5
"Come on Casper don't act like a child. Spread your legs so I can wash you there." He said and I shook my head.
"No that is just not right I can't believe I did this to myself. You are not touching me right there." I said to him.
"I have to wash you there." Jeff said to me.
"No you don't." I said to him.
"Don't make me get Glen and Mark back here to hold you." He said to me.
I lowered my head and slowly spread my legs so he could reach between them and wash my private area. I wanted to hit him but the spark that happened when he touched me almost made my knees weak. I couldn't believe after all these years I had his hand between my legs. When he went to remove his hand I closed my legs and leaned back against the wall and looked at him. "Do it."
"Do you know what you are saying?" He asked me.
"You wanted me before now do it." I said to him.
His fingers slowly moved between my legs and I closed my eyes. It felt so good and I knew that it wouldn't take long for me to come. "Open your legs so I can do something more."
I opened my eyes and looked at him. He was naked and I looked down. "You want to do me don't you?"
"Yes." He said to me as he stepped in under the water.
I knew that I should tell him no but I dreamed about this for a long time. "Be gentle." I opened my legs and he poured water on me and I watched as he kneeled and brought my legs around his head. My eyes rolled into my head when I felt his tongue on me I wanted to grab his hair but I didn't.
I screamed out his name as I convulsed around his fingers and rocked back and forth. He looked up at me and I looked down at him. "I'm not going to have sex with you tonight Casper. I want you to be sure that I'm the one that you want because I do want you and I do love you. I know that I am not the only one that has their sights set on you and I know they are good men too. So I'm not going to do that to you and have you regretting it."
I couldn't help the tears that slid down my cheeks. "Thank you Jeff and I forgive you."
When he pulled the shirt over my head and softly pulled my arms through I watched him. "Kiss me Jeff."
"What?" He asked me.
"I said kiss me. You didn't in the shower and I want you to kiss me." I said to him.
He bent down and put his hands on my cheek and the back of my head and then captured my lips. I melted right there and knew that this was going to be very hard for me because he wasn't the only one that made me feel like this when he kissed me. When we parted I smiled at him. "WOW!"
"I know." He said before he kissed my forehead. "Pizza will be up in a few minutes."
I nodded and leaned back against the back of the bed. "Now how am I going to play my playstation 3?"
"I'll play for you because I know that you like to watch too." He said and I smiled.
"You know Jeff I have missed this very much." I whispered softly when he sat down beside me.
"I have too Casper." He said before there was a knock on the door.
"Pizza!!" He said and jumped off the bed. I laughed and shook my head he was always happy when pizza came.
He opened the door and paid the guy that had the pizza and grabbed it from him. "Thanks keep the change."
I laughed when he kicked the door shut and rand to the bed and sat down. "I got you your favorite pizza."
"You got me meat lovers?" I asked him.
"That's right." He said to me.
"Are you going to feed me?" I asked him.
"Yes I am." He said to me and I smiled.
It was interesting having Jeff feed my three pieces of pizza. Then he gave me my pill and started to play a game. I watched until my eyes couldn't stay open. Jeff then put me to bed and I went fast to sleep.
I woke up three hours later when Jeff got into bed beside me. I rolled over and cuddled up to him before I went back to sleep. I knew then that I just might be falling for him all over again. This time if he breaks my heart I'll destroy him. No one will remember Jeff Hardy.
I woke up the next day around ten am and saw that Jeff was still a sleep. I had to pee really badly but I didn't want to wake him up. So I moved out of bed as slowly and softly as I could so I wouldn't wake him and not hurt my hands too. I made my way to the bathroom and saw that the seat was up. I rolled my eyes and used my foot to lower it. I got my underwear down without hurting myself and sat down on the toilet. I sighed at the feeling of peeing it felt great but when I was finished I wondered how I was going to wipe myself. "You know you should have waked me up."
"I know but you looked so cute asleep. Now come in here and wipe me please." I said as I gave him my puppy dog eyes.
"I hate that look you know." He said as he walked into the bathroom.
"I know but it works so well on you." I said as he got some paper and I spread my legs.
He wiped me and folded it then wiped me again. I giggled when he went to wipe me a third time and shook my head. "If you wipe more than twice you are playing with it."
"I was hoping your wouldn't notice." He said with a smile.
"I did but I wasn't going to say anything but it tickled." I said as I stood up and he pulled my panties up.
"We need to get you dressed and packed so you can be on your way to my house." He said to me.
"When will you be off?" I asked him.
"In four weeks so don't kill then until I get there so I can help you hide the bodies. They will be taking turns bathing you so don't act so childish and not let them. Because they will hold you and do it anyways." He said as we walked into the room.
"What would you like to wear?" He asked me.
"A dress so they won't have to fight with my pants to get them undone." I said to him and he nodded as he went to look for a dress. "There is a black one that will do fine hanging up in the back."
"Flats or heels?" He called.
"Flats." I called back to him as I sat down on the bed.
He came back out with a strapless black dress and my flat boots. I smiled and sh sat them down on the bed. I was a good girl while he got me naked and then put the new clothes on me. I don't know why I didn't just jump on him right then but I knew that it would be him that I first give myself to no matter if we don't stay together. I don't know why but I know that it will be him.