I changed the second chapter a little bit, after I read it a few times I really thought there was no pull to the story so I changed the last bit a little bit. Please review, I've had many people read it just no reviews. I need to know if I should keep going or I should just delete?

Disclaimer: I own no characters, that's all Mrs. Meyer, I just loved to play around with them!

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Chapter 2

E-POV

"Oh come on Alice, you know you want to go" I tried to plead with her; I wanted to get out of the house it felt like the walls were closing in on me.

"Edward, Jasper wouldn't want to go, and I don't want to go without him" Alice whined. "Oh come on just for a little bit," My sister could be awfully stubborn, set in her ways. But I knew if I could just convince her for a little bit she would have a blast. For some reason she was trying to block her thoughts from me, hmmm…I wonder what it is that she saw, well if she really didn't want me to know then I guess I won't pry. "Okay, fine Edward, but if I am going then so is Rose and Emmett!" Alice said with not too much excitement.

Alpha, Beta, Gamma, delta, epsilon, zeta! She just kept reciting the Greek alphabet in her head; there was something serious she was trying hard not to think about.

So we all got into my car, since it was the only one that could fit us all. "Rose, I am going to dance the night away, great idea Edward!" Emmett was very excited to get out in public; he was always amused to show off Rosalie to the world. Square root of pi equals 1.77245385. I shot a quick glance at Alice who was sitting in the passenger seat staring out the window still keeping me out of her thoughts. "Alice what is your problem, what are you trying to keep from me?" I snapped at her with a little more attitude than needed. "Jasper, are you excited to get out of the house? I know you will do just fine tonight just focus on me!" Alice was ignoring me, "Whatever," I said under my breath. "Sometimes Alice you have a little too much confidence and I am sure I won't have a problem keeping my eyes on you!" Jasper replied back to his wife.

"We're here," I shouted out with much excitement. I walked straight to the bar, even though of course I was not going to drink or eat anything, but just to sit and watch everyone else. It was a little hard for me to just sit and watch other couples be happy, when I was never to go be with anyone. I was going to be alone for all eternity, because the one I truly wanted I left her so she could live.

"Put your hands together for our infamous Saturday night special, IZZIE!" The bar owner screamed into his mic. "Great, live music this will be wonderful," I mumbled to myself with sarcasm. "Actually, Izzie is really great, her songs are deep and meaningful, she is a lost soul but wonderful all the same," the bartender said to me with a watchful eye. "I apologize I didn't mean any offense to your performer," I felt pretty pitiful after that. But decided maybe I should just sit back and listen to the music.

Forbidden to remember

Afraid to forget

I have to be strong; I have to hold on till I find you

My heart won't beat till I see your golden eyes.

Right then, that's when I decided to look up at the singer on the stage, and that's when I noticed that those big brown eyes that I picture in my head everyday was looking at me too. I could see the blood rush to her cheeks, and he heart started beating faster and faster. She was just how I remembered her, so soft, so delicate, so beautiful. It was like she was singing to me as I stood there just staring at her, I wanted to just walk up to her but it was like my body was frozen where I stood. She stared at me like I was the only person in the room, like nothing else mattered. She stared at me like the past three years never happened, like we were back in forks at our meadow.

Tell me that you need me, tell me you want me

Tell me you'll never leave again; tell me you'll hold me

Tell me you'll kiss me; tell me you'll love me.

It was truly and honestly her. I just listened to her words, her voice was so precious. I am sorry Edward, that's what I have been keeping from you. When you decided to go out tonight, this is the moment I saw. But, I didn't want to stop you from coming. I know how much you love her and how much it is broken you to not be with her. I heard Alice from across the room, but I didn't look at her, I couldn't take my eyes away from Bella. Holy Crap! Is that Bella? Emmett thought pretty loud. Just to hear her name, even though it was in someone else's thoughts, it was like music to my ears, a little painful but still wonderful. OH MY GOD! NO WAY! Rosalie thought with great exuberance.

Tell me you'll love me; tell me you'll love me

Because I need you; I want you; I love you.

Did she just tell me she loved me still, that she still wanted me she needed me. She ran off the stage as the song came to a close. I couldn't help but to look for her in someone else's thoughts. I could see that she was crying as she was telling her boss she was leaving for the night. I ran to my car, because I couldn't let her get away. I stayed a car length behind her and I could tell she was still crying. Why was she crying, oh I wish I could comfort her tell her everything was okay. She finally pulled into a parking lot of an apartment complex. She walked so quickly, in such a rush tears still falling from her eyes. I waited in my car just staring at her window, listening to her breathe, listening to her cry. I saw her do something by the window and that's when I heard it, MY lullaby! So she found the c d and she still listened to it. If my heart was still beating it would've leapt out of my chest at that thought. Finally, I heard her breathing slow down and knew she was falling asleep, so I took the chance and went up to her window. Surprisingly, it was unlocked, so I slid it open quietly and leapt right through to her bedroom.

