Hola Hola
no I'm not spanish

Thanks so much for your reviews. Sorry its been a while.

DISCLAIMER: I do NOT own FMA....sadly

Envy: oh dear god get over it already

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Cold.

Hard.

Dark.

Quiet.

No sounds but my breathing

Ouch

My head hurt, and where was I anyways?

The last thing I remember is...

oh...that's right....

I flicker my eyes open slowly, getting used to the light in the room.

Wasn't it night before?

Had I really been out that long?

I sighed and looked up to the ceiling.

I remember

I had fainted.

I think I hit my head on the table.

That must be why my head hurt.

They told me everything

How they attempted the forbidden, how they tried to bring their mother back to life after she died.

With human transmutation.

Ed lost his left leg...

when Al....lost his entire body...

Ed used his right arm as material in a transmutation to attach Al's soul to the suit of armor.

A blood seal, on cold hard metal, that's the only thing keeping one of my best friends here on earth.

I couldn't believe it.

So

I just kind of fainted.

I couldn't believe it...

How could they do something so stupid?

To attempt the taboo of alchemy.

What has never been done before...how could two innocent little boys...do such a thing....no, I cant think about it anymore.

I wipe my eyes feeling some tears coming up.

I wish I had been there, maybe then...maybe then I could have stopped them.

----EDS POV----

"Brother, you really should go check on her"

I looked over from the fire place at Al. "I've been checking, all night Al, cant I have a break? Its not my fault she hit her head like an idiot" I scoffed

"oh would you please just go, She needs to be up before Mustang gets here and gets the wrong idea, or something." Al protested back at me.

alright alright

"Fine." I growl standing and making my way up the long winding staircase.

As I neared her bedroom I slowed down listening to see if maybe she was sitting up talking to herself.

I remember having an awful habit of talking to herself.

…..nothing.....

I slowly turn the handle and open the door softly.

I blink in surprise seeing her sitting up in bed staring out the window.

Shes awake.

"well well" I start as she turns her head to look at me

"she lives" I finish with a smirk.

I watch as her pursed lips slowly form into a frown.

" you alright?" I ask. Which caused her frown to disappear immediately

I stare at her waiting for her response as I close the door behind me. "You fell over and hit your head, I'm sure your in need of some Aspirin right about now." I smirk again still waiting for a response

but I get none

only her silent emerald eyes peering up at my golden ones.

What was I expecting? A lightened mood. I could tell all of the thoughts that were racing behind those crystal clear emeralds were about the wrong Al and I had committed.

I could tell she wanted to ask questions.

Hell I could tell she wanted to ask questions last night as Al and I told her our long and Heart wrenching story. But she only sat in silence then as she did now.

Oh great

what have we done?

We've turned her mute

That must be it

Oh God mustang is gonna kick my-

"Edward"

I looked up in the middle of my thoughts to hear her mutter my name

"y-yeah?" I stutter back from not talking for a while

"I want to help you"

"help me? Help me what?" I asked utterly confused as to what she was talking about

"I wanna help you and Al, I wanna help you guys on your journey to get back to normal, I owe you both that much."

…..wait...what on earth is she talking about? She cant possibly be thinking about...

"Please"

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whoooo yay
sorry this took so long
I had a life for a while
but I was sick and out of school today, which meant nothing to do and no friends to talk to, soooo

UPDATE

xD reviews plz

-MER