Disclaimer - I do not own anything you recognise ( I do own Ciara, Jen and Lucy ).
Bella P.O.V.
My chain of thought was broken when I heard my sister's yell, "Jenny give me back that shirt !" I heard my adorable little sister Lucy screech. "It's not yours it's mine, your one is pink" Jenny ever the calm one called back. "Girls !" my mother Ciara reprimanded them.
"Sorry Mom, but Jenny won't give me back my shirt and it's MINE !!"
"Girls you both have the same shirts in different colours. Lucy your one is in your closet, now go get ready for school and no more bickering !" Ciara said severely.
"Bella" I heard my name called softly, I looked up to find my mother standing over me, a kind smile playing on her lips, " Honey, I know its hard, I know you're hurting but moping around this room isn't helping you, if anything you've been even worse." She sat down beside me on the couch I was laying on and continued. "You've always been quiet, but this is worse, you haven't spoken to me in so long and I well ….. I miss you.
Maybe coming back here wasn't such a good idea, we don't want you hurt, maybe we should move somewhere else ?"
"No Mom," I answered " I have to deal it this, I have to let him go." A sudden thought crossed my mind, maybe she didn't want me either. "But if want to go I'll understand. I know I haven't been your easiest child to deal with and I can understand if you -"
"Bella don't you dare even think that !"she looked me in the eye "We love you, you are a part of this family and that will never change." I looked up at her, her firm angry words at my suggestion would have brought tears to my eyes, if I could cry. "Thanks Mom" I whispered, too choked up to speak clearly.
"Oh Bella what are we going to do with you ?" She was looking at me with an expression of such sadness that I couldn't meet her eyes.
" I really have been trying my hardest, honestly" I said quietly.
"I know honey, I've never seen anyone try harder, its almost painful to watch, if I ever get my hands on that boy I'll……….
"Mom please don't" I gasped, the hole coming back at the thought of him. "I couldn't breathe, though I didn't really need to.
"I'm sorry Bella, honey, please forgive me, I didn't mean to -"
"It's. Ok. Mom. Just. Give. Me. A. Minute." I managed to gasp, uncontrollable sobs shaking my body. "Shh Bella, shh, it's ok," she soothed, wrapping her strong gentle arms around my shaking form. When the sobs ceased I lay limp in her arms. "Bella I know it's going to be hard but you're a strong person, you'll get through this," she took a deep breath, "Now get ready for school, you have to register and you can't be late for your first day at Forks High." I sighed. Today is going to be unbelievably awful.
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