This Chappy is in Massie's POV.

Everyday, she saw him. He looked so carefree. So happy. He looked over Massie. The sad fact about this is that while he was over her, she wasn't over him. Not even close to it. Dempsey was only a rebound guy. Truth: she still liked Derrick. Actually, scrap that. I love Derrick. Although he doesn't know it. I still remember the day I gave him my M pin.

Flashback

Massie reached for the M brooch on her lapel and unpinned it. Then, she leaned in toward Derrington and grabbed him by his soccer jersey. It was wet with sweat, but she pinned it on him anyway.

"What's this?" Derrington pulled his shirt away from his chest and looked down at the brooch.

"Its your MVP pin. Just without the V or the P. Its way cuter than those boring silver ones your coach gives out."

"Thanks." Derrington managed to smile without holding his face. "I'll wear it forever."

"Promise?" Massie asked.

"Promise Derrington said.

And she believed him.

End Of Flashback.

Too bad for Massie that forever wasn't that long. No one but Bean knew how much Massie missed him. He left a hole in her heart. One that Dempsey could never fill. It would never heal. It'll be her reminder of the one time she was truly happy. Yes, she tried to put up a strong front just for her friends. Truth: She missed Derrick greatly. She missed calling him Derrington with her friends. She missed giving him congratulatory kisses after the Tomahawks won a game. She would never admit this to anyone except Bean. Why you ask? Because of pride. Stupid pride. For Massie, life without Derrick wasn't the same. How much she wanted to tell him that she loves him. But, again, pride was in her way. And it's because of pride that everyday when Massie comes home from BOCD, she listens to Realize by Colbie Caillat on her iPod until she cries herself to sleep. In school, though, she acts like she doesn't give a damn about Derrick. Just so that her friends won't think that she was weak.

Hope you liked it. This was originally supposed 2 b the first chappy.

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Princess KaylZ.