," she asked casually.

"Hiking," I replied easily.

My mother pursed her lips. "Two days before the wedding. A bit strange," she commented.

I shrugged. "They like it," was all I could think of.

Without a doubt better than "They need it," I thought, smiling at my mother.

"All right, shouldn't we go downstairs again," Renée suggested. "Alice will surly be sad if you hide here.

"Yeah, and if I don't expose these cool, pink pajamas," I remarked sarcastically.

My mother gave me a pat on my back. "Be nice to your future sister in law. She's such a good girl," she advised me.

I rolled my eyes; but she couldn't see.

The next few hours I enjoyed really with my mother, my new family and my friends. After the party, lying again in Edward's bed I was happy and grateful. My body relaxed and I flew into a dream.

"I saw a huge garden. Long lines of tables with blue, silvery cloths were standing in front of me. The grass was covered with white fabric. There were sitting lots of people I knew. I recognized my mom, Phil, Charlie and several of my friends from school. They all were dressed very decent. I turned around and saw Carlisle. He smiled at me, dancing with Rose. Suddenly I discovered Billy in his wheelchair. His face looked unhappy, almost sad. I approached him. "Where are we?" I asked curious. He shook his head in disapproval. "You know exactly where we are and what you are going to be and to do," he said in a bitter tone. I flipped and my eyes were searching. An urge inside my body forced me to look for Edward; but I couldn't find him. Panic started to spread. My heart raced and my body felt cold.

Then pictures swirled through my head and I found myself standing in front of Emmett. He wore a black tux and on his face was a ceremonial expression. Looking at my dress, I finally understood what event I attended - it was my own wedding. I wore the dress Alice had ordered for me - my Anne of Green Gables vision. Edward stood next to me. Realizing this, I felt relieved and smiled at him. He looked so happy and beautiful that his appearance hurt me. His perfection was unbearable. I couldn't believe this creature was meant for me. His velvet voice answered a question Emmett had asked him, "Yes, I do." And at this moment there was nothing else I wanted more than answering the same question and thus being his wife. I was astonished about my own feelings.

Suddenly I heard people squalling and then a deep howl. Immediately Edward turned and shielded me with his body. I looked from behind him and saw what I already knew I would see. A huge reddish brown wolf was sitting in front of us, howling. I could see the sadness in his eyes. I pressed myself against Edward's hard back, preventing to feel pain in my chest. "Jake," was all I could whisper. Then the wolf got ready to spring. Edward's body tensed. He prepared for a fight. "No," I screamed and horror hit me. Abruptly it was very cold. I shivered."

Somebody called my name. This voice I would recognize anywhere and I would answer to it anytime. It belonged to Edward. I inhaled and the sweetest of all scents reached my nose – his scent. "Yes?" my lips moved without a tone.

"Did you have a nightmare," the voice asked anxiously.

I could feel a cool hand on my cheek. I wasn't sure if I was still dreaming or already awake. At this moment I supposed something between.

I reached out and could feel Edward's cool, hard body. Not able to suppress a smile, I pulled myself nearer to him. Snuggling into his chest, I whispered, "Welcome home."

He padded my hair.

"Are you really awake, love?" he asked skeptically.

Afraid he would leave, if he thought I slept, I forced my eyes open. Looking up, I saw an anxious expression on his perfect face. The pale skin reflected the moonlight, coming through the window from outside.

"Are you all right, Bella?" Edward pressed.

"Why are you asking me this?" I wondered.

"You screamed like somebody or something had hurt you pretty much," he explained.

"Bad dream," I mumbled, trying to comfort Edward.

"Do you want to tell me about?" he questioned.

I shook my head. I would be glad, if we didn't experience something like this on Saturday. There was no need to alarm Edward. Jake would never do this. It was only a dream. Now I comforted myself.

"Why not?" Edward asked a bit grieved.

"I don't wanna remember now. Maybe tomorrow," I replied.

He nodded satisfied.

Then I felt his lips, pressing softly against mine. He rolled over and pulled me on his cool body. My pulse accelerated.

"Shall I distract you from your bad dream?" he asked, smiling crookedly.

"Yes, please," I whispered, kissing him on his neck.

Cool arms tightened around me. I could feel every line of his cold, hard body. But I didn't freeze. No, the opposite happened. Heat spread out on my skin. It felt like I burnt. Edward's hands moved along my spine. I couldn't breathe anymore. My lungs stopped working. Every part of me was electrified.

Suddenly Edward put me next to him and rolled to the side. His lips were on my throat and moved to my chest. I started trembling, gasping for breath. The air streamed in my lungs and I inhaled his sweet scent. My dizziness got stronger. His cool fingers moved under my pink shirt. I wasn't able to realize what happened. Had he changed his mind and I got the second time my will? Oh, I was hoping for it. I wanted him bad. His appeal was so strong I could hardly control myself. Struggling for being reasonable, my surroundings started to spin. I gripped Edward's muscular upper arms, searching for hold. He touched softly my rips and moved on under my shirt.

I pressed my hot palms against his cheeks, pulling the most beautiful face I've ever seen to my lips. Then I started kissing him. My lips touched every part of his face. At this point I lost completely control. Only my instinct led me. I felt a desire that I couldn't suppress anymore. Reaching his ear, I hesitated for a few seconds. What was the worst that could happen? He could push me away like he has done so often, advising me to be reasonable. But there was nothing more he could do.

"I want you. Let's do it again before the wedding," I whispered in his ear.

His lips turned to a smile. "Not here. We have too little privacy. My whole family is sitting in the living room," Edward whispered back.

"Okay, where will we go?" I asked, kissing his neck.

"It's late and you should stay in bed, love," Edward said, still smiling.

