As Amon carried her around everywhere showing her every door and window was locked, she started to fall asleep on him, Amon climbed the stairs with her in his arms and the pup behind them, when he got to the guest bedroom he sat her in the chair and pulled the covers down and gently picked her back up and sat her on the bed, Robin grunted,
"Come on, we have to take these rags off of you," Amon turning on a lamp by the bed and walking out he went to his room and grabbed her one of his large shirts that came down to her knees. Slowly he walked back in, Robin just sat there naked holding the blanket up to her chest hiding her chest, when Amon walked over to her he could tell Robin was spacing out, tears were slowly running down her face, slowly Amon put the shirt on her and her arms in the arm holes. Slowly she raised her head, but she didn't look at Amon,
"Stay Amon," Robin so softly, Amon took out his handkerchief and wiped her tears away from her face, he didn't know what to say, he was still wanting to find the mere human man that had done this to poor little Robin, Amon gently lifted her legs and slid them under the covers and pulled the covers up over her. Again he walked out of the room, Robin figured he had gone to bed, slowly she got up and made her way over to the window and looked out, there was a street lamp outside, Robin could see little tiny snowflakes falling from the sky, slowly she raised the blinds to get a better look at the snow. A few minutes dragged by, Amon came back in, he was in crimson silk sleep pants and nothing else, he had brought a cloth to clean the junk off of Robin's face, and a glass of water with some sleeping pills.
"Robin," Amon growled, Robin glanced to the side,
"I wanted to see the snow," Robin sliding down to rest on her knees in the floor, Amon threw his blankets and pillow on the floor by Robin's bedside, slowly he put the glass of water and the pills on the bedside table and walked over to her, he glanced outside and then drew the blinds, slowly he sat down with her,
"Close your eyes," Amon boomed, Robin stared at him, finally she closed her eyes,
"What the hell was Dojima thinking? And you, why would you let her do something like this to you, who were you trying to impress?" Amon growled semi quietly as he started to wiped her face off that held a mixture of salty tears and running makeup. Robin was quiet,
"I thought you might show up, I wanted you to see that I am not a child anymore, to prove to you that I was a grown woman, you of all people know me, you know me better than anyone else, or you should, you should have seen the level of maturity that I held when I first arrived, and that I still hold today," Robin getting a little upset, Amon was caught off guard,
"You know I never party, you know I don't ever have any fun like a normal kid should," Robin slowly opening her eyes and looking away from him.
"And now all that might be coming to an end, if I am pregnant," Robin hanging her head, slowly Amon put the rag on the floor to the side, he slowly took her hair down out of all the pins that Dojima had stuck in it,
"Robin, don't worry about the future, things will work themselves out, and do you know why you were raped tonight?" Amon boomed, Robin shook her head, he gently lifted her chin, he stared in her eyes,
"Because you were gorgeous, and because the guy was a bastard, a dead bastard if I get my hands on him, I don't care if he was a drunk mere human man," Amon growled again. Robin smirked,
"You think I was gorgeous?" Robin quietly, Amon looked at her angrily, he hated that these emotions were flying out of his mouth like this,
"Yes, Robin, you were gorgeous, you don't have to hide behind a long dress anymore, you aren't in the monastery anymore, you can dress however you want," Amon explained, Robin was starting to shake a little, she crawled over to Amon and curled up to him, her head resting against his chest over his heart.
~She may even need you to sleep with her and hold her to let her know that you are there.~ the doctor's advice sticking in his head, Amon slowly wrapped his arms around her, he grabbed a blanket and wrapped himself with huge soft blanket and held the blanket around Robin in his arms.
"I'm not alone…anymore," Robin mumbled as she fell asleep, Amon's fingers without notice started gently playing with a small amout of Robin's hair, he closed his eyes,
"You were never alone Robin," Amon whispered, he waited till Robin was good and asleep and decided to lay her down in the bed.
"Don't leave me," Robin feeling his heat being pulled away from her, he gently got under the covers with her and pulled the covers and her close to him, she rolled over and placed her head over his heart, he stared at her.
~She is so scared, that's why she is acting like a child, she needs someone right now.~ Amon reminding himself, slowly he planted a kiss on her forehead, Robin slowly raised up,
"I …cant sleep Amon," Robin eyeing the water sitting on the table, Amon looked in the direction she was looking in. He reached over and grabbed the water and gave her the water, he grabbed the sleeping pills,
"Take these, they are sleeping pills, I don't know if they will work for you or not, but its worth a try," Amon giving her the pills, she swallowed them with the water,
"Thank you for taking care of me Amon," Robin quietly, Amon stared at her,
"Robin, we are partners, and I haven't been the best partner to you but that's going to change, come on now get some sleep," Amon explained. Robin laid her head back down on his chest,
"Amon, I know this is going to sound stupid, but can you sing to me," Robin hoping he wouldn't turn her down. Amon's mouth dropped opened a little,
"What do …you want me to sing?" Amon clearing his throat, he knew he couldn't sing, he never sung,
"Just sing something to lull me to sleep….um, I kind of like hearing your voice," Robin blushing against his bare chest, he could feel the heat her face gave off, he smirked,
"I think you are about the only one, even I myself can't stand to sing, in fact I've never sung in my life, not even in the shower," Amon stated.
"Okay then," Robin sighed, she started drawing her fingers on his bare chest, he found himself closing his eyes,
~Robin's thin soft fingers feel good against my skin,…what am I saying, Robin is 16 she isn't even legal to get married to, I would get arrested for being with her.~ Amon grunted. Again he cleared his throat, he started to sing but he started out so softly she had to concentrate hard to hear the words he was booming out;
Broken this fragile thing now,
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I wont walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Here I go, so dishonestly leave a note for you my only one, and I know you can see right through me so let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
Amon felt Robin had stopped rubbing her fingers on his bare flesh in the middle of the song, he thought about the words to the song, he held Robin tight, as his gun laid on the table next to him.
"Robin, I don't know if I will ever be able to tell you this when you are awake, but you are my only one," Amon strongly boomed, he turned the lamp off, Robin smiled and her eyes couldn't help but leak out a couple tears. Amon fell asleep as he gently rubbed her back and turned toward her and buried her in his arms but he made sure to give her some breathing room and he soon fell asleep.
4 in the morning
Robin jerked, she sat straight up in bed and she was pouring with sweat, Amon felt her jerk up, he started rubbing her back, slowly he pulled her back into his arms, Robin looked at Amon,
"I'm... scared," Robin starting to shake, Amon had his eyes closed, he petted her hair,
"Shh, that human isn't going to hurt you, remember you are a craft user, you can defend yourself like you have always been doing," Amon gently running his bare fingers over her arm,
"I can't I'll freeze up, I wont be able to use my powers," Robin laying her head on a pillow.
"That's why you will have me watching your back, as long as you have this," Amon pulling out her locket from within her shirt that was still latched around her neck,
"As long as you wear this, I will be around watching your back," Amon boomed tiredly. Robin stared at his eyes,
"Did you mean it, did you mean what you said after you stopped singing?" Robin quietly, Amon stared at her,
"Yes, Robin, now, try and go back to sleep," Amon still holding her and still lightly running his fingertips over her arm, Amon closed his eyes, Robin slowly allowed her eyes to shut and sleep to take over.