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Casper stayed as far away from us as she could when she wasn't at work. I guess it is because she shared so much with us and she didn't want to share it. I know after I heard everything she said it made me feel even worse for all the shit I have been doing to her. So today I was going to go to her and tell her everything. I'm going to make her see just what I have been trying to hide from her since I first saw her in the ring with them. But the question is will she let me be there for her again. I don't know but I know that I have to try or Mark and Glen are going to kill me.
So when I saw her in the hallway and she was alone I knew that it was now or never. "Hey, Casper will you stop for a moment please!"
She stopped and looked at me. I felt like shit when I seen her eyes. They were puffy and it looked like she hasn't slept in weeks which I do believe since it's been three weeks since we had that run in. "What do you want Hardy?"
"I want to talk. I want to explain everything to you." I said to her.
"I'm sick and tired of all your excuses so if that's all you are selling then I ain't buying got it?" She asked me before she headed into the locker room that she had to herself.
"I got it." I said as I walked in.
She was sitting on the bench looking at me as I closed the door. I didn't know what I was going to say but I knew that I had to make her see that everything that I am saying is true. "Well, I'm waiting say what you need to say so I can get on with my day."
"I know that when I took that bet it was wrong but I wanted to fit in and thought that it was going to be easy. That was until I got to know you. I knew then that you deserved better than that. But they wouldn't end the bet. I didn't care about the money I had to pay to them no I cared about the hell I was going to put you through. When you came out during my match and started to beat my ass I knew that you found out. I thought one of them told you because I just gave them the money. I told them that I wasn't going to do it. I saw the tears that ran down the mask and I felt lower the low and for the first time in my life I knew that I hurt someone that I loved.
It doesn't matter now and I know that but when I saw you in that ring with Mark and them those feelings came back and I didn't want you to see that. I had to hurt you so you would leave this was what I thought. But I will stop and I will try my best to make up for everything that I have done to you because you mean the world to me and I don't think that I will stop until you are mine. I can't Casper. I love you so much and I will not hide it anymore. You soon will be mine." I said as I watched her face.
No emotion showed on her face as she listened to me and I knew that was good because that meant that she reverted back to the heel that she use to be. When she would just do her job and go. I caused this and it hurt me to know that.
"You think that I would just fall apart in your arms after that don't you? Well, sorry to piss in your cornflakes but I'm not. See the one thing you forget is I choose who I will fall for. I will not ever fall for you again Jeff you made sure of that years ago. Sad isn't it that the Hardy boy doesn't get what he wants. But it doesn't matter to me because you aren't what I want to, so stay away from me and make sure the others do too because I am not falling for anyone's shit. Make sure they know this. Now get out." She said to me before she grabbed her bag and walked out of the room.
I sat there not knowing what to do. How can I fix this because if I tell them what she told me to tell them then I know that I will be dead? There was no doubt about that. I don't know how long I sat there but by time I left the locker room it looked like I was the only one there. That was when I heard the sound of punches. I followed the sound to the gym and looked in the window in the hall. There she was hitting the punching bag and from the looks of it her knuckles were split open because every punch left more blood on the bag. "He thinks that I do know this. He thinks that they know me well enough to try to save me. Well, I don't want to be saved anymore. I want to be left alone so I don't have to worry about more pain."
By the sound of her voice I knew that she was crying. Casper never cried and I knew then that she wasn't as emotionless as we all thought she was. No she felt and she felt deeply. Now I understood. I walked to the door and looked at her as she moved away from the bag and to the wall which she started to punch. I raced in and grabbed her by her waist taking us both to the floor. I rolled onto her as I pinned her hands to her side. "Stop doing this!"
"Get the fuck off of me!" She growled through the tears.
"I hate myself for doing this to you." I said to her and she locked eyes with me.
"I hate you too." She hissed as she tried to move me but she was pinned and couldn't go anywhere.
I grabbed my cell from her pocket and called Matt. "Hey bro where are you at?"
"I'm with the Doc I hurt my knee again." Matt said to him.
Well bring the doc to the gym because Casper has hurt herself really bad." I said to him.
"We'll be there in a minute." He said before we hung up.
I looked down at Casper to see her watching me with sad eyes. Eyes that showed me that she wished she was mine. But then it changed and I saw the rage. The Rage that was always there that no one has ever seen before until now. "I use to wonder if you felt at all but I now see that you feel everything that is said and done to you and for what I have been doing and have done I am sorry because I know that I hurt you worse than you ever wanted me to reach. I do love you Casper and I will not sit back and watch you as you keep hurting yourself because you don't want to hurt the ones that did this to you. But I am here to tell you that you need to hurt me so you don't hurt yourself anymore."
"I can't hurt you don't you see that?" She asked me.
"Why not?" I asked her.
"I can't hurt you or Mark or Glen because I'm in love with all three of you damn it!" She screamed at me before Matt and the Doc walked in.
"And what have you two been doing?" The doc asked as he bent down.
I moved off of her and she sat up and rubbed her hands down her face showing them just what she has done to herself. "How did you do that?"