But it wasn't the time to give up. "I will stay in bed. I will only change it," I grinned sheepishly.

Edward shook his head. "You're unbelievable," he chuckled.

Then an idea came to my mind. I wasn't sure, if I could suggest this one to Edward; but the words sputtered out of my mouth before I could think them through.

"The car," I whispered, glancing into his eyes. I flushed and my heart beat so strong I wasn't able to breathe anymore. Embarrassed I closed my eyes. What was I thinking of? He was so old-fashioned. He never would do this. I should have suggested the motel. But now my chances were gone. Waiting for his "No", I hold my breath. The seconds passed.

I felt a blanket around my shoulders. Surprised I opened my eyes, gasping for air. Edward scooped me up, heading for the door. I giggled.

"I can't believe it you are doing this. I would have bet against it," I whispered.

"I love you," was all he said, flying down the stairs to the back door.

In the garage he sat me on the passenger's seat of the Volvo. A second later Edward accelerated the car and we left the Cullen's place.

"Where we are going to?" I asked curious.

"Actually, I have no idea," Edward admitted, smiling crookedly at me.

I laughed. "Mr. Cullen, I'm shocked. That's the first time since I've known you that you do something crazy like this."

"I would have never believed it; but I enjoy this pretty much," Edward admitted.

The Volvo's heater worked very fast. Almost sweating, I pulled the blanket off.

It was raining. The drops crackled against the shiny Volvo. Wrapped up in darkness the car stopped and Edward switched off the lights. I could hardly see my own hands. Only the moon offered a weak light; but the heavy clouds dimmed it.

My hands searched their way. Finding Edward's body, I climbed on his lap, putting my legs on each side of his seat. He chuckled. "Do you see anything?" Edward asked and my fingers felt a huge smile on his lips.

"Hardly," I admitted.

"But there's no need for my eyes. I'll prove you," I said, smiling.

Opening the buttons of his shirt step by step, my fingertips glided over his bare chest. Abruptly but very softly he pulled me against his body. Hot waves flooded me. I breathed very uneven. Edward's icy tongue encircled the shape of my lips. Stretching my arms above my head, Edward removed my shirt.

His bare, icy chest pressed against mine. I was glad of the coldness coming from Edward. My body was so hot that I would have collapsed without his cooling. The force in his kisses got stronger. His breath was almost as fast as mine. My surroundings vanished completely, I only felt him. His cold fingers brushed along my spine. I trembled.

"Are you cold?" he breathed in my ear.

I grinned against his lips, "No, I'm not."

"It's my very present that makes you trembling," he chuckled, still breathing very fast.

I laughed, thinking of the next step I would do. My fingers glided along his chest down to Edward's light blue jeans. I had no idea how I should get rid of them. There was too little space inside the car.

Opening the belt and the buttons, I whispered, "Some help, please."

Edward chuckled again. "You are quite sure of what you are doing here, aren't you" he remarked.

"One hundred percent sure," I whispered in his ear.

A second later, his jeans were gone.

"I have to admit I'm impressed, you're very fast," I said in a teasing tone.

I could feel how Edward shook his head slowly, still low chuckling.

Then his hands were on my pants. He lifted me softly, putting his left arm around my waist. His right hand got my pink pants off. I could feel his whole icy body against mine. I was thrilled. Edward took the blanket from the passenger's seat and put it around my shoulders, kissing me more and more eagerly. He encircled my body with his cool, strong arms, pressing me tightly against him. I gasped.

Happiness dominated me. I would have never believed he would give me my will tonight. I would have even bet against Alice. Well, not against Alice; but against everyone else who had come along and had taken this bet.

My feelings ruled totally. I was physical addicted to Edward. Every touch let me slightly tremble. How did he do this? After all the time I've found nothing that made me strong enough to get a grip on my physical reactions. It was unbelievable, though it was cold sweat started to run over my face and the air burst out of my lungs like I'd run a marathon. Not that I knew how it felt running a marathon but I guessed this was pretty closed.

Edward was still a tiny bit reserved. He still couldn't believe I enjoyed pretty much doing this with a vampire. So I was very sure he would ask my permission again. I decided to get the drop on his question.

"Yes, I'm sure I want you. Make me forget my bad dream. Make me forget my surroundings and my own name. I want you, Edward," I breathed against his smooth mouth. Feeling his lips twitching into a smile, I dropped the blanket from my hot body.

"I love you," Edward replied and I felt his cool fingers brushing along the sides of my thighs. I took a deep breath between our kisses, trying to steady myself. At this moment Edward started to love me and my plan of getting a grip on my body reactions was gone.

There was only him. I could taste, smell and feel him. My thoughts circled. This was what I wanted, what my body needed. I've never forgotten the feeling of the first time Edward had slept with me; but this time I was even more aware of it, more aware of him and of the closeness between us. No other situation gave me a chance of this closeness to him.

He was very careful with me and I wondered if he enjoyed it as much as I did. I wanted to share this special moment with him in terms of everything. Then the words bubbled out of my mouth again this night without a thought about them, "Do you like it?" I breathed heavily against his lips that were moving with mine. "You have no idea," he answered and his cool breath came very fast against my cheek. I smiled, leaning my head back and concentrating on feeling him.

Edward's movements became faster and faster. I wasn't able to understand what happened with my body. Even if I had wanted to stop it, I wouldn't have been able to do this. There was a force, a desire inside me that was so strong I couldn't fight it.

Suddenly I felt such a strong feeling I almost passed out. I pressed my palms against the head rest of the driver's seat and enjoyed it until it was gone. At the same moment Edward's movements stopped. I fell against his chest into his arms and he hugged me tightly.

"Are you happy, love?" he asked uncertainly.

"You have no idea," was my reply and I kissed him eagerly.

This night was as perfect as him.