15
Glen
None of us has seen her in a week Amy is freaking out and that means that she has no idea what the hell is going on. Paul on the other han kept his cell on him at all times so I knew that he knew something. But he wouldn't say anything to us even though we threatened to get him in the cage with us. The only one that really didn't care was Dave and that pissed me off because he was the last person to see her.
Amy wlaked into the locker room and looked at us. "She is back."
"Where is she?" I asked as we all stood up.
"I don't think that you want to see her like this." She said before she looked down at her feet.
"What do you mean?" Paul asked her.
"She is wearing her mask." She said to us.
"Fuck." Paul hissed before he raced out of the room with us on his heels. When we went into catering we saw her as she sat on a table and leaned her back against he wall behind her. She was staring right at us and we all could tell. "Casper!"
"Casper isn't home at the moment so leave your name and number after the peep and she will call you back. Beep." She said in a dull deep tone that scared the hell out of me.
"Babygirl are you ok?" AMy asked as she slowly made her way to the table.
"Freak is always ok. You don't got to worry about her." She said before she leaned her head back and closed her eyes.
"Casper what are you doing?" Mark asked him.
"Ah deadman the one that steals souls. Do you want mine too? Well sorry to tell you I don't have one anymore." She said to him.
"Casper." Paul said.
"It's Freak." She said to him.
"No you are Casper." He growled.
I saw the sick smiled she smiled and the evil laugh that came from her lips before she said. "Casper don't live here anymore."
Paul ran at her and she was on her feet and had him in the air before any of us knew what was going on. "You called her your best friend and then you told her she need to be me again so here I am. So if you are mad at anyone then you need to be mad at yourself. You caused her to turn back to me. Seems tobe that I'm the only one that loves her enough to protect her. To help her. To show her how it's done. So Paul why don't you go play your game and let me rest before I show you just what I can do."
"Why aren't your cast on you hands?" Amy askedas she put Paul back on his feet.
"No need for them." She said befre she sat back down and leaned against the wall again.
"There is something really wrong with you girl." Jff said to him.
"Looks who talking Rainbow Hair still mad about losing that bet I see." She said to him.
"Actually no Casper and I got over it thank you very much." Jeff said to her.
"Now isn't that just sweet she forgave the rainbow warrior. That doesn't mean that I have. After all I was that tone that beat the hell out of you so bad that you couldn't sit down for a week." Freak said to him.
"I remember." Jeff hissed and I grabbed him by his shirt.
"Oh look my husband is so protective over me now. It's that the sweetest thing. Kane so protective of the one that he turned his back on." She said as she looked at me.
"I'm Glen." I growled to her.
"Like it matters. See this is the me that Paul wanted back so here I am." She said with another sick smile.
Casper
God I pray that this works because I can already feel myself breaking down inside. Whic meant that it wouldn't be long before I broke down in front of all of them. I slid off the table and stood up. "Where are you going?"
"I'm going to go somewhere besides here." I said as I rolled my eyes.
"Why?" Mark asked me.
"Well that would be so I don't have to deal with you guys right now. I mena this has been fun but I have more important things to worry about." I said before I walked past him and headed to the hallway.
As I headed towards the office Shane gave me for tonight I plled off the mask and sighed. This was harder then I thought it would be. How can I do this when I know that I'm not just hurting me but all of them too? I don't know but I know that I needed to figure something out before I go off the deep end because of all this. I walked into the office and closed the doo behind me before I locked it. Then I laid down on the couch and cried my heart out. This wasn't me and they all knew it. I knew it. But this was the only way I knew to push them all away from me. That's what I needed. I needed them to hate me so they would want me to leave.
"If that's true then why do I want them to hold me right now?" I asked myself as I closed my eyes.
"That would be becase no matter how hard you fight it you love them." Shane said from the desk.
"I really hate hwne you do that." I growled as I sat up and wiped the tears away.
"I really hate it when someone can't see that everything they want is right in front of them." He said to me.
"You don't know what you are talking about Shane so let it go." I said to him.
"No I'm going to let it go because I am tired of them hurting you and I am tired of you pissing them off. Superstars get hurt badly when they are pissed off or haven't you noticed?" He asked me.
"Yes I saw. I saw it because I had to see them. I had to watch their matches because I hated the fact that I wasn't with them. There are you happy I said it." I growled to him.
"No I will be happy when you stop being scared and go after what you want. Just do it Casper and you might be surprised how much the will love you for it." He said to me.
"I don't know they don't want to share me and that's howall this got started." I said to him as I leaned back.
"I can understan that but if they love you as much as I know they do then they will do anything just to have you. All you have to do is tell them what is in your heart." He said to me.
"You make it sound so easy when in fact we both know that it isn't ever easy with either or the ones we are talking about." I hissed.
"That's how you know that it is worth it. The harder it is the better it is for you sweetie." He said to me
"Fuck why do you always have to be right?" I asked him.
"I'm a McMahon of course I am always right." He said and I rolled my eyes.
"Talk about ego." I muttred as I stood up.
"Leaving so soon?" He asked me.
"No just going to the bathroom so if you don't mind whydon't you leave. I haven't slept in almost a week." I said to him.
"Fine but this needs to be delt with tonight." He said to me.
"No it doesn't but it will be delt with soon" I said to him.
"Make sure it is or I'm going to do it or you." Shane said to me.
"Stay out of it Shane." I warned him.
"Now I can't do that when you will owe it all to me for being able to tell them what you feel." He said with a wink.
"Out." I growled and he laughed as he stood up.
"Glad to see the real you back Casper." He said before walked up to me.
"Yeah it's good to be back." I said as I hugged him.
"Just think in a month you will back in the ring." He said before he left me to myself.