"Wall and punching bag." I said to him.
He sighed and softly took her right hand. "Matt, go get me some warm water and some towels."
When my cell rang and I saw that it was Jeff I knew something has happened. "What do you want Hardy?"
"Casper has broken both of her hands. She is out of commission for a couple of months. But the thing is she doesn't got a place to go to and she will be going to my place but I don't get off for a few weeks and I know that since she is out for a while you and Glen will be too so I thought you three could go to my place and chill until I get there." Jeff said to me.
"How did she break her hands?" I asked him shocked.
"A wall and a punching bag. She messed them up pretty bad but it could have been worse. But we'll be at the hotel in twenty minutes can you meet us in the lobby oh and I will be staying with Casper tonight so I can help her do whatever she needs done." He said to me.
"She is out isn't she?" I asked him.
"Yeah doc gave her some pain pills and she took one and is giggling at stupid shit as we speak. No Casper we aren't going to the bar." He shouted away from the phone.
"We'll be down there." I said before we hung up.
"Casper broke both of her hands and needs help getting to her room. Jeff said that since she is out and has no place to go that we are chilling at his house for a while until he gets off. So let's head down there because the last thing I heard was him telling her no they weren't going to the bar." I said to Glen.
"This is going to be a sight to see." Glen said as he headed to the door.
That is for sure." I said before we walked out of the room.
When they arrived at the hotel I saw Jeff and Matt trying to stop her from racing in and going to the bar. So I walked out picked her up and carried her in. "Oh look a hot ass."
I jumped when she patted it softly and then laughed when she started to giggle. "Come on sweet thing let's get you to your room so you can rest."
"I don't want to rest damn it I want to get a drink and have fun!!" She whined to me as we got onto the elevator.
"You are in no state to have a drink." Glen said to her.
"You guys are no fun!" She said and I knew that she was pouting. Oh yes this was going to be fun.
"How is she going to take a shower?" I asked Jeff.
He looked down but I saw his face was red before he did. "I will be washing her and you two will have to take turns before the casts come off no matter what she says." He said and I couldn't help but smile. For three weeks she hasn't spoken to us out of work And now she will be at our mercy for a few months and I couldn't wait for it to happen. This was going to be fun as hell.
"So you are staying with her tonight why?" I asked him.
"Doc told me too." He said to me.
"Well, one of us could." I said to him.
"No I got it tonight but you guys are leaving tomorrow for my place. You remember how to get there don't you?" He asked me.
"I sure do." I told him.
"Well, since we are a state away Vince said you can drive there." He said to me.
"No Problem I'll get us there in three hours. Anything you want us to do?" I asked him.
"Just put all my mail in the office. You have free run of the house." He said to me as the elevator doors finally opened and we stepped out to our floor. I headed towards her room with them following me.
"So how are we going to play this off?" Glen asked them.
"It was taken care of at the arena. We had KellyKelly pretend to slam both her hands in a door. It will be played tomorrow night on Smackdown." He said to him.
"Hey Girl where is your key card?" I asked her but got no answer.
"She is a sleep." Matt said and we all laughed.
Glen reached into her back pocket and slid out the keycard and handed it to Jeff. He slid it in and opened the door. Then he moved aside and let me carry her into the room. I went to the bed and put her on it. Then I removed her shoes and her socks. I also moved her long hair out of her face and looked at her. "She is beautiful when she is a sleep and not having bad dreams."
"You aren't so bad yourself big boy." She said as he opened her eyes and looked at me.
"Damn Glen did you have fun in my back pocket?" She asked as she went to sit up. But when she went to push with her hands pain shot up and I saw it in her eyes.
"That didn't last long." Jeff said to her.
"I told you it wouldn't and no one believed me. Can someone please help me sit up?" She said and I pulled her into a sitting position by her elbows.
"Thank you Deadman." She said as she looked at me.
"No problem little Angel." I said to her and she smiled.
"I was stupid and I am sorry about this." She said softly.
"It's ok sugar we needed the time off. It doesn't bother us. Plus this way you won't stink until you get the cast removed." Glen said to her.
"No Fondling or I'll have to kick your asses. I won't need my hands for that." She said to him.
"Oh really?" He asked and I could have sworn I saw Jeff getting mad.
"You know Jeff is giving you a shower tonight don't you?" I asked her.
"Yes and believe me when I say this it goes for him tonight." She said with a snort.
"I'll behave." Jeff said and we all laughed because we knew that he wasn't joking. Everyone knew that Jeff had a wandering hands problem and he would have to fight against it while she is naked in front of him.
Damn I just got a hard on thinking about her naked. I wonder if she has red hair down there too. "Ok well we are going to go and let you rest."
Whenever I walked out of the room I heard Glen hiss at the pain he was trying to hide from us. "Don't worry brother I know that feeling."
"You guys are lucky as hell being able to touch her body and there was nothing that she can do about it." Matt said as we headed towards our rooms.
"I would rather have her willing then like this." I said and Glen nodded to me in agreement.