SLOWLY
I really loved this Guy….
A stoic type of guy, who's messy brown hair and has Lonely Amber eyes...
I Love him since the Day…. He courted me….
And yes, we've been together for so long..
And I thought it would last a lifetime….
But I was wrong,
Love we shared for each other (or should I tell I was the only one who love him)
Just disappear in a blink of my eyes
For all the time we've been together; he's just pretending
And I don't know why
I ask him why he did this….
"I was playing all along and besides you don't have any of my criteria" he said coldly
Hearing those words
My whole world Collapse..
It's like a big knife stabbed at my heart,
A really deep cut
It hurts a lot
I cried a lot
And crying myself to sleep is a daily routine
I can't even bear the pain for a second
And there's one time
I nearly end my life..
But I realize that wouldn't be the answer
I kept on asking myself
How I got onto this situation
I don't even know how I fell for him
Hahahahahahha….silly girl…
Keep asking questions that I couldn't answer
Whenever, I saw him in school
The fact we are in the same class
It really makes heavier load for me
Everyday he reminds me of the pain I'm going through
Everyday I'm finding my way to get over him
And live out of pain
Wish I could forget all this in 1 day
But it's not like that
There's so many words left Unspoken
But I'd rather kept it to myself
Coz I know I'm nothing to him but a "Toy'
The pain here in my heart Is Killing me SLOWLY
I know I have to let go
Coz whenever I'm holding on
My suffering won't end...
But still…
AISHETERU