Soo hey i really apprecieat all your reviews!! To make lear a few thing.. yes… j is kidna bipolar on this fic but you know I thought it's be nice to have a bad joe turning into a nice joe… you'll see!
So this chapter has a big part of nick and mikayla… nikayla!! Jaja hope you enoy it… of course there'll be lots of loe. Might be a little.. well, I'm rating it t just in case
Chapter 6: Hopeless & faithless
Just an hour before the first concert of the Jonas-Stewart-Gòmez Concert…
They had just arrived to Minessotta with their buses a few hours ago, and the crew was still getting the stage ready. They had already done sounf proof and all.. now they had just one hour to "get their minds ready"
Miley has been the whole time trying to get Nick's attention, but he was just to busy rehearsing. Nick had to admit, he was actually enjoying it. He loved his old songs, because those were his real songs.
So, when the tour manager said they should take an hour to relax, Miley decided to take her chance and she approached Nick.
"Hey, Nickie"
"Oh, hey Miles" he smiled. Singing had put him in a really good mood, for the first time in a long time. "What's going on? I hard you rehearsing, you were doing really good."
"Thanks" Miley slightly blushed "Sooo how about…
"Miely Stewart! Just the girl I was looking for!" interrupted a girl-voice. Miley turned around… hoping that this voice did not blong to… Mikayla.
"What do you want, Mikayla?" she asked, as dry as she could.
"Welll, obviously I don't anything with you, but your dad does. He is on the phone and he wants to talk to you RIGHT NOW" She gave Miley a cellphone "Oh, and I MIGHT have told him about 3 night ago when you were so wasted at that party that you kinda starting dancing on that table…"
"You… I'm gonna… argh" looking angry and terrified at the same time, Miley answered the phone "Daddy" I'm so glad… what? No daddy, you know that girl is a big lier… no dad… wait you CAN'T!"
Miley just went away…
Nick looked really confused "What was all that about?" he asked, looking at a smiling Mikayla.
"Oh, you know, I was just getting rid of her so I could be alone with you" she answered
"Yeah? And why was that?" Nick asked, still clueless
Mikayla thought about for a moment. She could start flirting with him, sicne that was her original plan. To flrit with Nick, make him like her, start dating him… all just to piss Miley off. But she looked at his confused look and at his suffering brown eyes,… and decided she could not lie to that boy.
"To piss Miley off" she admitted "I mean, she obviously likes you, so I kinda hoped that if I started… befriending you, that'd make her really upset"
Nick sighed "Probably true"
"So…" Mikayla was really curious "Do you… like her back?"
"No. Maybe. I don't know" was Nick's answer "I mean, you we dated and all but it's been a long time since the last time I saw her"
"You don't know" Mikayla rolled her eyes "You men are all the same. Never know a thing. And what's your plan? Not knowing forever?"
Nick thought about it for a second. "Yeah, that's about it" he smiled at her, and she smiled back.
"And how about you, Mikayla?This is probably none of my business, but I saw you yesterday talking to Joe, na di just wanted to warn you about him…
"Relax, Nicholas. I know who your brothers is and I'm not gonna fall for him. You see? That is called KNOWING"
Nick laughed a little bit.
"You seem in a really good mood. That doesn't match the nickname I gave you…"
"Nickname? What are you talking about? "asked Nick
"Oh" she avoided his eyes "It's kinda embarrassing, but I always give people I just met a significant nickname. Like privately I refer to Miley as Little Miss Empty-Head
"And…?" Nick wanted to know his "nickname"
"I called Kevin "Soft-voiceed-guy"
Nick laughed "and why is that?"
"Because eh has a soft voice! Do not laugh at me! I'm secretly a lame person, no matter how cool I look?"
"And who said you looked cool?" joked Nick
"C'mon, stop it. The, I called Joe Air-head-hottie.· Nick gave her a cold look "Yes, I think he's hot, but who doesn't…"
"I don't" answered Nick
"Anyway… I kinda called you… Curly McCutie" Mikayla laughed at herself "I know, it's creepy, but I just like curls on guys…
Nick smiled. Mikayla was just so… different.And he couldn't say he disliked that
"Not creepy… well just a little bit."
"Yeah… so which conditioner do you use?"
"Now that is a secret" laughed Nick
"Oh, c'mon!!" insisted Mikayla "I need that definition for my own curls…"
That was the beginning of a friendship…
Joe was lying on a chair in his personal dressing room, listening to his ipod. He had been like that the entire day… when eh was not singing, he was listening to some music. He wasn't in the mood t talk to anyone, not even the hot dancers who were all over him
He smiled when his iPod started playing Australia. He really liked that song. Actually, he liked all of their old songs, and during the rehearsal, he actually had ahd the impulse of starting doing crazy things on stage, like he used to. But he didn't. He could tell Nick and Keivn were enjoying themselves as well, and didn't wanna share it with them. He did not wanna share anything with them
"So I'll wait, for her, to come, she won't break my heart…" he sung along the music
"Of you course she won't break your heart. No one can break what is made of stone" Joe took of his earphone, and looked at Lilly, who stading right next to him.
