soo hoy everyone this is the thirs chapter.. it's kinda weird... i hope you all undestand it beacuse it's kinda confusing but anyway it has loe niley and som kevin with... ok i'll suprirse you!! thak you soo much for all of your reviews
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Meanwhile…
"Oh, there they are Lilly!! I can see them, sitting in my own livingroom… OMG Nick looks better every year… I can't look anymore. You look, Lills, and tell em what's going on"
Lilly sighed. Spying on the JoBros wasn't exactly on her list of favorite things to do. But she was sued to do anything Miley would ask her to… so…
"Thay are just… kinda sitting there… not talking at all… Nick seems kinda… angry? At Joe, possibly-
Miley interrupted her "Ihh that stupid Joseph, I 've he hasn't matured even a little bit… arghhh I'm sure he's gonna be a total annoyance for me during the whole tour"
"Well" Lilly gave Miley a serious look "You actually did use to have a big crush on him. Remember how you sued to say all the time "OMG Lills Joe Jonas is soo hot "
"That was like a million year ago" Miley seemed annoyed "And besides, then I realized Nick was like tem thousand times better. Although now I know we are more the friends type…
Lilly's POV
"Yeah, and the fact that Joe wasn't into you at all was not a reason for you to start liking Nick" I mumbled.
"What did you say?"
"Nothing" I quickly replied. I knew it was no use arguing with her. I looked again through her especial window… we could see people on the other side but they couldn't see us.
Nick looked awesomely hot. He ahd really grown, and he still had that serious intellectual look on his face. But… he was somehow different. He used to have this… glow. Yes, he glowed. Now he seemed like a light turned off…
Kevin-- he had clearly changed a lot. I couldn't recall a single moment on our lats tour when Kevin wasn't smiling. But now, he seemed so sad.. I just wanted to go and hug him…
Finally, there was Joe, with his weird half-smile on his face. He was just so handsome… and… I couldn't kid myself anymore.. that new air oh his.. I mean his new bad-boy image.. made him even more attractive. I mean… by him.. I felt repulsed… and at the same time… I just wanted to be close to him…
Miley interrupted my thoughts again "Lills, you are no saying anything. What are they doing? Do you think we should come in now? Do I look good? I mean, I guees this is the first time Nick sees me in mi normal brown hair, so…"
"You know, for a girl who wants to be "juts friends" with Nick Jonas you certainly care a lot fo what he thinks"
"Oh, c'mon, he is NICK!!"
"Well, and she's Mikayla" I said. I just saw Miley's most hated person coming in and shaking the Jonas Brothers' hands. I actually thought I could really get along with that girll.. she seemed like lots of fun.. if she didn0t hate Hannah that much.
"Mikayla! That slut! I cannot believe I must actually go on tour with her… Argh i0m sure she's gonna be all over Nick just to make me mad… Let's go, Lills, it's time for me to make my big entrance.
"I thought you didn't care about Nick" I repeated. I knew she cared, I knew she still had lots of feelings for the curly-haired boy, and she was going to have to deal with those feelings on tour…
I sighed. I had some feelings to deal with too.
No one's POV
Just as Joe was about to try his charms on the singer… a door opened, and a tall, brown-haired girl, came in, followed by the blonde girl that had been lately so much on Joe's mind…
"Well, hellooo my boys" Miley smiled, trying to seem confident, but she was actually quite nervous. "Hey, Kev",she hugged Kevin, who gave her a broken smile. The hug lasted a few seconds. Miley really liked Kevin, and when she hugged, she remembered how secure she used to feel around him.. he was like the actually nice big brother she had never had (Jackson could never qualify as nice)
"Your hair looks good in brown, Hannah… I mean, Miley"
"Thanks, Kevin" answered Miley, happy. Then she looked at Joe.