Ugh, what was that awful smell, I don't remember Bella's scent being that potent it made my nose wrinkle and want to go back out the window. I put the awful scent behind me and tried to focus on the real reason I was there. There was that scent I always longed for, she was right in front of me, she was still so beautiful. I felt a strong sense of déjà vu while I sat there watching her sleep. I wonder what she is dreaming about? Her heart is racing fast, and her breathing is becoming uneasy and that's when she screamed my name! I made a mad dash for the window when I stopped to hide in a dark shadow I just couldn't push myself to leave. So she was dreaming about me? This means she still thinks of me! I watched her go to the kitchen to get something to drink. As I sat there watching I noticed her shiver and look towards the window. I put myself a little bit deeper into the shadow. Oh No! I forgot to shut the window, stupid mistake. She walked over to close it and that when I decided to take another chance. I gently brushed the back of my hand across her cheek ever so gently.

"I love you; I need you; I want you; I'll never leave again; I'll hold you; I'll kiss you. I love you, Bella!" "Tell me you need me, tell me you want me, and tell me you won't make me leave, tell me you love me!" I recited her words from earlier from her song she sang. I hope that she still wanted and needed me and especially loved me.

"Edward!" She whispered, and that shot a flash of electricity through my whole body. The way she said my name took my breath away. "Bella," I answered back in the same tone of a whisper that she had. She just stood there looking at me, how I wish I knew what she was thinking. After all this time she was still a mental must to me, I hoped time might have changed that. But, she was still driving me insane with no thoughts to hear.

She started backing away mumbling to herself "I must still be dreaming, yeah that's it I am still dreaming, Izzie, come on wake up!" "Bella, no you're not dreaming, I am here right in front of you truly I am right here, you're not dreaming," I replied back with a soft gentle tone, so I wouldn't frighten her anymore than I already have.

B-POV

I felt it across my cheek, a soft gentle, cold touch. I didn't turn I was too afraid, that I would just be standing there alone when I turned around and that would hurt too much. Because, I must be awake, right? Then there was a voice to go with the touch, a soft, gentle, velvet like voice. I must still be dreaming, but this felt too real to be a dream. "I love you; I need you; I want you; I'll never leave again; I'll hold you; I'll kiss you. I love you, Bella!" "Tell me you need me, tell me you want me, and tell me you won't make me leave, tell me you love me!" Those were my words, that was my song, it was truly him he was right here in front of me, Reciting my song that was for him.

"Edward," I whispered, that shot a blow right into my gut, that was a name I never said out loud. And to finally say it was like electricity shot to my dead heart. "Bella," the beautiful man standing in front me said with a whisper. I started backing away mumbling to myself "I must still be dreaming, yeah that's it I am still dreaming, Izzie, come on wake up!" "Bella, no you're not dreaming, I am here right in front of you truly I am right here, you're not dreaming," Edward responded with a whisper.

"You were really there weren't you, in the club while I was singing, why are you here," I was still whispering in disbelief. "I didn't know you worked there, we are living in New York now and I just stumbled upon you," he was frantically saying so fast I could barely make the words out.

"NO EDWARD, WHY ARE YOU HERE? YOU LEFT ME, YOU SAID YOU DIDN'T WANT ME, YOU'VE HURT ME, I AM BROKEN," I said it so loudly I frightened myself. I waited for this day for awhile now, I didn't know if I would be prepared or if this day would ever come, the tears were flowing down my cheeks now. I just stood there watching his face, it was twisted in pain. I've hurt him, what have I done I didn't want to hurt him. "I am sorry I am here, I should go I see that it's too late, goodbye Bella," He still just stood there, he didn't move, I could tell he didn't want to leave.

"Edward, don't leave, please don't leave." I reached for him, it was like the past three years never happened, and it was like I was Bella again. I could feel my heart beating, it was racing so fast. His golden eyes pierced right through me. My dreams never did him justice, he was breathtakingly beautiful, and it almost hurt me to look at him. I had to look away, but he reached down and put a finger under my chin and lifted my head ever so lightly. I pulled away, and just stood there for a few seconds, I had hurt him again by pulling away from him. So I embraced this moment, and pulled him close to me and wrapped my arms around his neck and nestled my face in between his shoulder and neck. He breathed me in, and sighed every so lightly.

At this moment there were only a few things I wanted to say to him, but then the front door flew up open and someone was screaming my name. "BELLA!" The strong, intimidating, frightened voice screamed through the house. Edward flew me back behind him and he crouched down ready to defend myself and him. The intruder stopped in his tracks when he came into the room, and he was stunned. "Bella, are you hurt, what is going on, what is he doing here?" I didn't know what to say, there were no words for what was happening right now. Just a few minutes ago I thought I was dreaming the best dream I've ever had, and now it looked like my worst nightmare. I just kept opening my mouth like I was going to talk but nothing would come out. Finally, Edward spoke, "I thought I smelled something foul, in this house but I couldn't put my finger on it, I guess I now have a visual with the scent, why are you here Jacob?"