Well continuing on, I really need to get into the sad emotional mood right now, cauz too many problems in my life. But whatever right you're into my stories and not my problems really hahahahhhh…….sigh well depressed is a good mood to write stories with I guess. Thanks soo much to my three reviewers Flaming Critique, (even though it was a flame, I really appreciate trying to write better, but what do you mean by having all capitals on my title? And I'll try to stop commas that much really), Yuki Hikari, (thanks you're ideas for a mean Gin, maybe I'll make him meaner, but for right now I have to get him in a depressed mood a little bit, I might incorporate it later but thanks!!) and to Bloody-Ribbon, (thanks for not caring about OOCness I really don't either, I just worry about what other people think too much sometimes). On with the story!!

"LET'S START THE MEETING!!" Yachiru yelled out over the crowded room of shinigami women. Banging on the table with a lollypop because she didn't have a gavel, the extra noise diverted everyone's attention to the podium.

Isane, Matsumoto, Nemu, Rukia, Soi-fon, and Kiyone turned around at the president's voice. Happily playing with her pretend gavel, she ran around the room going through the meeting plans that were there. Nanao calmly replaced her after that.

"This meeting will now come to order." Nanao said. "New business today we have a new member to introduce, Etsuka Wu." Sheepishly she stood up and introduced herself.

"Hi, I'm Etsuka Wu, the new fourth seat from eleventh squad. I usually wear bright clothes and have an insane passion for ramen and ice-cream. Uhh what else…..I also like to keep chopsticks in my hair for some reason…….and I ……I guess that's it?" Everyone is staring, she thought. Well they could stare; at least they could remember what THEIR past life was like…

"O…k…then I'm guessing that's it for introductions?" Etsuka went back to her seat red-faced for embarrassing herself. No one seemed to notice though. Maybe it was just her imagination she thought. Nanao went on, "Now to the last item on our agenda, where we want to go for celebrating the upcoming of spring".

"SPRING BREAK!! GET IT RIGHT LIBRARY-SAN!!"

Yachiru popped out of nowhere knocking Nanao off her podium. "This is my part now Library-san, thank you. Ok since the last meeting we decided that we were going to all go someplace with anyone we wanted to invite. We all decided that we were going to put in ideas for someplace to go. Now let's present it, I think that we should all go to an amusement park! Somewhere in the real world obviously since there's only one Soul-Society theme park and it's really, really lame" pauses to stick her tongue out at Soi-fon who was one of the chief coordinators of the theme park. (hint: she made it based on a theme of an animal, guess what it was?)

Matsumoto suggested going to a bar/dance club; Isane wanted to go to the beach; Nemu wanted to go to the museum; Rukia wanted to go to Chappy-land. Everyone stared at Rukia, because it obviously wasn't real.

"What the heck is Chappy-land? I don't even think it's real", yelled an irate Soi-fon.

"No it's true it's really real, Ni-Sama already gave the funds and got the contract from Yamamoto signed." Just at that moment being lucky that Rukia was, a loud tremor crashed down somewhere to the west. Looking outside, Isane saw a sign which read, "New Chappy-land theme park, Opening soon."

A boggle-eyed Nanao tried to start discussion calmly again. This isn't going well at all, she thought. However, before she could say anything else, surprisingly Etsuka interrupted her.

"We could go to the movies?" she said.

Everyone turned around to stare at her in puzzlement. She felt that familiar rush of blood to her face, she could never get used to many people staring at her. Finally though she sighed because Kiyone finally asked, "Whats movies?"

She laughed. Honestly laughed. At this place she didn't think that she was capable of it. Everyone stared wide-eyed at her. It took a while for her to calm down and explain what movies were. After she explained they all thought that it was a really good idea.

"So it's a topic……" Nanao said. "All in favor of movies raise your hand", everyone did except Rukia and Soi-fon, both of whom wanted to go to their respective theme parks.

"Then it's decided, meeting adj..." at this point Yachiru steals her gavel and smacks it on Nanao.

"Meeting done. Bye-bye" she said while running to grab Etsuka and getting out of there.

"That was ………….strange"

"Oh c'mon it wasn't that bad."

Yachiru was trying to console her about why the meeting was a huge success. Obviously her attempts weren't a huge success either. They were just finished walking from the eleventh squad office after their meeting from the SWA, (note: it means Shinigami Women's Association its way too long I couldn't). Their reason for going back to the eleventh office? They wanted more ramen. Kenpachi always keeps some ramen in his office. He was off drilling Yumichika on why his zanpakutou was useless. Yachiru recommended that they visit the new Chappy-land site to see what all the fuss was about.

When they got there, there wasn't much done yet. Byakuya was using Renji as a slave to try and carry all of the heavy rubble. Yachiru brought Kenpachi's entire ramen stash so they were well packed.

Byakuya walked over to the two, Etsuka still remembered his cold reaction to her from the meeting. But this time however he seemed happy. Perhaps it was because he could watch over his fukataicho working for more menial and tougher tasks maybe it was something else. Whatever the reason was, he was in high spirits the entire time.

"Yachiru-san, Etsuka-san. Could you take over trying to "encourage" Renji to do his best for the new Chappy-land?" Smiling and Byakuya are rarely used in the same sentence and Yachiru was taken aback by the sudden personality change.

"Umm sure Byashii-kunnnnnn" she said in her most annoying voice, dragging out the last part just to see if it infuriated him. It didn't, strangely he was in a good mood after all, and not even her teasing could do anything about it.

