Authors notes:lolz. Dis are a lemon chapter. So if you don't like stuff like that don't read it. Also I will warn you that this is my second time writing a lemon and my first writing it from this kind of Point of view. So... yeah... If it isn't great don't hurt me. XD I hope you guys like it though. :)

The next couple of days were a bit strange. All the guys just thought it was the funniest thing in the world that Orochimaru and I had actually hooked up. Probably because of my constant 'I'm completely straight'-ness.

Yeah. That totally has to be it.

Also, Madara is completely upset and angry with me. He won't even look in my general direction unless it's a glare. I feel kind of bad because it's pretty obvious I'm the reason that the happy, smiling guy has turned into a total jerk. I guess he'll get over it eventually...

Also, I am probably one of the most annoyed and sexually frustrated people on the face of the planet right about now. Seriously, it's been three fucking days of Orochimaru making me think we might actually do something other than heavy making out and then stopping me at the last minute. If something doesn't happen soon I think I'm going to go completely insane.

At the present moment Orochimaru is messing with something on the desk, and I am laying face down on the bed. I think it's about two in the afternoon, and the boredom is driving me crazy. The quiet is also staring to get to me. There is too fucking much of it.

So I sit up, leaning against the wall, and turn to Orochimaru,"Hey, Orochimaru, why the hell do you keep messing with me?" He didn't even look up at me and just replied with a blunt,"I don't know what you're talking about, Jiraiya."

Like hell you don't know what I'm talking about.

"You know exactly what I'm talking about. Are you one of those people who wants to 'save themselves for marriage'? Seriously, if you are just tell me. At least then I won't be so damned frustrated every time you stop me!" He turned in is chair so that he was completely facing me and he said calmly,"That's not it, Jiraiya. I... I just..." He seemed like he just couldn't figure out the right words or something. I waited more patiently that what was normal for me as he tried to figure out exactly what to say.

Orochimaru suddenly stood up and walked over so that he was now sitting next to me on the bed. He then leaned over so that he was resting his head on my shoulder and I slung an arm around his shoulders.

It was quiet for a minute before Orochimaru said quietly,"I know it seems stupid but the reason I don't want to go that far just yet is because I can't figure out if you actually like me or if you just want sex and then plan on dumping me."

Okay. That totally wasn't what I was expecting.

I pulled him into my lap and wrapped my arms around his waist. He looked up at me with an almost sad expression. Just looking into his normally bright golden eyes I could tell that that thought had bothered him quite a bit. I kissed him on the fore-head and smiled at him,"Orochimaru... If you haven't noticed yet, if I was just looking for sex I could go ask Madara. I like you, okay? I'm not just going to use you and dump you. I'm not heartless."

Normally I wasn't all sweet and stuff like that with anyone. I don't know why, but I just wanted to make him feel better. I guess I really did like him... Maybe even...

"I love you," I said quietly. I had never said that to anyone and actually meant it. It felt nice to say, though.

I started to get nervous though. What if he got creeped out by that? Was it weird to say that this soon in a relationship?

After a few moments of complete silence Orochimaru smiled, actually smiled. Not smirked, not grinned, no rapist smile, just smiled, and said happily,"I love you too."

I couldn't help myself and leaned down to kiss him on the lips. It wasn't like all the other kisses we had shared that were rough, and border-line violent. It was soft and gentle.

Needless to say, what with neither of us being sentimental and 'lovey-dovey' people, it didn't take long to go from something out of a love story to something more along the lines of what we normally did.

I licked at his lips, begging for entrance and he eagerly opened his mouth. He didn't fight at all when I started to explore around him mouth, like he normally did. Instead he just kissed back roughly, and our tongues were soon intertwined in a mind-blowing French kiss.

He pushed me down onto the bed so that he was laying on top of me. I smirked into the kiss, and when we finally had to pull away for air I leaned up to his ear and whispered,"I'm dominant." I heard Orochimaru chuckle before he replied with a seductive,"Oh I beg to differ..."

I flipped us over so that I was straddling his waist and said casually,"I'm dominant. I'm taller than you and you look more girly than me." He just rolled his golden eyes and smirked up at me, saying in a playful tone,"Whatever Jiraiya..." I leaned down and started to kiss down from his mouth, to his neck, and then down to the sightly exposed area along his shoulder blades. He shoved his hands under my shirt and started to run his ice cold fingers along my stomach, sending a violent shiver down my spine.

