-1Chapter 6

Meadow

EPOV

I was so shocked when Bella asked me to go to the meadow with her again. I was actually shocked that she was talking to me an flirting.

"So is this a new Volvo or the same one that you had 80 years ago?"

"New." We didn't talk the rest of the way to the meadow.

At the meadow.

"Hmm anything else happen new in your life?" She asked

"Only one thing comes to mind."

"And what would that be?" I could kind of see her pray that it had nothing to do with her.

"Well I'm happy again."

"Look Edward I never understood that."

"What?"

"Why 80 years ago you fell in love with me. I mean I was just a human who kept running in to bad situations, and nearly dieing every weekend. I just don't understand why you choose me to love. You could have had anyone. And when you told me that Carsile found Rosalie so she can be your wife, I was overwhelmed with jealously."

"Bella I don't know how to explain this." And the truth was I didn't.

"Well I got time since we both kind of ditched school."

We both laughed.

"Well when I heard that you moves to Forks I never knew that I would fall in love. But most it started when I tried to read your mind but couldn't. So I wanted to understand you. At first I just wanted to be friends with you but a some point it turned to love and I don't know how. And as for having anyone I can't. Cause the one person I want doesn't want me back." I paused to see what she would say.

"And how do you know this?"

"Cause she yells at me to leave her alone every time I try to talk to her. "

"How do you know that maybe she is just scared."

"Now why would she be scared?"

"Maybe of getting hurt again after she just began to heal."

BPOV

We just starred at each other for a couple of hours probably thinking of the conversation we just had. When he broke the silence.

"Why do you think it is taking her so long to heal."

"Maybe she really loved you at one point." Then he kissed me with a lot of passion.

At first I didn't know how to react to it but then I kissed him back. Until I remember Trevor. I then broke our embrace.

"I better get home."

"Do you need a ride?"

"No I have a faster way." Then I teleported home leaving Edward in the middle of the meadow.

When I arrived home I wasn't shocked that Trevor was waiting up for me.

"Hey babe sorry for leaving you guys at lunch."

"O its okay."

"Okay soo." I felt so awkward. (Could you blame me).

"So where did you go?"

"I just went to the meadow with Edward."

"And what did you and this Edward do?"

"Trevor don't worry its nothing we just talked"

"Okay Bella I believe you. So how do you know this Edward?"

Then I went into how I first met Edward and the story of how him and I fell in love with each other. And how that all ended.

"Wow" was all Trevor could say when I finished.

"Yeah."

"So do you know if he still has feeling for you?"

"I don't know. I don't see why he would after what I did to him." I lied I knew for a fact that he still had feelings for me.

"Well if you did that to me I would still love you."

"Really?"

"Really."

When he kissed me I felt awkward about kissing him, and I don't know why. Maybe kissing Edward made me realize that maybe I shouldn't be with Trevor.