Etsuka spent the time letting her mind wander; she didn't want to order people around while Yachiru followed true to Byakuya's orders.

Gin was mad. He was more than mad. He was furious. Slamming his hand down on the table letting the soup from his bowl drip down from the table, he didn't even notice that his captain's robes were drenched with noodles and soup. His reiatsu was flailing madly, almost knocking down the Ramen attendant.

"More…..ramen…..Ichimaru-taicho?" asked the nervous Ikkaku. Apparently Yamamoto chooses to alter his punishment even more.

"Hmmm? Yeah gimme some more. And don't make it seafood next time. Get me kimchi."

"Right away" a second later Ikkaku was there the next second he was back with a fresh hot steaming bowl of kimchi ramen. Taking a huge gulp of it, he sighed and started reminiscing about his past meeting with Aizen.

"Aizen, are you sure about your plan?"

"Hmmm?" Aizen had been thinking also. "You don't want to continue with the plan? This is the first I heard of you disagreeing with me Gin."

"I'm not disagreeing. Not at all. We could still continue with the plan, it's just…"

"You still feel uncertain if it could work?"

"NOOO I would never doubt your plan Aizen. For certain, I know that it will work."

"Then what is it then?"

Gin sat there thinking. What had made him question Aizen? He still didn't know for sure. He didn't even know why he had started that conversation with him either. For some reason, something deep in the back of his mind made him want to abandon his plan altogether. Was it… no it couldn't be…?

Ever since he met her, she hadn't left his mind. Her auburn hair, her eccentric personality, her obsession for ramen, her clothing choices, how she loved all colors. He couldn't get it out of his mind. He was dark, void of all color, nothing escaped his minuscule eyes. Slamming his face on the counter, he tried to clear his thoughts. But he couldn't. All he could see was color. Closing his eyes he tried the same thing. Nothing. Perfect, he thought, all he saw was black. But then at that moment he saw color. Bright greens, reds, blues, purples, yellows, oranges, teals, all sorts of colors entered his mind.

Trying to blot them out, he found out that he couldn't. Couldn't get away from all the color. Maybe I should stop running. Running away from all the lights. Running away from all the joy in life. Let it all wash over him. Let it command his moods and emotions. He sat there, frustrated and alone. Never before had he felt so alone. She wasn't there he realized. Did he care? He thought that he shouldn't but found himself missing something. Something more. A joyful nature. A joyful sound. Something in his life. Now more than ever he felt abandoned. Was that the reason why he was so reluctant to leave?

He stared at his bowl. It was crudely shaped and was fully deep with soup. Noticing the color on the side made his heart ache. He rubbed his eyes a little and felt moisture on his sleeve. Looking at his arm, he saw that he had tears in his eyes. Why? He thought, why was he getting all emotional about this? Was it because he felt……… he couldn't finish the sentence. He knew maybe straight from the beginning that he wouldn't be satisfied. Nothing could make him happier, not even following Aizen with his plan. He knew that he felt like protecting her from all of the evil in the world, even though Aizen and he were included with the group.

But it couldn't happen. He knew that. He let that idea sink in. Her best friend hates him. Her captain thought he was scum. Everyone didn't like him. The only person who would ever really talk to him was Etsuka and Aizen. But he was planning to separate him from her. Was that why he didn't feel like following the plan? He had no choice however. He knew that it would be initiated; he knew that he would be a part of it. There was no getting away from that fact for certain. Is that why he felt that reluctant to leave? He repeated this in his head for a while. He tried to forget. He couldn't. Accepting that, he looked up to a wide-faced Ikkaku.

"Ahhh don't scare me like that!!"

"I'm so sorry Ichimaru-taicho, but you were spacing out there for a second. Besides its getting dark shouldn't you be getting back to your office? Besides it's almost closing time."

He looked up. Indeed it was getting dark. Just how long have I been spacing out? He thought. He sat there looking at his almost full bowl. Ikkaku noticed that he stared intently.

"See that's what happens. If you space out and don't eat your ramen, it gets cold like that"

Feeling agrivated, he launched his bowl at Ikkaku and marched off to third division office. His mark was true, getting up from the counter Ikkaku looked like a bald easter egg. (thanks for the line bloody ribbon, i compleatly forgot)

HA-HA I used an Easter expression. It's in the holiday season after all. I know it was a lame one, but I thought that I needed something to celebrate it and I just thought of it at the end. Work with me please? It's really easy to get emotional like Gin. There's too much crap in my life and I'm the garbage man trying to sort it all out. So right now, I feel like Gin. Not that good really. I need to get a hold of myself. But I find that that's harder every day now. Too much nostalgia and even events in my life right now. It's just all too complicated; I don't feel like boring you with the details.

There's that review button again, I must ask of you to please press it for me. Pretty please? If you like the story, then please review because I'm trying to decide on whether I should put in another chapter before I try an April-fool's chapter or if I should just wait for April Fool's day for my new chapter. If you review, another one might come out before. Basically it's like this:

Lotsa reviews: really long chapter about April-fool's day, maybe twice as long as my originals, or two chapters, one of April fools and another chapter on a random day. I'll decide which one to do, depending if I have a lot to do, expect a super cool April fool's chapter then.

Not a lot or none: an average chapter bout April fools day.

So please review, cmon you know you want to, or Gin will get mad and use shinso to smite you evil people. LOL just kidding. Trying to restrain him.