-1NOTE I DON'T COULDN'T OF USED WORD ON THIS CAUSE I ACCIDENTALLY UNINSTALLED IT….SO THE NEXT FEW CHAPTERS I WILL NOT BE USING WORD….SO PLEASE DON'T GET MAD AT ANY MISTAKES I MAKE!!

Chapter 8-Pros and Cons

BPOV

I didn't know why I was still sitting in the meadow with Edward but I just couldn't leave. Everything just felt so right. I still didn't want to explain what was wrong though cause what was wrong I didn't really know myself.

We sat there in the meadow looking in to each others eyes. I totally forgot how amazing his eyes were. Some how they seemed a lighter shade of topaz then Trevor's.

"Bella." His voice snapped me back to reality

"Yes, Edward."

"Can I tell you something?"

"Sure."

"For the last 80 years I've been walking around this earth looking for someone like me that I could marry. And yes I did date a few vampire chicks but when they asked if we should take our relationship to the next level I always said no. Some would ask why and I would tell them all about you. They of course got mad cause I was in love with a little human girl that was probably dead now. But I didn't care that they got mad cause I knew that I would never be happy with them, cause how can you be happy with someone who's in love with someone else." He then got up and started to walking to the edge of the meadow. Then he turned around and said,

"Think about it." Then he just went running in to the forest.

When he was gone I did start to think about it. I started to think about me and Edward and then me and Trevor. I started to think of the pros and cons of each relationship. The pros with Edward was when I was human he saved my life countless times, also he showed me what love was really like. But the con in the relationship was we would always fight, and I would some how get him mad. Also I though yeah he loved me but not enough to be with me forever.

Then I started to think abut me and Trevor's relationship and the pros were that I knew that he loved me with all his heart. Also he has taught me so much in the last 80 years that I've been with him. And the most important was that he proved to me that he wants to be with me forever. I then tried to think up some cons of the relationship and I came to the conclusion that there weren't any.