I couldn't wait. It's a little shorter but it is something!

Previously:

"Don't Edward. I can't handle this." I walked out of the office. I was numb inside. It felt like my heart was ripped out of my heart and repeatedly stabbed and I was left to clean it all up on my own. I didn't know what to think, I didn't know what to feel. I just knew I needed something I couldn't have and that was Edward Cullen.

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So it's been a month from hell. Between the funerals and not having Edward I was torn up inside. I barely ever slept or ate. My life went back to revolving around training. I didn't even go back to school. I didn't need it anyways. This was going to be my life, it was inevitable. I wasn't ever gonna have a normal life. Or even a life with Edward. Kellan and I started seeing each other I guess. I don't know what you'd call it. We both just were together out of pity. He like me felt bad for turning on them. So we both just soothed each other. I came to the conclusion I was in love with Edward but it didn't mean much now. I guess I was with Kellan out of sorrow for myself. I felt bad because I was kind of using him in a way.

Tonight is the night before the battle with the Cullens. Charlie figured it out just like he said he would. All of us have healed back to normal besides Kellan. But he is in enough shape to fight. Billy and Charlie recruited 4 new guys. Still the 12 of us were no match for the Cullens. I haven't talked much to my dad since the last big argument. I usually keep to myself or to Kellan. He did the same. It was just easier I guess.

I lay next to Kellan in his bed thinking about what tomorrow will bring. I haven't so much heard anything from Edward since we said goodbye. It was easier for me even though I constantly thought about him. I dreamt about him almost every night also. Kellan held me in his arms. It was nothing compared to Edward. I didn't feel protected but it was better than nothing.

"You awake Bella?" Kellan whispered.

"Yes." I whispered and turned so we lay face to face.

"I can't sleep. I keep thinking about tomorrow."

"Me too."

"This isn't fair."

"No."

"I don't think I could get through this if I didn't have you."

"Me either." I was telling the truth but I still needed Edward.

"You mean the world to me."

I smiled. Kellan kissed me. I kissed back. It wasn't a passionate kiss because neither of us had passion. It was more just out of desperation. Our relationship wasn't a relationship it wasn't anything really. I closed my eyes and turned on my other side. Kellan held me and he fell asleep. I let the tears fall that usually fell about this time of the night and I cried myself to sleep just like every other night.

Kellan woke me up in the morning.

"Are you ready to face the worst day of our lives?" Kellan asked while we were in the shower together. He kissed my shoulder.

"I don't really have a choice." I said as I let him kiss my neck and up to my jaw and place a kiss on my lips. We finished up and got out of the shower. We did that a lot.. take showers together. I don't know why but we just did. It never led to anything but it was our way of being close.

The day passed slowly as we all trained for a fight that in the end I knew we were gonna lose. But Charlie kept the rest of them hopeful. This fight was gonna be different from the rest of them. Charlie wanted us all to be there, even him. We were all gonna stand side by side while we would wait for our deaths. And this night I didn't go back with Charlie, I went back to Kellan's and made dinner for the 2 of us. We ate in silence. Neither of us needed to speak because we both knew nothing good was gonna come out of tonight. After dinner I went and got ready. But how do you get ready for the last night of your life?

"It's time Bella." Kellan said coming into his room.

"It's time for our lives to be over." I mumbled. I took Kellan's hand and we went to the gym. And being at the gym made me want to just get the fight on with. All of them were so hopeful, they were ready. They didn't see the big picture. Charlie knew exactly what I knew. He knew this was the end but he wouldn't let any of them think that. Jacob and Mike knew to but they hid it from the others. Charlie did his speech, I didn't listen. I didn't care. I didn't even know why I was doing this but Edward said I had to. But I mean if anything I'll get to see my mom again. That is something to look forward to.

"Alright everybody it's time to go." Charlie said while we all filed out. Me and Kellan rode in my cobalt. I let him drive though.

"Bella, I love you. I don't love you like I'm in love with you but I love you like my friend. And I want you to know I'm grateful for you. I would have killed myself if it weren't for you. So if this is the end I want you to know that." He said it in a low voice.

"I love you too. We both helped each other." That was all I could say. I didn't have any emotions anymore, either did he. The rest of the car ride was silent.

So here we are, waiting for the Cullens. Waiting in a meadow for a fight I don't want to fight. Waiting in mine and Edward's meadow of all places. I knew this wasn't gonna turn out good at all and I had no idea what I was gonna do. I took a deep breath when I saw all 7 of them walking towards us. My heart started breaking into more pieces. Kellan took my hand. The 12 of us stood side by side. My heart was racing and tears started falling. I couldn't hold them back. I couldn't do this. I thought I could do it for my dad but I couldn't I could hear the gasps from everyone when the 7 of them got closer. I kept my eyes on Edward and he did the same. I wanted so bad just to go be with him. I started shaking. Kellan grabbed my hand tighter.

"It's okay Bella. Breathe." Kellan supported me.

I took deep breaths and closed my eyes. I opened them and there they were. 7 of the most beautiful vampires were standing about 6 feet away from us. Edward seemed so close. The tears started falling but I kept myself composed. He looked away from me. We all stood in silence until Charlie talked.

"You shouldn't be here. You picked a wrong place to stay."

"Can't you just hear us out?" Dr. Cullen tried reasoning but I knew it was no use.

"You are a vampire. You all are. That is all I need to know."

"We don't feed off humans. We strictly feed of animals."

"You are a vampire in my town, which is all I need to know." Charlie said sternly and that is when he gave the sign. He gave them the sign to attack. Me and Kellan stood back as the rest of them ran at the vampires. I watched but I couldn't move. I watched as Jacob surprised Edward which I didn't understand. They were fighting and it looked like Edward didn't want to fight him. It looked like Jacob was winning. That's when my body started moving. I ran after Jacob and tackled him off Edward. No one else noticed though.

"What the fuck Bella?" Jacob looked at me. I attacked him. He punched me and threw me off of him. Edward caught me though.

"Stay away from him Jacob." I said through my teeth. He did as I told him and went and helped the others. I didn't look at Edward though. I couldn't. I decided to run away. I couldn't watch this and I couldn't be apart of it. So I ran away. I heard someone follow me. I didn't know who it was but I picked up my speed.

"Bella, wait!."

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