"My dearest Joseph… long time no seeing" she hugged him… and then added in a lowerer voice "… luckily"
"Yeah, I know we are gonna have so much fun together, Miles" answered Joe. Miley ignored him and turned to Nick. He was just looking at her… he didn't seem to hate her… but eh wasn't smiling either. After their break up, they had sene each other a couple of times in some parties, and Miley ahd to admit Nick ahd been a total gentleman. But they hadn't met in such a long time…
"Hey Nickie" she gave him her most charming smile, hoping to make him blush, like he always used to… but he didn't. He seemed quite in a bad mood…
Miley did not give up and gave a him a deep hug… she had almost forgotten how great it felt to be in the arms of Nick…
"So… aren't you gonna say anything? Like, for example "Miley, since you are not a hot blonde anymore, I have no interest in talking to you"
Nick finally smiled… just a little bit, but he did!
"Actually I like you much better as a brunette. I think I have said before" he whispered in her ear. Nick knew Miley's secret from a long time. Hannah had told them while they were dating, and he has never told anyone. not even his brothers.
"Ehm" a voice interrupted Miley's and Nick's moment.
"Ohhhhhh Mikaylaa I hadn't seen you there. I'm sorry, it's just that you are soo small" Miley looked at Mikayla and the two girls almost killed each other with their eyes…
Joe's POV
Argh Miley hasn't changed a little bit. And I can't believe how easily is Nick handled by her.
As soon as I got rid of her, I looked at Lilly… and I caught her staring at me. When she realized I was also looking at her, she just gave me a sorot of full-of-despise look and tuerned around to sya hi to Kev. I felt.. embarrassed? Ii hadn't feel that way in a long time. But, with a one-second-lasting look in her hazel eyes, I had remembered what a jerk I had been to her.
I didn't know exactly what I was feeling. I mean, I'm already used to be a jerk. But the fact that I had been a jerk with Lilly… sweet, fun caring Lilly… suddenly was making me feel BAD. Lousy. Whatever.
Lilly then said hi to Nick, who smiled at her really sincerely. I remember they used to eb really close friends… and I always thought Lilly had a little crush on him.. Which always kinda annoyed me, I don't know why.
At that time, actually we were ALL were close friends. Like a big family. Even though I fought a lot with Miley. What happened to us?
Jeez, I'm getting again all cheesy. I' starting to think Lily has this weird effect on me. Makes me remember old times. Happier times. That I don't wanna remember, because they seem to belong to someone else, to some other Joe, that I'm not anymore.
I'm not, right?
Lilly's POV
I was really happy to see Kevin and Nick. Yeah, they seemed different, as I had already recalled… but when Kevin said hi to me, I quickly felt completely confortable around him. He was still Kevin Jonas, the most trustable guy ever.
Nick seemed older, and more serious… but when he said hi to me, he smiled, I mean genuinely, and I saw my adorable curly-haired little Nicholas in his eyes. But… he has grown SOME MUSCLES!! I could totally feel them while he was hugging me… well, before I started hyperventilating, I let him go and said hi to miss Mikayla, who kinda did not pay attention to me at all. She was too busy trying to not to be killed by Miley's angry eyes.
And then, there was Joe. And to my embarrassment, my heart accelerated when I came close to him. I really must stop this. I had a crush on the old Joe Jonas, not on this attempt of cold empty shallow rock star.
I expected him to give me his "bad guy" smile, but he didn't smile at all.
"Hey, Lilly"
"Hey Joe"
And then… he just shook my hand. I trembled with the contact of that hand… and prepared myself for some stupid commentary.
"Nice seeing you, Lills"
He let go my hand and stopped looking at me. SO.. WHAT? That was all?? After all I had imagined, after all the weird feelings I had been having after our meeting… all I was gonna get was a hand shake? I mean, seriously, I was nto expecting an apology,l but at elast I was hoping he could tlak to me or even be rude again so I could teach him how to behave.. I don't know.
And he suddenly turned around and smiled at me, for like a half-second. I could perfectly recognize that smile. It was his old smile. For just a moment, I had seen my real Joe Jonas. behind the eyes of this stranger…
No one's POV
"Lills… you are blushing" Miley said. Lilly blushed even more
"I'm not!!"
"Now you are like… purple"
"Hey, Stewart, don't be such a jerk" Mikayla interrupted.
"What do you mean?" Miley asked
"Don't you see you are embarrassing her?"
"I'm NOT! Besides she's MY friend, not your, she doesn't need you to defend her. She has me!"
