soo hey everyone.. thank you so much for the reviews.
well Joe is pretty much a big jerk... but just on the outside, because, s you probably have notices, there's still some old funny crazy joe deep inside his soul. is lilly making him remeber how he used to be??
anyway, don't worry, i'm not planning joe getting back with aj. but she WILL hve a part on this fic and she'll do something important.
anyway, please enjoyy
Feelinga kinda better, Joe went to the big stage, where Miles was getting ready to sing. Lilly was also there, ready to dance, but Joe tried to avoid looking at her. He saw Mikayla sitting on a chair far from the stage with a grumpy look on her face, and he walked and sat next to her. Now it was a chance to prove he was still a complete ladies man
"Hey"
Mikayla looked surprised… then rolled her eyes.
"Oh, it's you"
Joe laughed "You don't have to look so disappointed. Anyway, I was thinking, since we are about to tour together… we should start getting to know each other" he gave an her an innocent look.
(On stage: "Well… if anyone is listening at all.. ohh hey Nickie!! ehm I mean… this one is called 7 things
I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we've shared)
"Ok" Mikayle took a deep breath "Let me break this out for you. Its NOT going to happen. Period. I'm not one of your crazy fans that you can flash with your charming smiles or with that pretty face of yours"
"So… you think I have a pretty face?" Joe took the chance to flash her with one of her most charming smiles.
(It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
Now we're standing in the rain
But nothin's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear)
Mikayla sighed. Yea, she ahd to admit he had a smile to die for. But she wasn't willing to fall for that. She knew enough about Joe Jonas. But she also had to admit, that she'd probably fall for that boy… if she didn't already knew what a heart-breaker he was. A heartless heart-breaker
"Stop it" she said "I'm so not talking to you if you keep trying to hit on me or whatever. And face it, talking to me is your best choice right now if you want to avoid that horrible noise"
(The 7 things I hate about you
The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy)
Joe sighed, and shook his head "Now this a challenge" he thought "I guess I can't let her off the hook.. for now"
"Ok, I can't take a hint. S… let's talk.. like normal people?" he said, as he relaxed
"That's ok for me" Mikayla smiled at him "I'm taking you hate Miley as much as I do"
"And how right you are" Joe was feeling more relaxed, as he realized Mikayla was a nice girl. "So, what did little Miss Monatan did to piss you so much?"
"Oh you.. just the fact she exists pretyt much annoys me" Mikayla laugghed "Just kidding. I didn't like her as Hannah, we were rivals. But I was kidna friends with Miley! So when I discovered her tru identity I felt more than disappointed. Hannah was already enough annoyance for me."
"Yeah, I get what you say. Hannah used to date Nick, so she was pretty much EVERYWHERE. I reached a point I thought I could kill myself if I ahd to listen to her shouting Nickieeeeeee"
They laughed together… and continued talking… or contineud crticizing Miley…
(It's awkward and it's silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when yuu mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here)
Mean while, Nick and Keivn were sitting just in front of the stage, listening ti Miley's singing. Nick was blushing a little bit, sicne every now and then he caught Miley's eyes on him…
"So, Kevin.. which song are we going to perform first?"
"Oh, when Miley's done, Mikayla'll be up , then we'll go in and do some SOS… it's certainly been a long while since the last time we played that song…"
"Yeah. To think I wrote that song myself…" Nick sighed
(The 7 things I hate about you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy
Your friends they're jerks
And when you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you)
"It's weird, huh?" commented Kevin "Now our production team gives us the lyrics and music… I can't even remember the last time I sat down and wrote a song by myself…"
"Yeah, me neither" lied Nick. Of course he could remember. He was Nick Jonas. Writing songs was vital for him, just as breathing or eating. Just he night before, after his brothers had fallen asleep, he had gone outside with his guitar and started singing random stuff.. just verses… and then writing them down
He knew it was no use. After their "A little bit longer" album, their Record Company "politely communicated" them, they had made a decision. Since they were sure the Jonas Brothers would be too busy "you boys know, with all of those interviews and meetings with girls.. we want you to enjoy all your public acts always with a big smile!", they didn't want them to get tired… so they had hired pros to write the songs for them.
(Compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like)
Yeah, they were not happy with this. But they had to do it. And although Nick Jonas was aware he was now just a voice and a face (more a face than a voice, since lip-singing had lately become a usual thing), he still had feelings, and putting those feelings in songs was a vital need for him. Otherwise, his heart would explode.
(The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, you old Levi's
ANd when we kiss, I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we're intertwined everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you)
Lilly's POV
I couldn't focus, and i completely messed up thw whole dance. I coulnd't stop staring at Joe… and Mikayla. They were sitting on the back, na dthey seemed to be talking,.. I saw Joe's smile and I imagined his laugh… they seemed to be having …. Fun?
I coul not understand it. Why was Joe being so nice to her? I mean, he's a girl, and I guess she's pretty… I thought he'd be a total jerk to her…
Joe's POV
After a few more laughs Mikayla, I realized something. I was having a normal conversation with a pretty girl… and I was actually having fun. I mean, we were just dissing Miley, but… neh, I , was just probably too bored. When I got the chance, I'd easily get her to be into me…
"… "
No One's POV
"I'm sorry, what did you say?" Joe asked "I was distracted"
Mikayla laughed. " I just said that you are different than I had imagined"
"Really? Meaning…" Joe asked, curious
"Meaning that when you are not trying to pose as a big flirt, you are actually a pretty decent person, Joseph" Mikayla smiled at him "Now it's my turn to see… I'll teach little miss stewart what's really good"
She stood up and went to the stage.. leaving Joe thinking.
Decent. That was the first time in about three years that someone described him as decent. He did not like that. He had been decent his entire life… and where did it take him? To a plce where he sung empty songs with lyrics written by someone he didn't even know. To a place where he had not a voice of his own and he just said to the presse everything his manager told him to.
He was satisfied with his new image. At least, he felt strong… being decent sounded weak. And he wasn't ready to admit that he was already weak.
"Hey, Nickie"
Miley sat next to Nick, giving Kevin a significant look.
"Ehm… I gotta go check the instruments with Garbo and the boys" Kevin said… and ran away.
"Miley" he looked at her, withour smiling, and she felt really nervous. She didn't like that, sshe was sued to be the one always in control. But again, that proved how especial was Nicholas Jerry Jonas for her…
·Nick… I just wanted to tell you.. that sng, 7 things.. I kinda wrote it for you! Damn, she was blushing, but she couldn't help it.
Nick was looking at his feet as if they were the most interesting thing in the world. "Yeah, I kinda figured that our the first time I heard you singing it… just a little while after our break-up. I guess all those things are true…"
Miley nodded…
(On stage: "This one is called If Cupid had a heart" said Mikayla, as she started singing
"If Cupid Had A Heart
He Would Make You Fall
You'd Fall In Love With Me
In No Time At All
If Cupid Had A Heart
He Would Hear My Call
I Want Him To Know
I'm Wanting You So.)
"So… you really did love me, didn't you, Miles?"
Miley was shocked.
"I just…"
"Then why couldn't you say it back to me when I said it to you?"
Nick stared at her… and Miley didn't know what to say. She had always had a hard time expressing how she really felt about Nick. Meaning, yeah, she always had a god time with him… but when things started to get serious…
That's why she said it all through her songs… (check see you again, for example)
But when he had said "I love you" to her, she had just looked at him… and kept her mouth closed.
(Isn't Crazy, I'm Crazy For You
Temprature Rising, And Losing My Cool
Only One Problem, To You I'm A Friend
How Do I Tell You You're My Perfect Ten
I Have Searched The Skies Above
Even Tried The God Of Love
But He's Yet To Hook Me Up With You)
Meanwhile…
Lilly was backstage changing her clothes.
Lilly's POV
I hate that damn Joe Jonas. I really do. He thinks eh can just come and make me go crazy… after all that I've worked.. after all I've given up just to be mature and grow up…
Seddenly I realized I had forgot my clothes on my friend Cassie's dressing room, so I went to look for them, just dressed with a short rope. I could hear Mikayla singing, she had a really nice voice.
I got to my friends' dressing rorom ,and opened the door, just to find…
(If Cupid Had A Heart
He Would Make You Fall
You'd Fall In Love With Me
In No Time At All
If Cupid Had A Heart
He Would Hear My Call
I Want Him To Know
I'm Wanting You So)
… Cassie making out with the one and only Joe Jonas.
