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Jeff's POV

I couldn't stop thinking about Casper. Dad called me after they got there and said that he liked her. I knew there was more but he didn't say anything so I knew that he was pulling his match making powers again which I prayed would work even though I knew that he was doing the wrong thing. Casper didn't need to have me talked up. No she needed me to make sure that I didn't pull anymore shit on her. "Hey little brother what are you thinking about?"

"Casper." I said to him as he sat down.

"You really got it bad don't you?" He asked me.

"I have it worse than you ever did with Amy." I said to him.

"Then you are beyond bad." He said to me.

"Dear god tell me he isn't talking about Casper again." Shannon said as he sat down beside Matt.

"It's better than Beth." Matt said to him.

"Don't go there." I said to him and he looked at me.

"What?" He asked me.

"She called me last night saying that she missed me. Then she tells me that she loves me." I said to him.

"Please tell me you didn't say it back." Shannon said to me.

"No I didn't. In fact I told her that I was over her and that she needs to stop calling me because I moved on. She started yelling at me saying she knows that I some girl in my house. That she was fucking Glen and Mark. Which I know isn't true because Casper isn't like that. She told me no more than once and I know I can get anyone I want so I know they don't have a shot in hell." I said to them.

"Or are you hoping they don't have a shot in hell?" Matt asked me and I rolled my eyes.

"You just don't get it do you Matt everything changed least week. We took a step she never took before. I was the one she took the first step with and I want to be the first one she takes the final step with." I said to them.

"I pray you aren't planning to play my friend Casper like you have others. I will destroy you if you do Hardy believe that." Paul said as he walked up to the table.

"I wouldn't do that to her. I love her." I said to him.

He looked at me shocked as hell. "Hardy you don't fall in love."

"That's because I have been in love all along." I said to him.

"Don't you hurt her do you understand me?" He asked me.

I nodded as I stood up to go get changed. It was time for me to go to the hotel and I couldn't waut. Without Casper around I had no reason to stay at the arena after my match. I wasn't due to make another appearence tonight. "What you aren't going out with us tonight?"

"No I need to get some sleep." I said to Matt before I walked out of the room.

I couldn't slepp after watching smackdown. It sucks I know but just seeing him flying around in the ring I thought about the days before I found out about the bet. We were always hanging out. Then we kissed and I knew that everything was changing. A week later I found out about the bet and it all was lost. So how did my feelings for him come back just like that? I just don't get it anymore. Why do I allow myself the set up to get hurt. And now I'm doing it with three men. How can I do this to myself and not expect to be hurt? I just don't know. All I know is They all have something about them that makes me free like I'm human. I haven't felt human in along time. "Hey girl what the hell are you doing up so late?"

"Don't be calling me girl oldman." I grunted back.

"Your hands may be broken but that doesn't mean I won't bend you over my knee and tan that behind Casper?" Mark growled as he walked into my room.

"My hands may be broken but I will still whip your ass if you even try." I said to him as he sat down on my bed.

"So waht are you thinking about?" He asked as he moved the hair out of my face.

"About how stupid I was to allow everything to bottle up until I hurt myself like this. Why couldn't I have let it all go years ago when I knew that this would happen sooner or later." I said to him.

"We all do something stupid but we learn from it. You learned not to let it bottle up so it won't happen again. Take this as a lesson because it is a lesson Casper." He said to me.

"I shouldn't have to learn a lesson like this. I shouldn't have done this. It isn't who I am. This isn't what I left home to do. I left home because I knew that I could make it out here. I have more control over myself and I shouldn't have done this. I shouldn't have hurt myself like this." I said to him.

He looked at me for a long moment and I could see that he was trying to word it so he didn't piss me off. Alot was pissing me off lately and it wasn't their fault it's just I never have been so bored in my life. He ran his fingers through his hair and I followed his hand. "Look you aren't perfect no one is bust you are a great person. Even the great ones are allowed to make mistakes. We all do it and when it isn't what we do people understand because they all do things that isn't what they do so don't hate yourself. Plus tomorrow we are taking you shopping. Amy is coming so she can help you if you need to try anything on."

"You are sweet talking me right now aren't you?" I asked him.

"No we need to get you some things that will match Kane's and then mine outfits after I take you away from your husband." He said and I laughed.

"I don't know you look damn good and your leather coat. I almost jumped you the first time that you entered the ring with us. But I was a good wife and didn't do it." I said to him and he gave me an evil smile.

"You can jump me right now if you want to." He said to me in a soft tone that if I was standing might have made me knees weak.

I didn't get a chance to say anything because he kissed me and I wrapped my arms around his shoulders. God this man knew how to kiss. "Hey Casper... Oh Sorry."

"I broke the kiss and looked over his shoulder as Glen. "He started it I swear."

"You weren't stopping me." He said to me.

"Glen tell me the truth have you ever kissed Mark?" I asked him.

Glen looked at me with wide eyes and I smiled. "That's hot. Enough of that tell me were you able to stop him once he started to kiss you?"

He shook my head and I looked at Mark. "Your lips are pure sin Deadman. Just like the rest of you. Now out both of you it's time for me to go to sleep so we can go shopping tomorrow."

"You told her!" Glen said to him.

"You were coming in to do the same thing so you are just mad because I beat you to it." He said to him and I laughed as he helped me get comfortable on the bed before he turned the lamp off that was on by the bed.

"Do you need a pill?" He asked me.

"No Glen gave me one an hour ago. I don't want to get hooked on them." I said to him.

"I can understand that. Now goodnight Casper." He said to me before he kissed my lips softly.

He moved and Glen got into his place. "I get to pick out your panties and bras. Goodnight Casper." He said before he too kissed my lips.

"Goodnight boys." I said before I rolled over and closed my eyes.