ok ya'll only two more chapies after this one, so saver it! but my other story is out so i'm not done!

The house was bigger than he remembered. It just didn't seem to reek life like it use to. He continued to stare at the door. Deidara had already gone in. He took a deep breath, and headed in. He didn't really know where he was headed, his feet just carried him to her room. He used to love coming here, but…this place was a place of death and hate. He stood outside the door, he could hear sobs.

He looked inside the room. Deidara sat beside the bed holding her hand, and Konan and Tobi stood over her. Everyone looked up when the wood creaked. Sasori stared at the ground. Deidara smiled, and motioned for him to come. Sasori gulped and walked over to the woman. Her body was pale, and her eye's were fogged. He took Deidara's spot, and held her hand. He had never realized how bony she was.

"I-Is that y-you Sasori?" he could feel tears poking at his eye's, he smiled faintly,

"Yes grandma it's me." she turned her head towards him,

"you h-haven't called me g-grandma in a l-long time…" Sasori laughed,

"Sorry about that…sorry about everything…"

"Red, you h-have nothing to b-be sorry about. It's m-me who has t-to apologize."

"Grandma, you have nothing to be sorry for, what happened, you couldn't have done anything about. Thank you though, for everything you have done. I never told you that." He glanced around the room. Konan's face was red and tear stained. And the normally hyper ball of joy was clinging to the blue haired woman.

"D-Deidara…I'm sor…"

"Don't, I have already forgave you un." she smiled at the blonde,

"Your r-right Sasori, your p-parents wouldn't care who I-it was, as long as t-they made you h-happy. I want you and D-Deidara to have a h-happy life together." her voice was coming out softer and softer. And her breathing was labored. They all knew it was coming,

"I love you grandma…" the old lady smiled, she had wanted to hear those words for a long time. Those words echoed in her head as she traveled into the darkness, then into the bright and warm light.

"Someone get the doctor, he'll know what to do now…" his voice was hoarse. He did hate the woman, but he never thought loosing her would cut so deep. He stood and walked out of the room. The halls were bare, nothing seemed real. He turned a corner and stopped. It seemed like it was yesterday.

"Come on grandma…" a small red headed child pulled on the old ladies hand. The woman chuckled.

"What's the rush Sasori?"

"It's Christmas morning, I want you to open your present." he tugged the woman down the hall. A red headed man and a black haired woman sat in the room, waiting for them. Sasori pushed the woman down in her seat, and moved to the tree, pulling out the present and passing them out.

"Open it grandma." The little boy stood in front of her, eye's sparkling. She smiled at the boy, and pulled the paper off. There was a replica of the old lady. She smiled and patted the boy on the head,

"I love it Sasori." the young boy jumped on her lap and hugged her.

The memory faded, just like life. The room was empty. The sad smile grew as he crossed the room and picked up the small puppet that found it's home on the mantle. Everything he leaned about puppets he leaned from her. He placed it back in it's home, and continued into another room.

"Grandma, will you read me this story?" she smiled at the small boy, and pulled him onto the bed with her…

"I want to write a book one day."

"I believe someday you will, I know you can do anything you want." the small boy hugged her, and pulled his gaze back to the pages of the book.

The room was empty, just like it would be from now on. Never to have life in it again. He remembered coming to this room all the time, and having the woman read to him till he fell asleep. That was most likely why he still reads every night before he goes to bed. He sighed, it was something he would never forget. Was that why he liked reading to Deidara, because it was like what his grandma did to him? He might have hated that woman, but he will miss her. He walked back into the hallway, and went to the dinning room.

"Sasori…"

"what grandma, is mommy and pappy coming back today?" the woman's face fell.

"Sasori…they wont be coming back." The small red head tilted his head.

"What do you mean grandma?" she took a seat, and pulled him on her lap. Her smile was sad, he had never seen anything like it. He touched her face,

"Grandma…"

"Sasori…their dead…they were shot by a gang of pirates in town…" the small boy was froze, everything crumbled down around him. It couldn't be…not them…the woman pulled his small head to her chest.

"It's ok…let it out…" he hadn't realized it, but he was crying. This was too much for him, his chest hurt, and he couldn't see anything, though he was clearly looking at the wall. He spotted the picture that had been painted only a few years ago, and it hit. His tears poured like a water fall, and he felt numb.

'they're gone…it cant be…please come back DON'T LEAVE ME!'

"Danna…"Sasori felt a hand on his shoulder, he touched it.

"Your all I have left Deidara…" he turned to him, pulling him in a tight hug, "Please don't leave me." Deidara brushed the red hair,

"I will never leave you Danna…I promise un." he held Sasori as he let his tears flow, the one he had been holding in for so long. Every emotion came out in one down pour.

"…and to my grandson, I leave the house, and 98% of my money. Do with it as you please, and hopefully you will find someone worth sharing it with. I wish you the best of a long and happy life, I love you…" everything happened so fast. He wish he could go and change the past but there was no way that would happen. He sighed and looked at Deidara. Deidara sat calmly by his Danna's side.

"Konan, I leave you 0.5% of my money. Thank you for all the years you have cooked for me, I know sometimes it could have been a hassle, but thank you." Konan perked up, she expected something from her, but around a thousand five-hundred dollars. She glanced at Sasori. She could quit with that.

They stood outside the office,

"Come on Konan, we'll take you home, and you can pack your stuff." she glanced at the red head,

"What do you mean…?"

"With that money, I'm sure your going to quit and start a family."

"That would be nice…"

As soon as they got home Sasori shoved Konan in her room and made her pack. Not that he wanted her to leave, but she was in her twenties, she needed to start a family. Deidara walked up to him,

"is she packing un?" Sasori nodded, and pulled Deidara to him. He tilted Deidara's head up with his finger, "Is there anything you want me to do master un?" Sasori smiled,

"Yes, in fact there is…" Sasori leaned down, and Deidara raised up, leaving mer inches between their lips,

"What?"

"Kiss me…" he barely got it out before their lips molded together. Deidara tangled his fingers in the short red hair. Sasori tugged on the end of Deidara's gold locks. Deidara moaned, and gave Sasori an opening to shove his tongue in. Deidara mewed lightly as his Danna's tongue ran over his.

"That is something I will miss." they turned and found Konan holding her nose. Deidara tried pulling away, but Sasori keep his arms secure around the blondes slim waist. She smiled and kissed Deidara on the cheek, then Sasori, then smacked him,

"You better take care of him, and if I ever find out you didn't…"

"Don't worry Konan, I will never hurt him… I love him." he pulled Deidara close and tucked his head under his chin. She smiled at the couple,

"Bye guys…"

"Don't be a stranger Konan, come over anytime."

"I'll have to, to make sure you font blow the house up!" they smiled and waved a the woman, and just like with his grandma, he watched as she slipped away.

oh nose what will happen next? lol R&R