Everything just turned black. "Joe.. you are a pig!" I didn't know wht I felt so bad, but after saying those words, I just stormed out the room.
I sta on a chair, trying so hard not to cry. that boy wasn0t worth it. Excepto that… he was. That smile, those eyes… damn… my feelings for him.. I thought they were long gone… but they were just hiding.
"Lilly?"
Joe had followed me, and he was giving me a strange look. I wuickly cleaned my face.
"What do you want?" I said, as dryly as I could
(Can't Ya See Baby Or Are You So Blind
Ever Since Day One Its You On My Mind
In A Weak Moment I Lost My Defences
Ever Since You Boy I Found All My Senses
One Way Love Can Take A Ride
Say You Want Me By Your Side
Night & Day & Night I Think Of You)
Joe's POV
What do I want? If only I knew…
I had just kissed thatcute dancer, and I hadn't meant anything at all.. I was just having fun… just being me. After my chat wwith Mikayla, I had just felt I needed to do something to prove to me I was still me… Making out with dancers was something pretty normal for me…
So I went backstage and quickly got this Cassie girl to talk to me. She invited me to her dressing room (I know that sounds kinda too fats.. but I'm Joe Jonas) and we were kissing…
… when Lilly had come in. And I saw hurt in her eyes. I saw sadness. I had to follow her, talk to her… I did not know why. I did not wanna see her sad. Like in the old times, when I couldn't stand seeing anyone sad. I just had to make everyone laugh… it was my job, what I loved doing. Til I stopped caring…
"If you are just gonna stand there looking at me, please leave" she said
(If Cupid Had A Heart
He Would Surely Throw
An Arrow Through Your Soul
Better Aim And Go
If Cupid Had A Heart
You'd Be Mine I Know
I Need You To See
I Need You With Me)
"Lilly" I wanted to ask her why she was so upset… but I I couldn't say it. Instead, I just said wht first came to my mind "You know, that rope really suits you…"
She blushed and looked at me with so much hate, that I immediately regreted what I had said.
"You are such a pig, Joe Jonas. Please leave, I'm asking you to"
I wanted so desperately to apologize, But the words "I'm sorry" had been erased from my vocabulary a long time ago.
Maybe she was upset because she was thinking Miley would blame he for my presence n the dressing rooms, where I'm not supposed to be allowed to be in.
"Ok… loook Lills… don't be upset, allright? No one will find tou I was here. So Miley won't get all mad at you…"
She stood up and looked me in the eyes. And I realized her beaitufl eyes were full with tears… tears of anger..
"Ad I was wrong. You are not just pig, you are a big idiot. You seriously think that's the reason why I'm upset?"
I didn't know what to say… and then I knew it.
(I Could Be So Good For You
I Could Be Your Heaven To
If We'd Only Cross The Line
Where I'm Yours And You Are Mine
I Will Love You All The Way
Forever & A Day
Dont Ya Know Woh oo who)
No one's POV
"You are upset because I was kissing another girl? Because, you know.. that's pretty much all that I will do on tour. When I'm not eating, sleeping… or even singing"
Joe was being a total jerk again. He just… wanted her to scream at him. To hit him. He wanted a reaction from her, to prove he wasn't wrong. To prove that as much as she was making him crazy, he was also making her crazy.
And he got a reaction.
"You… sellfish moron…"
Lilly came closer to Joe, til their faces were only 1 centimetre apart.
"You have no idea how much I'm hating you right now" she whispered, in a way that he could feel her breath on his lips.
He didn't say anything. He just… lifted his hand and touched her face. Touched her cheek, feeling her softness. She was blushing a lot, her heart was beating ten times faster than normal…
And then he leaned…
now things are certainly heating up! XD ok joe is still a jerk.. he keeps swiching personalities.. which s not nice.. but at least he isn't a jerk all the time!! he's a confused boy,i know...
and what's up with miley and nick? well it seems miley had trouble expressing her feelings to nick and that had lots to do with their breakup...
(for real, i think the song 7 things is for nick. just read the lyrics!!)
i'm sorry kev did not get a big part on this chapter!!
kisses :)