Ya I know I'm updating fast! Well I'm going to start two stories cause I think I can handle it because one wil be only five chapter while this one is going to be much longer...
new story:The Fast And the Vampirous
Its still a big romance story but Its basically the fast and the furious. It has car races, guns, kidnapping, etc. It is going to be cool. But I want votes... Should I start a story like that?
Edward being Edward never looked down. I suddenly remembered that I wanted to wait. We only had month to go before the wedding. I was about to mention so but then Edward broke our kiss and smiled at me.
"Now you didn't actually think I would go so far today did you? Silly human." I had no clue what he was talking about until I realized I was being brought to the shower.
Evil evil vampire fiance.
BPOV
Emptiness. Destruction. Powerless. This cold room could do nothing to me yet what is in the room could kill me.
One step closer and another. My fear standing before me... and my dream nowhere near...
I woke up sweating. I just had a dream that felt so real.
I turned to look at my Edward and found a note saying he had gone hunting. I sat the note down, then looked out the window.
Jacob
I saw him outside of the window. Within minutes I was dressed and outside running to the spot where I had seen him. The trees around my house held deep and dark memories for me...
"Bella we're leaving"
"Why now? Another year --"
No
"I'll come with you."
"You can't, Bella. Where we're going... It's not the right place for you."
"Where you are is the right place for me."
"I'm no good for you Bella"
Stop
"My world is not for you"
Stop it...
"Bella, I don't want you to come with me."
"You...don't...want me?"
Please
"No.."
Please just stop it...
"Don't"
"You're not good for me, Bella."
"If ... that's what you want."
GO AWAY!!
"Goodbye, Bella."
"Wait!"
Why...why?
"Take care of yourself."
At this point I didn't even remember where I was. I looked around searching only to discover nothing.
"Jacob?"
I listened and heard nothing.
"Jacob!"
Still nothing.
"JACOB!"
This position felt so familiar to me.
"Some one..."
I saw the dreadful spot where I had said goodbye to my love.
"Edward!"
I felt alone. No one was here to help me, no one was here to save me, I was on my own, and I had to overcome and get myself out.
"EDWARD! Someone please..."
I couldn't take it anymore. I started running into the woods, the same way I had done to follow Edward. I knew I was only getting myself more and more lost but I didn't care, I just wanted someone.
I finally reached a meadow, not mine and Edwards, but a smaller meadow with a different atmosphere to it.
"Jacob...please."
With that my friend was in front of me.
"Why did you run. Why did you leave." I never looked at him in the face.
He flinched, " Bella you would never understand. I just came... ca...I just came to wish you and Edward luck. Your going to need it."
I stood there trying to let what he had said sink in. What did he mean I would need it. I took a step towards him only to make him back up.
"Jacob..." Then he was gone.
Here I stood alone once again. Edward had left me once and now Jacob. The difference was clear. Jacob's leaving me did not effect me as much as Edwards did. My heart was full. Jacob didn't take a part of it.
I realized... I was ready. I was ready to let go of everyone. I would always keep them in my heart but never would they take a piece with them, only Edward had that effect on me.
I remembered I had my cell phone and reached for it in my pocket. I went to dial Edwards number but was stopped by a blue bar stating all of my hope had been lost. I cursed under my breath and went to walk out of the meadow.
Soon dark approached and I still had no clue where I was. I started to wonder why Edward had not come to me.
Jacob...
I was with a werewolf. He must have smelt the scent and accidentally followed Jacob instead of me.
"EDWARD!! ALICE!! JASPER!! EMMETT!! ROSALIE!! Someone... help me."
This was useless. What would help me get out of here. Suddenly I remembered the ethics we used to get Victoria and her army to me. I shuddered at that thought.
I looked around for a sharp rock, finding one after a minute or two. I looked away as I cut the inside of my palm. I stood up and started marking the tree's with my blood. I expected the bleeding to stop after a minute but I had cut a little deeper than planned.
I started to feel dizzy as I felt drizzling on my forehead.
"Edward..." I breathed before I had to sit down.
With the last of the blood coming from my hand I marked the tree I was leaning against. With the world spinning around me I felt my mind go blank...
.,.,.,.,..,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.,.
"Bella..." I felt a cool breath on my cheek.
I opened my eyes and saw Edward sitting beside me on his... I mean our bed. I was in his arms no more than five seconds after my eyes opened. He held my body close to him and breathed into my hair. I closed my eyes taking in the moment.
"I thought I lost you Bella..."
"What do you mean?"
"I came back and smelt him... I found a note on your pillow that was in your handwriting..." His face was pained as he handed me the note.
Dear Edward,
I left to go find Jacob. I decided I wanted him and not you.
I had a dream last night that you left me alone.
I am still pained to this day for what you did.
Jacob never harmed me.
That is why I decided to be with him.
Goodbye,
Bella
P.S. Come find me if you wish...
I sat the note down and threw my arms around Edward. By this time I was crying. He brushed his fingers through my hair while he nuzzled into my neck.
"Edward I didn't write that. That note lies, but..." I almost slipped out the fact that I did dream a ... nightmare about him not being there.
"But what...Bella?"
"Edward... I did dream you weren't with me. Today I couldn't stop think of that time when you left me. I passed by that same spot in the forest today making all of the horrid memories return." I couldn't control my crying. Not once while I was saying this did Edward Ever let go.
He took my shoulders into his hands and made me look at him in the eyes. " Bella, love. I never intend on leaving you again. Just the thought of being away from you longer than a day makes me want to kill myself. The only time I would separate from you is if you wish for me to do so. I love you Bella. Just know that. I don't expect you to forget what I did to you. I reply that same day in my mind over and over trying to find a reason why your still with me. I have cause you so much pain yet you still remain in my arms. Please forgive me for everything I have done to you. I love you Bella Cullen..." He kissed my shoulders all the way to my chin then my lips. I gasped at this but started to kiss him back.
I broke away for a second just to say, "You were forgiven the second I saw you again. I love you Edward...so much."
After that was said he was on top of me kissing me passionately. I parted my lips hoping he would take the hint. He darted his tounge into my mouth. I froze my body to make it easier for him. I started to tangle my tongue with his. I expected to have him off of me after I did so but instead he moaned. I reacted in the worst way possible and thrusted my hips forward to his groin. This made him moan even louder but also made him dart across the room.
Trying to catch my breath I sat up. I waited for him to come back over. After a few minutes I heard him punch something.
"Edward?" I looked at his closet door which now had a hole in it, "What's wrong?"
"Bella...Jacob wrote that note. He hasn't given up yet. He still loves you..."
"No Edward I spoke to him. He wished us luck."
"Bella he is just trying to make you think that he has done nothing wrong so you can still go to him if anything happens."
I stood up and walked over to him to sit on his lap.
"Well look on the bright side..." I kissed him softly.
He smiled his crooked smile, "What's that love?"
"Nothing will ever happen to us."
Whew okay yeah so go vote on my poll or by review if I should post a story like the one mentioned before this chapter.
Love ya,
Cindy Lynette