thoughts

inner demon

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"speaking"

I hope Sesshomaru wakes up soon. It's been a week since that fight and he's barely even moved. I hope he's okay. I want him to wake up. Lady Ami thinks.

"Lady Ami I have your breakfast. One more thing Rin and Kizu wish to see you." "Very well. I'll speak to them in here." "Lady Ami?" "What is it Maya?" "It's just the servants are talking and many are beginning to think that you love him." Maya says. Please don't kill me. Please don't kill me. Oh God. I think she's gonna kill me. Maya thinks. "Maya I know of these rumors and I am ignoring them. You should do the same." "Yes my lady. Shall I fetch Rin and Kizu now?" Maya asks. "Yes, I will speak to them in here. "Yes Lady Ami-sama."

"Lady Ami Rin and Kizu want to know if Lord Sesshomaru-sama will be okay." Rin says. "Yes Rin. Lord Sesshomaru should be fine." I hope I'm not lying to her. I am not sure if he will ever wake up. He has to pull through. You love him. Lay off. Go away. You can't get rid of me I am your inner demon . Maybe I can't get rid of you but I can ignore you. Fine be that way. I will. Ami thinks. "Lady Ami Rin and Kizu are worried. Rin wants Lord Sesshomaru-sama to wake up." Rin says. "Lady Ami-sama can you wake him up?" Kizu asks. "Kizu, he will have to wake up on his own. How about you and Rin go play tag with Jaken?" "Okay Rin loves tag!" Rin sadi. "Okay Lady Ami-sama." Kizu says. It looks like Sesshomaru is draming. Maybe he's dreaming about you. Shut up. You hope he is. Do not. When are you going to realize that you have feelings for him? I don't have feelings for him but I wonder what he's dreaming about. Lady Ami thinks as she sees Sesshomaru smile slightly.

Sesshomaru's Dream

What am I doing here? Where am I? Sesshomaru thinks. As he looks around he realizes he in a beautiful garden, his beautiful garden. When did I get here? All I remember is fighting my half brother and passing out. Did he kill me? No. I am in my garden he couldn't have killed me. Sesshomaru muses. His thoughts are interrupted by Lady Ami's voice. "Please Sesshomaru, wake up Rin needs you wake up. Kizu wants you to wake up. I need you to wake up. Please don't die on me. Don't leave me. The children need you. Your kingdom needs you. I need you."

She needs me? Well duh! Of course she does. She loves you and I know you love her. How would you know? Well I can tell you love her because First off I am your inner demon I know everything about you and second you know you stare at her when she isn't looking. I know she loves you because well she just said she needed you to wake up. How obvious can either of you get?" I don't love her. You protest to much. Shut up. Leave me alone. Touchy. Touchy. Just go away! Fine. Fine. Thank god it left me alone. Sesshomaru thinks. I wonder what she means. "What's happening? Why am I floating and where am I going?" Sesshomaru says aloud to himself.

In Sesshomaru's Room

Lady Ami notices that Sesshomaru is beginning to move. "Sesshomaru? Are you awake? Are you okay now?" When Sesshomaru did not respnd Ami wept a single tear. That was my first tear sine my parents died twenty years ago. See you do care about him. I care not for him. I wept a tear because Kizu really misses him. Uh-huh sure. Go away. Just leave me alone. Okay no need to get testy! I will be back though. Lady Ami shed one last tear, sat down next to Sesshomaru on his bed and whispered, "Lord Sesshomaru, what have you done to my heart? What spell have you cast on me?" She smoothed his hair away from his face and just looked at his unconscious form. She then took out her journal which she hasn't used in twenty years and began to write : Sesshomaru. What have you done to me? I see you laying there and all I want is for you to live. All I see is you. There are so many words I wish I could say to you. Lady Ami begins to sing as she writes. If I could say what I wanna say. I'd say I wanna blow you...away. Be with you every night. Am I squeezing you too tight? If I could say what I wanna see. I wanna see you go down. On one knee.Marry me today. Yes I'm wishing my life away. With these things I'll never say. It don't do me any good. It's just a waste of time. What use is it to you what's on my mind? If it aint comin out. We're not goin anywhere. So why can't I just tell you that I care? I'm feelin nervous. Trying to be so perfect. Cuz I know you're worth it. You're worth it. Yeah.

During the middle of the song Sesshomaru regained consciousness but decided not to interupt the song because the voice was lovely. After the song was finished Sesshomaru opened his amber eyes. "What are you doing in my room?" Sesshomaru asks Lady Ami. Was she the one singing?" Sesshomaru wonders to himself. "I was making sure you were okay." Lady Ami says. "Why wouldn't I be?" "After the fight with your half-brother you were knocked unconscious and stayed that way for a week." "How did I get back?" "I carried you." Why did she carry me all the way back to castle? She cares about you. Even if she did it would be only as a friend. Do you want it to be more? Since Sesshomaru did not want to answer his Inner demon's questions he ignored it. "Is Rin okay?" "Yes." "What about Kizu?" Lady Ami was slightly surprised by his concern for Kizu but answered any way. "Yes Kizu is fine." "May I ask who that song was about?" Oh Crap he heard the song. CRAP! CRAP! CRAP! CRAP! Ami thinks. "I really do not want to say." "Because I really liked it." "You-you did?" "Yes it was...soothing." Did Sesshomaru just compliment my singing twice. Yep. Oh man. He wasn't supposed to hear the song it was about him! HA so you do care about him? No I don't. You just contradicited yourself. Did not! Did too! Did Not! Did too! I have no time to argue with myself! Ami thinks as she looks down at her feet. "What was the song called?" "Oh it was Things I'll never say."

I wonder who it was about. It was about you. DUH! I thought I got rid of you. You can't get rid of me I am your...I know. I know. My inner demon. I actually care what she had to say and I complimented her singing TWICE! What on earth has gotten into me? Must I spell it out for you? Yes. YOU LOVE LADY AMI! GET OVER YOURSELF AND TELL HER HOW YOU FEEL! I don't feel. You feel for her. I love nothing. She isn't a thing she's a demoness and you love her. This Sesshomaru loves noone. GET OVER YOURSELF! Sesshomaru had no time to comtinue arguing with himself because Lady Ami sat right next to him with a worried expression in her eyes and asked "Are you okay Sesshomaru?" "yes. You really do care don't you?" "What?! I uh. I have to go!" Whew that was a close one. Oh yeah he is so into you. Oh and not so great of a good job stammering and running off like that. Get off my back! Ami was walking down the corridor when a thought struck her . I haven't bathed all week. Gross! With that thought Lady Ami went off to the hotsprings.

Why did she run off like that? Sesshomaru asked himself. Oh well no use worrying about it. I haven't bathed since I was knocked out. I should go down to the hotsprings. Sesshomaru thinks to himself. With the thought that he probably looked and smelled disgusting he went off to the hotsprings.

Tell me what you think kay? It prolly wasn't my best chappie but I had to write it.