So here is the next chapter. Um I'm sorry is all I have to say.

Previously:

Don't give up was all I thought as I walked to Kellan's room. He was sleeping when I got in there. I sat in a chair and replayed the kiss in my head over and over again. I was falling for him but I couldn't help it. I can't control my emotions. What was I gonna do? I couldn't betray my family. But I definitely couldn't go against Edward. And there was no talking my dad out of this one. I just wish I could get away with Edward and not have to worry about anything. That was the last thing I thought about before I fell asleep.

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I woke up to a new doctor talking to Kellan. I didn't really hear any of the conversation. I got up when the doctor was leaving. Kellan looked so much better today.

"So I might be getting out of here in the next couple of days." Kellan said with a huge smile on his face.

"Good!" I said supportively.

"So do you know why I got a new doctor?" He seemed confused.

"My dad didn't tell you?" I said while walking over to shut the door so no one could hear this. I was telling him no matter if Charlie wanted him to know or not.

"Tell me about what?"

"Dr. Cullen apparently is a vampire." Even though the door was closed I whispered the last part.

"How?"

"Well I don't know his history." I said try to lighten the mood.

"Bella."

"Ok I really don't know. My dad was pissed I didn't catch it."

"Well I didn't catch it either. The guy saved me. How could he have saved me if he is a vampire? Vampires can't be doctors."

"Beats me." I felt bad for lying.

"What is he planning on doing?"

"What he always does. He's gonna find more info and kill him and any family I mean any other vampire that is with him." My stomach was in pain thinking about it.

"No! The guy saved my life." Kellan was getting really upset.

"I tried defending him. But my dad doesn't care."

"Vampire or not he saved me and he deserves to live."

"Take it up with my dad."

"Oh don't worry I will."

We were both quiet. He needed to calm down. And I was still in shock he got this upset over this. It made me happy in a way though. Maybe Kellan was the hope I needed to get past this. Maybe this is what I needed to be happy. I could tell he was still furious though.

"Kellan please calm down."

"No! Doesn't your dad understand that he obviously isn't like other vampires? If he even is a vampire. But if he is I won't support this."

"You are gonna turn on them?" I questioned Kellan. It didn't really seem like him.

"I can't kill someone who saved me Bella."

"Alright well then I support you."

"You, you do?" He seemed really shocked.

"The guy saved my friend's life. There has to be good in him. We don't kill good, we kill evil."

"You are okay with turning on them?"

"No but I'm not turning my back on you." And I'm not turning my back on Edward.

"Alright. Well I'm calm now. Thank you."

I nodded. I suddenly got the urge to see Edward but I knew I couldn't. I didn't know what to do. I wanted so much to just go find Edward and run away but I couldn't leave now. I couldn't leave Kellan. The movie I, Robot was on TV so me and Kellan watched that. It felt kinda good being there with him and just relaxing. I felt like I didn't have to hide anything from Kellan but I definitely wasn't telling him anything but I knew if it came down to it I wouldn't lie to him.

Me and Kellan were just talking and laughing about whatever when Charlie came running into the room with Jacob and Mike following. Kellan and I just looked at him waiting for an explanation.

"There are 7 of them. 7!"

"7? Wow." Kellan said in a dull tone. I just sat there not saying that I knew this already.

"They live in a house in the middle of the woods. They have a lot of money, I can tell by their cars."

"And they just let you guys spy on them." Kellan asked, making them sound stupid.

"Well it didn't seem like they noticed."

Kellan and I just started watching TV again, ignoring them.

"You have nothing to say about this?" Jacob asked turning off the TV.

"No." We said in unison.

"Bella got to you didn't she?" Charlie said.

"No actually I can think for myself, thank you very much." Kellan said offended, I was still silent.

"Kellan you can't be serious."

"The guy saved me Charlie. Vampire or not I won't support killing him."

"And I support Kellan."

"You guys are unbelievable." Charlie started pacing back and forth.

"Dad what are you gonna do anyways? There are 7 of them. Even if me and Kellan supported this idiotic idea, 2 of your fighters are dead, 4 of them are still healing, and your 2 best fighters, Jacob and I, are banged up. I'm in no condition to fight. So that would leave you and Mike. They would kill you in a heart beat."

"I don't know what I'm gonna do. I'll figure it out. I always do."