I pulled his shirt off, over his head and tossed it to the side lazily, with my own shirt soon following it. Shirts just got in the way. Orochimaru wrapped his arms around my neck, pulling me into a rough kiss and I started to run a hand down his chest. I could hear him moan into the kiss, and I couldn't help but smirk. I felt a little braver and tugged at Orochimaru's belt.

I waited a few seconds for the whole 'pushing me off and ignoring me' thing to happen, but it never did. Instead he just pulled off his baggy pants leaving him in nothing but his purple boxers. I grinned down at him, and he just said seductively,"You next," running a hand down my stomach, and pulling at my pants rim. I pulled my jeans off and tossed them across the room lazily, leaning down to slam our lips together again.

He reached a hand down, brushing his fingers lightly over my erection through the thin material of my boxers and I couldn't help but let out a moan. I could tell by the smirk on his face that he was completely messing with me, but before I could do anything he started to suck and bite at an extremely sensitive spot on my neck, thoroughly distracting me.

I let out a groan as he continued to mess with me,"Stop... Stop teasing me, Orochimaru..."

I heard him chuckle and I pulled his boxers off in one swift motion. He just smirked and pulled mine off.

Only then did I realized one pretty crucial fact I had forgotten about. I had absolutely no idea how guys did stuff like this, like, at all. I knew how it worked with girls and everything, but I was as clueless as a small kid when it came to guys.

I guess Orochimaru had already figured out what was going through my head because he flipped us over so that he was on top and whispered seductively,"How about I show you how it's done,"licking the shell of my ear as he did so.

We both moaned when our erections brushed against each other ever so slightly. I still hadn't looked down but I could tell Orochimaru was pretty decently big. Hadn't really expected that...

Suddenly the rapist smile decided to make an appearance and Orochimaru practically shoved my face right 'down there'. "Suck," was really all he said and I could tell he still had a huge ass grin on his face. I really didn't know what to do, but took him partially into my mouth and started to suck.

He let out a loud moan and bucked into my mouth, nearly choking me. I grabbed his hips to keep him from killing me and continued what I was doing. I ran my teeth over the sensitive skin and licked the tip. He continued moaning and mumbling something I really couldn't make out, and after a while of this finally climaxed. I nearly choked as some of the sticky white liquid ran down the corners of my mouth. I did the only thing I could do and swallowed all of it.

Orochimaru smirked at me and I moved my face back up to his,"Umm..." I couldn't figure out how to phrase it but Orochimaru seemed to understand what I was asking and replied with an overly simple response. Oh... So that is how guys did it... That's kind of sick, but also totally hot in a really disturbed kind of way...

I flipped us over so I was on top again, and wiped the white liquid that was left on my face on my fingers, reaching down, a huge blush going across my face. I slowly slipped one finger into his tight entrance and he squirmed a bit, obviously not used to the odd sensation. I slipped in a second finger and started to make scissoring motions, stretching him as best I could. I finally slipped in a third finger, and when I figured he was okay I pulled all three out.

I positioned myself and his entrance and asked,"Now?" He nodded and I slowly slipped myself in. God, he was so fucking tight! He had a slightly pained expression on his face and I waited a minute for him to hiss out,"Move."

I did as he said and soon I hit a spot that really seemed to get him excited. He let out a ridiculously loud moan and panted out,"Faster... Harder..." I did so and soon we were both moaning and making all kinds of noises. It felt wonderful and I never wanted it to stop.

A light layer of sweat was shimmering on both of us and at this point in time even Orochimarus' nails scratching down my back felt like total heaven. I heard him moan out my name and that in itself got me to moan as well.

"I... Ughhhh.. I think I'm gonna... nnnngh...", was all I managed to get out in between groans and moaning before I hit my climax and practically yelled,"Orochimaru!" We both climaxed at the same time, screaming each others' names, and soon after I pulled out, making sure I collapsed to the side instead of crushing Orochimaru.

I pulled him to my chest, wrapping my arms around his waist as I said, still panting,"I love you, Orochimaru..." He just wrapped his arms tiredly around me and, burying his head in my chest, replied,"I love you, too, Jiraiya..." I smiled and buried my face in his long black hair, falling asleep in a matter of seconds.