"Hey, Lills, haven't seen you all day. Are you ready for the concert?" he asked. Nicely.
Lilly's POV
I had to talk to him. It was now or never. I know that if I didn't cut this now, it would torture me forever. Even if I didn't want to, I had to tell him to stay away from me, because I was going insane. I had already too many thing to deal with.
"I wanted to talk to you, Joseph"
"Shoot, babe"
"This is serious"
Joe half-smiled "Honey, you can't say you are pregnant with my baby. I'm sure I would remember" he laughed.
"That was not funny, Joseph. I wanted to ask you… to leave me alone"
I held my breath, expecting him to laugh at me, or to give a pitty look and sya something like "Like if I cared at all about you", or to say a stupid joke… but he just looked at me.
"Why?" he asked.
What was I supposed to answer? Because you are driving me crazy? Because I can't stop thinking about you, deaming about? Because you are a jerk and I know you are gonna break my heart? Because right know I just loo at your mouth and I wish I could feel your lips in mine, and I wish I could feel your hands around my waist and…?
"Because I deeply dislike you, and I don't want you anywhere close to me"
"Well, I'm gonna be close to you, anyway" I blushed "You know, I tend to spend lots of time in the dancers' dressing rooms…"
Yeah, he is a pig.
"Do whatever you want with any girl you want, Joe. But, please, leave me alone. I know we used to be friends and all, but now… I can't be friends with you. So… ehmmm.. bye"
I had said everything I wanted to say, so I opened the door and stormed out. When iw as out… I just stood in front of the closed door, breathing heavily.
Suddenly, the door opened, and Joe crashed into me.
Joe's POV.
She is so beautiful. I can't be apart form her. She said se hated me yesterday, and that had hurted me. But somehow I knew she didn't mean it. I saw something in her eyes, that was not hate.
Then why does she want me to be apart from her? Usually, girls want the opposite. Argh, I just can't figure this out.
I opened the door.. and crashed into Lilly. Instinctively, I grabbed her waist, so she wouldn't fall to the floor. And again, we were only a few inches apart…
"J-joe" she muttered, trying to push me away, but very weakly. I pulled her closer to me and leaned till my lips were almost touching hers. And she closed her eyes.
Damn, why am I so nervous? I have probably done this one hundred times. Chicks. With most of them I just have to get a little close and they are suddenly kissing me as if I was some kind of toy. Not to say I don't enjoy it, it's just that it is so easy that it gets boring.
But I just… she was so vulnerable, just standing there, with her hazel eyes closed, and her lips just a little open…
I realized that if she said she hated so much, it was only because she cared about me too much. Damn. Why did she have to care about me? My life is good as it is. I don't care about anyone, if no one cares about me. That's my motto.
Maybe we could be friends again, right? I mean, my heart was not completely made of stone. Maybe I needed a friend. She cared about me, and I used to care about her a lot.
Ok, now what the hell am I thinking? Next time, I'm gonna say that maybe I ended brothers, or family, or whatever. Yeah, right now I'm alone, but who cares? I have money, girls, and good hair. That's all I need
Bu ti still don't want her to hate me. Damn,I must be suffering form some sort of multiple-personality disorder.
I just pulled my mouth away form hers and whispered into her ear
"You don't really hate me, do you, Lills?"
She slowly opened her eyes, but she did not pull away
"No… I probably don't"
I smiled to myself.
"Well, I'll see you later"
I kissed her soft cheek and ran away, before I could break my "not caring about anyone" resolution.
Lilly's POV
Damn. Shit.
I HATE JOE JONAS
No one's POV
The concert went really well… although Miley was in a really bad mood. Before singing "Hello Beautiful" Nick had grabbed the microphone and said "S, this one is dedicated to my friend Mikayla. She really likes this song, so…"
Miley would have killed Mikayla if her bodyguard hadn't had stopped her.
Lilly had danced with an unusual energy. She was really mad at herself. How could Joe make her so weak? She just could not get herself. How could she be one moment ready to let him go forever ad the next momento just wanting him to kiss her so badly?
Anyway, they were all backstage… not talking to each other. Except for the fact that every once in a while Mikayla and Nick exchanged looks and giggled a little bit… making Miley crazy. Joe just kept looking at himself in the mirror…when Kevin was texted.
"Kev! Please tele your bodyguard to let us in… Al"
Kevin's POV
Wait a second… al is here? I can't believe this… I just want to see her… I have missed her so much…
So I asked Big Rob to go and let her in… wait… why had she meant by "us?"
"Kevin? What's up? Who is coming?" asked me Nick
"It's just…" I started answering… but I got interrupted by the entrance of two blonde, tall girls. One of them was my best friend…the most special girl for me. And the other one… her little sister?
I cannot believe she brought AJ. Joe is gonna freak. They don't really get along… wait. Maybe he deserves to suffer a little bit.
Joe's POV
"Hey, everyone" I hard a familiar voice and I turned around… to see Alysson and AJ Michalka. Yes, my beloved ex-girlfriend was standing a few meters away from me. And when I say beloved, I'm being really sarcastic.
So that was it… I know it wasn't really good and I'm sorry… but please review )