This is ridiculous

This darkness and silence

I do not wish to be repressed

But wishing is not enough

And I have not the will

To break free

From his suffocating grip

I'm not as strong as you think

And really I'm quite selfish

because he says he needs me

And who am I to decide?

So wanting to leave makes me

Quite selfish, I suppose

But even so this isolation

Darkness, silence

It is quite Ridiculous