6
When I got into the truck with Mark and Glen I felt a little weird because I don't know if I am going to be able to keep myself from doing what I did with Jeff in the shower. They might not have the control that he had but I knew that the only way I was going to be able to stop it was to have control over my body. "Are you ready baby girl?"
"Did Jeff give you my pain pills? I don't want to be in pain the whole time we are gone." I said to him.
"I have the bottle and it has one refill on it." Mark said to me as Glen closed my door and then got back in.
"So did Hardy behave last night?" He asked as he turned around and looked at me.
"He is alive isn't he?" I asked him.
"I heard moans coming from your room last night was everything alright?" Mark asked me seriously and I knew that they were trying to find out what happened between me and Jeff last night.
"How about we pretend that you aren't trying to dig for information and I'll tell you that Jeff and I came to an understanding last night nothing more and nothing less. And the moans that you heard were from pain. He got up in the middle of the night and got me another pain pill." I said to them.
"You only had one bed in your room so where did he sleep?" Mark asked me.
"He slept in the bed with me." I said to him and I saw the surprised looks on their faces in the mirror.
No one talked for a while after that and I leaned my head back and closed my eyes. I hated myself for doing this. I have never hurt myself before and now that I have I feel so stupid. I couldn't believe I allowed my anger and pain to take over like that. But I guess that is what happens when you bottle it up for so long. At least I didn't hurt anyone else. That would have made me feel really badly. "Hey, baby girl what do you want to eat?"
"I want a milkshake." I said to him.
"That isn't food." Mark said to me.
"So it's what I want." I said to him.
"I'll get you the milkshake if you get some food too." He said back to me.
"Fine I want a Mcmuffin no egg and extra bacon." I said to him.
"How many do you want?" He asked me.
"Three." I said to him and he smiled.
"Good. We'll go in and eat so you don't have to lean up to take bites from Glen." He said to me.
"Alright but I need my hat." I said to him and he nodded before we turned into a McDonalds.
When we walked in everyone stopped what they were doing and stared at us as we made our way to the front. Times like these made me wish I was short. But I didn't try to hide my face or anything as I made my way up to the counter to tell them what I want. They wouldn't make me a milkshake and I got pissed off. "What do you mean you won't be making milkshakes for five minutes? Then wait those five minutes and then make me a chocolate one. We will be over there and waiting for it. So don't forget."
"Miss I'm sorry I am not allowed to take orders for anything that isn't breakfast for five minutes." He said to me.
"Fine let me speak to your manager." I said to him.
He left and went to get the manager. "Girl you can wait five minutes to order it can't you?"
"No the cold helps with the pain in my hands." I told him and he nodded.
"Can I help you?" An older woman asked me and I smiled at her.
"Yes you can help her. She broke both of her hands yesterday and she would like a milkshake because the cold numbs the pain in her hands. He won't even take the order for it because he can't for five minutes. What is so bad about taking the order now and then giving her the shake in five minutes?" Mark asked her.
"I'm sorry this is our policy we can give her a cup of ice if she would like. And then she can come and order the shake in three minutes." She said to him.
"Don't worry about it just get the food and come sit down." I said as I headed to where Glen was.
"Just get the food damn it. Can't you see that she is in pain?" He growled and they jumped into action.
Casper sat down beside Glen and he put his arm around me. "You ok dear?"
"No." I said as I leaned my head on his shoulder.
"Jeff didn't do anything stupid last night did he?" He asked in my ear.
"You mean did he take control of my body and fuck me so good that I couldn't move for like five hours? Or the fact that he ate me out and had me screaming his name in the shower but told me he didn't want to have sex with me because he did want me to regret?
Nope he didn't do anything like that. It was like I had my old friend back again and I missed him. I didn't realize just how much I had missed that until last night. I forgave him last night." I said to him softly.
I knew by the way he looked down at me that he realized what I have said and couldn't believe it. "What?"
I laughed and shook my head as Mark walked over with our food. "Well, it looks like you are in a better mood. What is so funny?"
"Nothing now come on I'm hungry." I said as Glen cleared his throat.
"I have a feeling that I just missed something and neither of you are going to tell me what it was." He said as he sat down and looked at me.
"See Glen I told you he wasn't stupid." I said to Glen and Mark glared at him.
"I didn't say you were stupid I swear." Glen said to him.
I giggled as Glen tickled my left side. Mark laughed as I tried to get away from him but he wrapped his arms around me and started tickling me on both sides. "This isn't fair stop it!!"
"Why should I?" Glen asked in my ear.
"I can make sure Mark is the only one that gives me a shower while my hands are wrapped." I said to him in between giggles.
"That was very evil. No wonder we like you so much." Mark said as Glen stopped and started to pout.
"Fine you get the first shower duty." I said with a snort.
"Good that means you get to eat before me." He said as he unwrapped one of my sandwiches.
"You are so sweet." I said before he let me take a bite.
"Don't tell everyone I have a Rep to keep up." He said to me and I snorted.
"Everyone knows that you are a sweetheart that is why you can play such an evil man. But tell you the truth I like that part of you too." I said to him before I took another bite.
"Does Kane turn you on?" He asked him my ear and I could feel my cheeks get red.
"Whatever you asked her made her go red in the face." Mark said with a laugh.
"I can make you go red in the face too big man, so don't think that you are safe." Glen said to him.
"Don't you even say it, not in public like this." Mark said to him.
"You can tell me when you give me my shower later." I said to him.
"I have better ideas for your shower." He said with a wink as I finished my last sandwich. I didn't even realize I was eating so fast. Looks like I like it when I get fed by others. I did when Jeff fed my pizza last night and I know that I have a warm feeling between my legs from getting fed by Glen. I wonder if this is weird.