Disclaimer: I only own twilight in my dreams

Disclaimer: I only own twilight in my dreams!

I was asleep on my bed when I heard a knock on the front door. Reluctantly I got up and answered the front door.

"Good evening Miss Swan, I am Officer Andrew Mackey I would like to have a word with you."

"Um… sure come in. What's wrong?" I said sitting on the couch. Out side there were police lights going in every direction.

"Miss Swan-"

"Bella"

"Bella, you know that your father was away at a convention this weekend correct?" I only nodded

"Well, during this meeting there was a robbery down town and all the police at the convention went to the robbery site. There was gun fire tons of it. Sadly your father, Charlie, was one of the few of the men to get shot." I looked up confused.

"Bella, um… Charlie, your father… he is… um… dead." I screamed and started to cry. The officer held me tight and whispered that it was okay. The officer left me there crying after a few hours. I fell asleep alone, without Edward, without Charlie, without Jacob.

THE NEXT EVENING…

"We are all gathered here today to remember Charlie Swan. He was not only a great Police Chief, but he was a great father. He loved his daughter more then anything in this world and he would never stop talking about you Bella. He was extremely proud of you. It is always sad to see some of our greatest heroes go, but sometimes we have to remember that they are in a happier and better place and we need to let their spirits be free. We shouldn't grieve about their deaths but we should be celebrating in our hearts because they are in a place where they belong. Up above with god. We will all be reunited sometime or another in life." The ceremony went on and on and on. I cried the entire time and nobody was there to comfort me. Jacob wasn't speaking to me, Charlie was dead, Edward was gone and my mother was too pregnant to fly up here for the funeral. As they lowered the coffin into the ground, I whispered my goodbyes to all of my memories.

"Bella, I am so sorry." Angela whispered while hugging me. Every citizen of Forks said their sorries and by the time they were all done I was tired and was ready for bed. On the drive home I thought about what I was going to do for money. I didn't have a job, Renee needs to support the baby and Edward isn't here to help me.

Well, I could sell the house and buy an apartment in Seattle. I could get a job somewhere and eat when and where I could with what money I had. I can empty the bank accounts and use the money for food and bills and such. Ugh… this is going to be hard. Oh, and I need to pay for gas too! 3 a gallon… YAY!

I walked in the front door and lay on the couch. I fell asleep quickly and I never wanted to wake up.

In the morning I ran to the bathroom and started throwing up everything I had eaten in the past week. I sat on the floor and waited for another round to come. The radio that was playing in the kitchen switched to commercials but there was one that caught my attention:

Are you pregnant? Have you been throwing up for weeks on end? Well I got news for you… you may be PREGNANT! You can be the mother of a child in as little a 9 months. To see if you are gonna be a mommy but a Clear Blue pregnancy test today…

I ran for my keys and drove down to the local drug store. I purchased a test and ran into the stores bathroom took the test. I ran out, paid for the box and ran back in to check on the test.

Omg… what does that mean? Ohhhhhhh shit…. that is….

I threw up once before leaving. My life was completely over.

OKAY GUYS, WHAT DO YOU THINK?? am I moving along to fast? I am having writers block right now so… please review. PLEASE!!

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