Bonjour! Sorry it took a while to update. I'm also sorry about not updating The Power of Love in a while, but it is in progress. This one is the song Up Against the Wall by Boys like Girls. It is a Choey fic and it takes place when Zoey is leaving for England. I hope you enjoy and review! Again, it's going to just be based on the song, the song is how I came up with the idea. Chase's POV.
Up Against the Wall
It's
over, look out below
and I'm wasted, I still taste it
Yeah it's
so hard to let go
So breathe in now, and breathe it out
The
forecast; A car crash
It's looking like another
Breakdown,
rebound
This could be my last goodbye
You crossed your heart, I
hope to die
And I can't deny your eyes
You know I tried to
read between the lines,
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw
me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and
lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all
No rewinds, no
second times
I won't break, I won't waste
Everything you left
behind
So don't follow, just let it go
But the weather's been
better
don't let it be another
Breakdown, rebound
This could
be my last goodbye
You crossed your heart, I hope to die
And
I can't deny your eyes
You know I tried to read between the
lines,
I saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against
the wall
Who said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I
wish that I had never loved at all
All the nights I spent
sitting at home
While you were out there on your own
All the
nights I waited by the phone
while you were going it alone
And
all your different faces
And all your different ways
of making
everything a mess
(And all I'm saying is that)
all your
different places and
All the complications laid to rest
And
I can't deny your eyes
You know I try to read between the lines,
I
saw a warning sign
And then you threw me up against the wall
Who
said that it's better to have loved and lost?
I wish that I had
never loved at all
And I can't deny your eyes
You know I
try to read between the lines,
I saw a warning sign
And then
you threw me up against the wall
Who said that it's better to have
loved and lost?
I wish that I had never loved at all..
Michael and Logan were in the lounge playing foosball. It was raining, hard. I was sitting on the couch, starring out the window. I felt of many emotions, sorrow, regret, anger, guilt and more. I was in denial about several things. One of those things being that Zoey would be back, willing to forgive me with wide open arms. The other was that it wasn't my fault at all. Even if I did talk to her, she still would've left. I knew that last one was one hundred percent wrong.
I pretended that I didn't care about her leaving. Everyone knew what my answer would have been. Why didn't they tell her? See; right there, being stubborn and blaming other people for what I did.
I loved Zoey from the day I saw her. If I would've just told her how I felt, this situation would be completely different. For the better or the worse? I don't know.
The worst part about this whole situation is that Zoey doesn't even know that my heart is broken. Zoey, still, has absolutely no idea about how I feel about her. Now, I will never have the opportunity to tell her either.
I wish that I didn't love Zoey. Yeah, I still would feel guilty and sad, but not as much. I would've just been like losing Nicole, or Dana. I was sad about them not being there, but I'll move on. I don't know how I'm going to move on from this. I probably won't.
Now I am walking outside, to the same fountain I sat on when my Grandmother died and Zoey comforted me. I try to redeem myself and come the conclusion, that I may never see the love of my life, ever again, and It's all my fault.
Zoey Brooks doesn't know, and may never know, that she threw me Up Against the Wall.
Okay, I'm going on vacation in the beginning of August so I'm hoping to have one more chapter for both of my stories up before I go.
I hope you all liked this chapter. I know it was short, but I don't find writing Choey interesting. Not that I don't like them it's just I don't find it interesting to read and write about them. I did it about them because my sister, who watched about 5 episodes in total, said that it was a great song for them. Anyway, please review, I don't care if it's saying how suckish it is or anything just please REVIEW!! Thank you!