Remake of "Once More with Feeling" songs

Author notes: So I dressed as two things for Halloween- one for a party the day before, one for the actual day and the party of that day. My first costume was Velma Kelly from Chicago, and I spent a lot of time singing the songs she sang from her musical. My next costume was my girl Faith  as you all could probably guess, seeing as every Buffy story I write except maybe two has her as a starring role. I realized that Faith didn't have any songs to sing from the Buffy musical, and being the major geek that I am, decided to rewrite a few songs with the tune to the original songs to fit her, so that she was singing them. So here they are.

Song 2: Remake of "Going through the motions"- takes place while Faith has just turned to the mayor, she is still in cemetery

Faith:

Every single night, the same derangement

I brandish my sharp knife with glee

Still I'm unhappy in this arrangement

I just want to be, accepted for me

I've been trying hard, keeping on guard

As my true thoughts are jarred

And I've been lying to everyone

Pretending it's okay

Hiding my guilt for my crimes a-wayyyy

I know that life is tough, and not too damn fair

But now I find I'm going mad

I try to pretend, that I just don't care

But I fear I'm going bad

Demon: She's not really glad-

Faith: I'm really pretty sad

Demons: She is soon to be

Evil, yippee

And she'll join our mutiny

Cause she's been lying to everyone

She'll join our side now

Demon: She will be a force of darkness- owwww!

Faith: Will I stay in my endeavor?

Make one mistake, and bad forever?

Handsome man: I like the way you slay-

Faith: Whatever!

I don't want to beeeeee….

Lying to everyone

With nothing as it seemed

I think it's too late

That this is just my fate

But I just want to beeee…re-deeeemed….