Well hii i'm back

Well hii i'm back!! I just wanted to thank the ones who left me reviews!! Thank you so much guys!! Ohh and also thanks to the other people who are reading this… I just feel so happy I have some readers 

Well I'm afraid this chapter is kinda more romantic and it's more centered on Joe and Lilly's relationship… but I accept any criticism and I promise the next chapter will be better!!

Chapter 2: When you look me in the eyes

Joe turned on the radio to listen to some music while he was getting ready. They had their first rehearsal with Hannah that afternoon and later they would start the way to Minnesotta, where the first concerte would take place.

"Today we have a Old Songs" special. This one is a hit from about 4 years ago" said the soft female voice that was coming out of the radio.

Joe was looking at himself at the mirror. He saw dark eyes, long black, bright hair, and tanned skin. He knew how good-looking he was, and how much the girls liked him. But… there was nothing in his eyes. Joe tried to remember the last time his eyes with full with tears, or shining with excitement, and he couldn't. Waking up, singing, recording, eating, hooking up with random chicks… none of that made sense, but that was all he could do. That was the closest thing to have fuun he could have.

"I f the heart is always searching… can you ever find your home?"

Joe had been so immersed in his reflections, that he hadn't even noticed it was his own song the one that was being played on the radio

"I've looking for that someone… I'll never make it on my own"

Joe's POV

That's bullshit. I don't think I had ever noticed how cheesy this song was. Well, in the time we wrote it, I guess I actually believed it. I really did believe we all needed that someone especial, to help us, to guide us. But the truth is that the only person you can trust is yourself.

Suddenly, I'm remembering something…

Flash Back

"So wheeenn you look me in the eyes and tell you love me things are soo allright when you are here witth mee" she was singing son focused, that she didn't hear me coming in.

"First of all, you are a lousy singer so stop it! And second.. those are not even the right lyrics!"

She turned around, with surprise on her hazel eyes. When she realized it was me, she laughed and punched me on the shoulder.

"Oh, that hurt, Lola!!" I was actually kidding, it didn't hurt, but I liked the way she looked when she was mad.

"Oh, that was the whole intention, Joseph. And anyway, if my singing is so bad, what are you doing here listening to it?"

I laughed "Please, dear, do me a favor, and do never do that horrible sound again"

End of Flash Back

I turned of the radio, in the exact moment Kevin was coming in. That was lucky. It would have been really ackward if he had found me listening to When You look me in the eyes.

"Hey, Joe, it's time to go. We have to hurry if we don't wanna be late for the rehearsal."

"Yes, dad, I'll hurry"

Kevin just gave me some sort of sad look. I couldn't stand looking at his eyes and I turned around and grabbed my bag.

"Ok, I'm ready, let's go. Where is this rehearsal, anyway?"

"At Hannah's… I mena, at Mileys. I still can't get used to her new, or real name. Anyway, I needed to let you know something. Our manager called, he says we are only performing song from our first three albums."

What? He gotta be kidding me. Our new songs… well, they have been hardly criticized for their "sshallow" lyrics, but they are much less embarrassing to sing. What, am I supposed to be all romantic and sing Hello Beautiful and then start screaming SOS?

Kevin kinda realized what I was thinking, so he said "Hannah is doing the same. And so Mickayla"

Mickayla? Is eh talking about that super-hot pop singer? Now that might be a little interesting. Maybe I will have some fun at the tour…

At Miley's

"How long will I be waiting… to be with you again?"

Lilly sang softly along. She really loved this song, always had. She thought every single word was just so beautiful, and so true… how long will she be waiting? She was already 20 and all she tought she would have by that time seemed just like an old dream…

Yeah, a dream. Skateboarding. That0s all she wanted to do. As her last choice, perhaps being a surfer wasn't a badn option. But the main thing, she just wanted to be free, doing what she most liked, all by her own.

But now here she was… just one more dancer in her best friends' crew… just another fruit in the basket…

Lilly´s POV

"I can't take a day without you here…"

And suddenly, deep black eyes and a dreamy smile flashed my mind. The last time I was on tour with the Jonas… when I thought a couldn't stand a day without Joe.

I remember the day I realized how I really felt about him. I mean, I loved him, as Joe, the Jonas Brothers, the famous singer, the rockstar. Then I got to know him and to appreciate him as a person. But there was a day when I finally realized that I liked Joe, just Joe, the crazy teenager with all his weaknesses and defects…

Like right now, I was singing "When you look me in the eyes" when he came in…

Flash Back

"Well, you'll have to listen to it if you wanna stay here" I said "WHEN I HOLD YOU IN MY CAR.. wait is it car? Anyway WHEN I HOLD YOU I KNOW IT IS FOREVERRR"

Joe laughed and came dangerously closer to me. I automactically stopped singing.

