Here is the chapter you've all been waiting for. I'm actually kinda scared your going to hate the next part. D: Please dont! But when Kairi gets home, I got carried away when describing things, then i thought to myself 'Wait...' lol. Well i hope you like this chapter, I'm disappointed at myself. But eh, you tell me. REVIEWS! PLEASE?!

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My Heart Mourns For You

Chapter two

Unexpected

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"Hello" I answered.

My feet were frozen in its tracks. My mind racing, I had a millions things on my mind. I couldn't believe it.

"K-Kairi?" It was him. I began to cry. I didn't know what to say. So I hung up. I couldn't take it, the pain. It was piercing me. It was too much for me. Namine walked beside me. She knew who it was. And she knew the pain I was in.

She whispered, "Kairi, you can go."

I looked at her, Namine looked sad too. I ran off, not caring about anything. I tried to ignore the pain, but I couldn't. My muscles ached. I didn't know where I was going. Soon I arrived near the dock. The sun was gone, nothing but the moon shone. I quietly walked to the ocean. Sitting down, I grabbed my knees. I began to shed tears.

After all this time, he calls me back when I try to find myself. I was actually having fun. It's been forever since I've had some fun. I was so caught up in being miserable. It took over me…I couldn't over come it. Just like my grandma said 'Be strong, even when times get hard.' But I haven't been strong I've been weak. I'm pathetic, there not. They tried helping me I denied them.

I sighed, "Your pathetic."

I kept repeating it to myself, because I was pathetic. I wiped my eyes, and stared vacantly at the ocean.

"You can catch a cold if you stay out here." A voice came from behind me.

I looked back to find Riku heading towards me. He sat down, and stared off too.

"Kairi, I want to help. In any way." He turned. His aqua eyes glimmered with the moonlight.

"I know, and this time. I'm going to let you." I smiled and laid my head on his shoulder. I wanted a new beginning, and I found it, in Riku.

"I think we should go now." Riku said standing up. He held out his hand, I grabbed it and stood up too.

"Yeah my mom and dad are probably worried sick."

We both walked wordlessly to my home. When we arrived at my house, the lights were off and the car was gone. Riku led the way. I fished for my keys, putting them into the lock. It unlocked.

I yelled, "Mom? Dad? Are you home?"

"I'm in here sweetie." My mom's voice was heard barely. She was in the office downstairs.

"Well, goodnight Kairi." He hugged me goodbye.

I smiled, "Sleep well."

He smiled. I closed the door behind him. I ran to the window in the living room, he was looking at it as he walked away. I waved goodbye and left. My tummy growled. My kitchen was cluttered with dishes. I decided to clean it then eat. After all the mess, I made myself food. The fried rice sizzled in the pan. It smelled scrumptious. I made sure to make a lot. The rice was done. I turned off the stove and grabbed a plate. Gently scrapping the rice onto the plate my mom walked in.

"Looks tasty." She replied.

"It should be." I chuckled grabbing a second plate

"Well your father went to one of his buddy's house. So its just us girls."

"Okay, do you want any?"

"Why not?"

I couldn't help but notice my mom's pleased smile.

"Why are you smiling so much?" I asked.

"Its just, y-your different."

I laughed and handed her plate. Taking a bite I heard my phone ring, it was Riku. I smiled and walked into the other room pushing the answer button.

"Hello?"

"Hi Kairi, are you okay?" Riku asked

"Yeah I'm fine."

"Okay, well. Do you wanna walk to school together?" His voice cracked a bit.

"Sure, why not? I'll see you at 7:40?" I replied.

"7:40. Okay. Well night."

"Night."

I was so ecstatic. Some weird feeling came over me. I went back into the kitchen were my mom was. She was sitting near the island watching TV. She was watching 'Sex and they City', that was her favorite show. Sitting next to her she turned.

"So, who was that? Boyfriend?" my mom joked.

"Mom, no. It was just Riku." I retorted.

"Oh, I haven't seen Riku in ages. Why'd he call?"

"He wanted to know if I wanted to walk with him. So maybe tomorrow morning you'll see him."

She nodded, "Alright. Well I'm going to go wash up. I'll be in the library if you need me."

Our house was big. When you walked in, first you see a long hallway leading to various places. To the right you could see spiraling stairs leading to my room. In that room was also a grand piano. To your left was the living room. Going more into the hallway at the end was our laundry room. To the right of the laundry room was our mini library. And straight across from the library, was our kitchen. The door next to the pantry was the staircase leading to the basement and to the right was another staircase leading to my parent's room and our bathroom. There were only 3 bathroom rooms. One was in my room, my parent's room, and our basement. We always had family parties or special occasion parties. It was nice. But it sucked because I was an only child.

My mom walked to her room. I finished eating, cleaning the plate and placing it in the dishwasher. My body ached. I walked slowly to my room.

Damn this hall is long.

Soon enough my stairs were in sight. I really don't know why I choose spiral stairs but I did. I thought the idea was cool. Ha, it's a pain sometimes. My room was a mess. Clothes were piled places, CDs were out of their cases lying near my stereo, my bed looked like a little kid jumped on it, and my bathroom door was being blocked with towels.

I sighed, "My god, I need to clean my room."

I grabbed all the clothes on the floor, putting the dirty ones in the laundry shoot, folding the clean ones and putting them away. It was starting to look better. I then put the CDs back in their cases. After I made my bed. My floor was visible and my bed looked good. My bathroom on the other did not. My counter was filled with make up products, cleaners, lotions and such. I cleaned everything. Quite satisfied, when my room was cleaned you could see how calming it was. My walls were a soft coral with white vertical stripes. My furniture was white with vintage designs. I loved my room.

I lied on my bed exhausted. My computer dinged, I slumped up. It was from Namine.

NamineX3: Are you okay?

Kuraiiiii: Yeah, I'm better

NamineX3: That's good. I was worried…

Kuraiiiii: You shouldn't worry. I know how to take care of myself.

NamineX3: I know, but…

Kuraiiiii: Namine! Please. I. Am. Fine. No worries geeze.

NamineX3: I'm sorry, don't be mad.

Kuraiiiii: No, I'm not mad, but no I am. Because your worrying, just leave me alone. D:

I signed off, I was mad now. She doesn't have to worry. I know how to take care of myself. Now she's probably mad at me. Whatever. I hopped in my bed still in my day clothes. I was too lazy to change. I soon fell asleep.

My dream left me breathless...

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WELL?

:O Kairi's into Riku?! I bet you were all thinking it was Roxas. But I accidentally gave off the wrong signal, sorry. :3 But...DIDJA LIKE IT?! I hope so, chapter 3 will take me a while so maybe sometime next week? Okay, now I want you to...

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