"Ohh, poor she"
Lilly sighed. These two would never stop fighting.
"You know, you should eb grateful that I'm letting you rehearse on my personal stage!"
"Eh, your stage should eb grateful that I'm rehearsing on it!"
"How can a stage be grateful?"
"What ever. I'm singing first!"
"Well.. you'll have to get there before I do!"
Miley ran out of the door.. followed by Mikayla, who just kept screaming "you aree sooo childish miley stewart!"
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Joe was feeling uncorfotable. He had had this impulse, of smiling at Lilly. Like, with a real smile. And it had felt… right. Just right.
"I… gotta use the bathroom" he just needed the get away from everyone for a sec…
Nick, Lilly and Kevin looked at each other.
"I guess I can help our crew to get the stage ready for our rehearsal. You can come, Lilly" said Nick.
"Oh, ok, Nick" she answered "So, are you coming, Kevin?"
Kevin was looking at his phone. "I'm sorry, Lilly, I must make a phone call first… I'll catch up with you in a few minutes.
Nick and Lilly left the room. leaving Kevin all alone.
He listened to his voice mail, and the dialed some numbers
"Kevin?"
"Al! I got your message. I was so glad to hear your voice again…"
"Oh, shut up. So are you coming?"
·Yeah, our third stop on this tour is in New york. So I guees we'll be seeing each other really soon!
"That'd be awesome. Amanda is also looking forward to see you and the boys again. It's been a while…"
Kevin sighed. It had indeed been a while. But he was sure she hadn't missed him as much as he ahd missed her…
"Yeah, I know"
"Anyway, how is it going? Are thins better now?"
Al was his only confident, and Kevin had talked to her a lot about his problems with his brothers
"No, Al, things are worse. I'm thinking… well, don't say this to anyone… but I'm seriously considering leaving the band after this tour is over"
"Kevin Paul Joans, you cannot be serious"
"I am serious. I'm 26, for god's sake. Perhaps it's just my time to do something else."
"But this is what you love doing, Kev…
"What I love, is playing guitar, singing, and being with my brothers. I do not love this"
"But if you leave, Joe and Nick are going to be devastated"
Kevin couldn't help but laughing, with a bitter, sad laugh.
"Yeah, right. Anyway, it's not a decision yet, Al. I gotta go now, I must rehearse. But I'll call you later, ok?"
"Ok. Promise me you'll think about this really carefully before making anything crazy, Kevin"
"I promise" Keivn Jonas smiled "See ya soon, Allyson"
"I'll be waiting for you to knock on my door, Kevin. Bye"
"Bye"
Kevin hung up… and buried his face in his hands. "It's so hard… hwy does it have to be so hard? It's the first time I tlak about this with someone and it just feel so not right… but it's the only thing I can do" he thought.
On the other side of the phone line…
"Hey sis. Who was that on the phone?"
Allyson Michalka left the phone on the bed. She felt really worried.
"Oh, hey Amanda. I didn't know you were home. It was just Kevin."
"Kevin as in Jones Brothers Kevin?"
"Yeah"
"Ohhh you like him don't you? Yeha, you are so blushing, I can tell that you have a crush on him…" AJ started cancing around the bedroom… til she realized the look on Aly's face.
"Al? What's going on? You seemed worried… is it a botu something Kevin said?"
Ally looked at her. She could trust her sister, right?
"AJ, you have probably heard about the new Joans Brothers…
"You mean, the fact that Joe is a total jerk and that kind of stuff? yeha, I have heard.
"I was just wondering… do you think you could handle going out with your ex-boyfriend.. as in.. Joseph Jonas?"
"You better have a good reason for asking me to do this…"
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so... joe is still a jerk... right? well, i guess now you can see there's some of old crazy jeo left!! miley still has feelings for nick... kevin ahs feeligns for ally?? what si ally planning' i'm soryr i kinda left mikayle on the side in this chapter.. but she'll have a big part on the next chapter.. there'll be mroe loe i promise... but in this chapter you could see some feelings spraklign between joe and lilly!! soo i know it isn't too good but please review!!
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