It wasn't an unusual thing, since he was the kind of guy who was always hugging everyone around him, and although at first I almost fainted everytime he touched me (he was a Jonas Brother, for God's sake!!) I had already gotten used to it… or so I thought.

"Lola"

His face was closer and closer to mine… and when I tried to look him in the eyes (how ironic) I suddenly felt out of breath. I looked right into his dark, beautiful eyes, eeys many girls woud die for, and I actually felt like dying a little bit. It might sound like a total cliché, but I actually thought I had found my paradise when I looked at him in the eyes.

OMG I was really, really crushing on joe jonas

"Ehm… I…"

He leaned even closer, and time stopped. It was just him and me… or him and Lola. Damn, I forgot I wasn't my real self. Anyway… he was just so close…

And then he started laughing. And he laughed and laughed and laughed

"What?" I asked, feeling some point between annoyed and disappoind

"Nothing… I got you to stop singing without doing almost anything!! Hahaha"

I was starting to get really upset.

"I had no idea you could blush so much, Lola" Ok, I was about to kick his ass, but then he added "You look really cute when you are all blushing"

Ok, I couldn't help it, I blushed even more and gave a shy smile. What was happening to me??

"Anyway, I gotta run, Kev and Nick are probably waiting. Bye, Lola"

He leaned and gave me a quick kiss on the cheek, and then left the room.

I stayed there, still with the feel of his lips burning on my cheek.

End of Flash Back

I shook my head. I had to accept the fact that that Joe Jonas, the one I had been lately remembering so much, didn't longer exist. This tour wouldn't be like the last one. For what I had seen the last time I had met Joe, he was as differente as the Joe I remembered as a rock is from an eagle.

But perhaps, really deep down…

Nah, I don't think so. People do change change, and most of the times for worse. I hadn't yet met Nick or Kevin, but I had been told Nickk wasn't his usual sweet slef, and that Kevin was really far from the great talker he used to be.

I just hope they haven't changed as much as Joe.

No onE's POV

The Jonas Brothers arrived at Hannah/ Miley's place. Or to be more specific, at Miley's mansion. It was huge house… containing 3 pools, 1 gym, a bowling place, th biggest closet ever…. And its own stage for concerts, where they were supposed to rehearse.

A maid let them in, and they sat on different sofas in a big living room. They wer quiet… the didn't have much to say to each other. Or at least, they weren't willing to say much to each other.

Finally, Joe, bored, decided to break the silence.

"So, Nickie, are you excited to see your old empty-headed girlfriend again?"

"You look better when you have your mouth shut, Joseph"

"You are wrong, Nick. There's no way I could look better than how I already look"

Kevin sighed. Yeah, these fight reminded himof the old fights between Nick and Joe. But those fight used to be funny, and always ended with a "just kidding, baby bro" from Joe, and a sigh and a smile from Nick. Now, Kevin was afraid the could startphysycally hurting each other when they ran out of insults… And the he saw her.

A girl entered the room. She had long brown hair, with some waves, that naturally fell over her back. She studied the brothers with critical, dark browm eyes, …

"Hello. I don't think we had met before… personally, I mean. I'm Mickayla, you must be the Jonas Brothers"

They all stood up.

"Wassup, I'm Nick" the youngest shook the girl's hand, and gave a her a sweet smile "Now this girl is really pretty. But… I think I have to sort out things with Miley before thinking about anyone else… man, this girl is awesomely pretty"

"Hey, my name is Kevin" Kevin thought she was the most beautiful girl he had ever seen. What am I thinking, he said to himself. She's like… Nick's age. I must be going insane.

Finally, Joe came, and gave her his best seductive smile "I'm Joe, although you probably already knew that"

She didn't seem to fall for Joe's smile. "I'm sorry, I'm kinda not a big fan of yours. I mean, you seem like nice guys… but it's just not my type of music

"Auch" thought Kevin

"That was certainly not pleasant to hear" thought Nick

"Now this is gonna get interesting" thought Joe

Well that's the end of this chapter1! I'm sorry it wasn't that good, I was kinda tired when I wrote it. I'll try to improve it, anyway.

Summarizing, as you can see, there's certainly something going on between Lilly and Joe. Besides, the brothers seemem really impressd with Mickayla. Anyway, i'm sorry this was almost only about Joe and Llly, i just lvoe this couple...

review, please!!