"Well you are gonna have to figure it out without us." Kellan said.

Charlie sat in a chair and rubbed his forehead.

"You really are gonna turn your backs on us?" Jacob asked, I could tell he was hurt. He and Mike both had the same look in their eyes, heart broken.

"No we aren't turning our backs on you but Dr. Cullen saved me. Think about this for a moment. Why would he save me? Why didn't he just eat me right then and there? Why is this guy working in a hospital if he's this horrible monster?" Kellan defended Dr. Cullen.

"He is a vampire, that's that." Mike chimed in.

"No it's not." I stood up. "God do you understand if it weren't for Dr. Cullen Kellan wouldn't be here? If it weren't for Dr. Cullen we'd have to go to a 3 funerals instead of 2. Do you realize that?"

"That doesn't matter Bella. He is a vampire."

"It does matter, Dad!" I had to compose myself before the tears started falling.

"Why? Why does it matter! He is a vampire. His kind took away the love of my life. His kind took away your mother." I saw a tear fall down Charlie's cheek.

"Dad his kind also saved my friends life. Just like there are bad people and good people maybe there is good vampires and bad vampires."

"Ha right." Mike mumbled.

"I need you Bella. I need you on this."

"Dad you raised me to kill evil. I will kill evil but Dr. Cullen isn't evil. I would have seen it. I can't kill good."

"So you are just gonna let me do this on my own."

"Dad if it comes to a fight I will help save you but I won't kill Dr. Cullen."

"I see." He got to his feet and started walking towards the door. "I really thought I raised you better than this Bella." Charlie said with his back towards me and walked out the door with Jacob and Mike following. I let the words sink in and started crying. I sat in the same chair Charlie sat in and cried. Kellan wanted to help but he couldn't. He just let me cry. Charlie made me feel so useless, so ashamed. His words repeated over and over in my head. Never have I ever felt so bad in my life. I never felt so torn in my life. Charlie needed me but I was completely falling for Edward. And Edward's family didn't deserve to die. They were good. My phone buzzed to bring me away from my thoughts. It was from Edward.

Bella come to my dad's office. I'm waiting for you.

I closed my phone and got out of my seat. "I'm gonna be right back Kellan." He nodded not asking any questions, knowing I wouldn't answer them anyways. I ran to his office. I needed Edward. I burst through the door and ran to Edward. I jumped on him and wrapped my arms around him. He held me while I started crying. I cried on his shoulder while he rubbed my back to soothe me. I pulled back and met Edward's eyes. I kissed him. I needed him more than ever. He kissed me back. My fingers were tangled in his hair while I let his tongue enter my mouth. We kissed until I needed air. I gasped for air and we stood in silence for a moment.

"What are you doing here?" I broke the silence.

"I followed Charlie. I heard the argument. I'm sorry."

"I don't know what to do Edward."

"You need to stay with your family."

"Edward." You know I can't do that.

"Bella you have no choice. I won't let you go against your family. My family can handle themselves anyways."

"But Kellan he isn't supporting them either."

"That doesn't mean you turn your back on your dad."

"I can't turn my back on you or you dad. He saved Kellan."

"You aren't. We know you don't want to go against us but we understand. Bella please just be with your father. He's lost your mom, he can't lose you."

"Why are you doing this Edward?"

"You didn't hear his thoughts. I won't be responsible for him losing you. He needs you more than you know."

"So this is it? This is goodbye."

"I hope not for forever but for now it has to be."

I wasn't gonna let anymore tears fall today. "Okay. Well good luck I guess. See you around." I said calmly and started walking towards the door.

"Bella." Edward said desperately.

"Don't Edward. I can't handle this." I walked out of the office. I was numb inside. It felt like my heart was ripped out of my heart and repeatedly stabbed and I was left to clean it all up on my own. I didn't know what to think, I didn't know what to feel. I just knew I needed something I couldn't have and that was Edward Cullen.

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So here we are, waiting for the Cullens. Waiting in a meadow for a fight I don't want to fight. Waiting in mine and Edward'd meadow of all places. I knew this wasn't gonna turn out good at all and I had no idea what I was gonna do. I took a deep breath when I saw all 7 of them walking towards us. My heart started breaking into more pieces.

I'm sorry! ah! I will update soon trust me! I want you guys to read what I have. I'm sorry again. Reivew!