Note-In case you're getting confused, this chapter is from Elliot's POV!
BREEP! BREEP! BREEP!
Holy frick, that alarm clock was loud!
I swung out of bed, and tried to whack the stop button on the constant noise. I missed, and ended up hitting the table a few times before knocking the clock onto the carpet. It vibrated for a few seconds, and then stopped.
I rubbed my eyes, and looked at the room around me.
And suddenly, the memories of the past few days came back, and I remembered the reason I'd gone to bed crying yesterday.
I put my scrubs on, and walked down to work. Surprisingly, Carla was already there, although she looked a little worse for wear as well.
"Hey, Elliot" she said. Her voice was barely a whisper, and scratchy, like sandpaper. I knew then that I wasn't the only one who cried themselves to sleep lat night.
"Hey, Carla. Is Turk in today?"
"He stayed at home. I though you would be too. I came in to keep an eye on Bambi"
"Is he ok?"
"Well, he's stable enough. Perry was here last night, so we'd know if anything happened"
I sighed. Then my pager sounded. It was from Dr Cox.
Brbie, go chek Mr Cardon b4 he has a heart attck!
"Mr. Cardon? I thought he was JD's patient?"
"He was, but I don't think JD will be able to take care of him today, somehow. Perry's given Mr. Cardon to you"
"Oh frick…" I moaned. "See you later"
Then I walked off to find my new patient.
"Good morning, Mr. Cardon. My name's Dr. Reid. I'm going to be taking over from Dr. Dorian as from today!" I said, with a sickly smile plastered to my face.
"Nice to meet you!" smiled the guy. "So where's Dr. Dorian today?"
I took a deep breath.
"JD…I mean Dr. Dorian, is…indisposed at the moment"
"Oh, that's a shame"
"Yeah…it is…" I murmured under my breath. "I'm sorry, Mr. Cardon, but I have to go now. I have to see somebody"
I turned, and strode out of the room. I began to run down the corridor, past the nurse's desk, and into a room. I shut the door behind me, and sat down in the chair.
"Hey, JD" I stuttered, fighting back my tears when I saw his lifeless form. "How's it going? I just came here to tell you a few things. You're one of the best friends I've ever had. You're always there for me when I need you, so I guess I can repay that by being here for you now. You're always standing up for me against Dr Cox, and I've never really told you how grateful I am for that"
I could hear my voice getting higher and faster by the second, but I didn't care.
"And I really want you to know that I really appreciate everything you've done for me and I really want you to wake up so that we can carry on like we did before and so that I can tell you everything I've always wanted to tell you…"
Tears cascading down my face, I took a deep breath and carried on.
"BecauseiloveyouJDandidontthinkiveeverfeltforanyoneelsewhatifeelforyouandidontcareifyoudontlovemejustaslongasyouraliveandhappythenillbehappytoosopleasewakeupbecauseiloveyouJDiloveyou!"
And with that I stood up, and ran out of the room.