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me out with the waste, this is not what I do
It's the wrong kind
of place to be thinking of you
It's the wrong kind of time for
somebody new
It's a small crime and I got not excuse
I give
my gun away when it's loaded
If you don't shoot it how am I
supposed to hold it?
I love Edward, did I not? I'm with him. Edward and only Edward. No one else. Not Jacob. Just Edward. My heart is only for Edward. So why did I love Jacob as well? It was a small crime afterall. More than a small crime, actually. A huge one that I just couldn't shake off of my shoulders. Or my heart for that matter. I gave my heart to Edward. With all of my love for him. It's just in his hands. He's not doing anything. He's making me decide. Him or Jacob. He knows I love him. So why the choice? He just wants me to be happy. But I am not, in having to make this choice. Afterall, If Edward didn't take my heart in, how was I supposed to choose him?