A/n hey guys! omg i just want to thank all of you! who are reading this and of reviews! Did you see how many i got! wow! I just cant believe that people actually like my writing skills!

OK so about the skin thing ill explain it during the next few chapters k?

so um..

thanks for all of your ideas for my story it helped alot ,So here's what I'm going to do most ppl still want Edward pov I'm going to write Eward pov till she falls and he catches her. if you do like it deal with it :( LOL kidding please read my story its going to be so cool! :)

Oh one more thing um I you like Edwards point of view i might add more later in the story.

Wuv you guys!

-Lyvia

Disclamer:I dont own any of the Twilight characters

I hurried my steps back to class.

The tardy bell rang loudly.

I stopped breathing because all the humans blood smelled so intoxicating,especially in this small hallway.I dont know how I was able to resist Isabella's blood it smelled so wonderful,even better than all these scents combined.

I questioned this as I walked into Mr. Banners classroom. Heads turned to look at me and, Mr. Banners thoughts interrupted my own.

Late again I see.I still don't see how hes late to most of his classes and still get straight A's!I guess ill let him slide this time.

I walked to my seat and gathered my thoughts once more.

Why cant I hear her thoughts, but that's good that was one of my weaknesses of hunting humans I could hear there thoughts. NO!I wont become a monster!

The two sides of me argued. 1. My animal feeding side and 2. my human hunting side.

1. You cant just take away her life away what right do you have?!

2. Its my nature who's going to miss a clumsy girl?!

1. Her family, friends, even you! I know that you have some kind of bond with this human but you keep getting in the way of saying it yourself!

2. I don't even know this girl what kind of bond are you talking about! All I know is that I want her blood more than any humans blood I have ever had during my vampire life ever!

1. You haven't had human blood in many years!

2. How 'bout we start again starting with this Isabella girl?

1. NO! Never again! I wont become some thing I despise most!

2. Too late!

1. NO its not!

My head was pounding when my two sides finally stopped arguing.I decided not to become a monster and not feed of Isabella. I felt good knowing I could control my urges to kill. Speaking of killing I need to go hunting tomorrow my thirst is growing, and my eyes are probably coal black by now.

Some kids around me seemed to notice that I stopped breathing so I inhaled one deep breath so I wont cause any suspension.

They seemed to relax a little bit, but occasionally took a peek at me once in a while till the bell rang.

I skipped a couple of periods to run in the woods to clear my head .Most humans would probably think running at 150 mph is fast but to our kind its just a simple jog.

I laughed at the thought of a humans face when they see a vampire run impossibly fast.

The trees looked beautiful as I zoomed past them. The cool forks air filled my lungs,as I climbed a tall pine tree.

The pine sent cleared my head of all thoughts and I was led by pure instinct. I speed up the tree climbing as fast as I could, and when I reached the top seeing that it over looked a huge lake surrounded by mountains of different sizes.

Some how this beautiful view reminded me of the gorgeous girl laying on the floor.

I guess my 1. side had some kind of point about the bond,because I cant think of anything that didn't remind me of her.

I slowly climbed down the tree and landed on the ground with a light thump.

I headed back to the high school knowing that the bell to go to lunch was about to ring.

the bell rang As i entered the cafeteria and soon after kids were swarming in the lunchroom.

The kids there know that the corner table is where my family and I sit,so it was empty when I arrived.

I sat down listening to my family's thoughts.

Alice was suddenly having a vision and was showing me what she sees.

Bright lights flashed and it started like still pictures form then it moved faster like a flip book.

I saw me rushing through a window into a small room and in the corner was Isabella she was holding her knees to her the other side of the door was baning and yelling. I looked at Isabella. Her blood was smeared across her face,arms,and legs. Her tears were making her chocolaty brown eyes red and brown hair was messy and knotted. when She looked up and saw me relief washed over her face, but there was so much blood ,and I haven't feed for a while. I couldn't control my urge. I suddenly lunged toward her baring my teeth. Shock and confusion was in her eyes.

I tried to stop the horrible vision from playing in my pictures moved faster and faster till they were a blur. Before Alice's thoughts exited my mind she said or thought I'm so sorry Edward.

When I looked up I saw Emmett, Rosalie,and Jasper staring at me. Jasper cringed and looked at me nervously. I know he was feeling what i was calmed me down. I said "Thanks Jasper." I smiled. They still were looking at me curiously."I'll tell you guys later." They looked as if they didn't believe me."I'm alright really."

Alice was dancing our way when Rosalie was about to say something. I smiled and thought Right on time Alice as usual.

"I invited Bella to sit with us today." I stiffened. They all seemed to notice. "Don't worry Edward you wont hurt her well at least not today."said Alice.

Dimitri's thoughts caught my attention Ooh baby shes so fine! His thoughts showed a frightened Bella and his hand going down her back.

"Alice Bella needs help, Emmett go with Alice." They didn't need to ask questions they already knew that Dimitri makes his move on all the new girls.

Alice sat down to next to a Jasper,and whispered in his ear what happened in her vision .He nodded his head an looked at Bella.

"Guys I would like you to meet Bella Swan."Alice said,with a small smile.

"Bella this is Jasper my boyfriend." Alice looked at Jasper with a wider smile.

I saw Bella grin when,Jasper leaned in and gave Alice a quick peck on the lips.

"Hi."she said.A light blushed creeped on Her lovely cheeks.

"Hey." he answered back.

Emmett sat down next to Rosalie."That's Rosalie,Emmett's girl friend." she gestured toward them.

"And last but not lest my bro Edward."

I saw her jaw drop and her blush went from pink to a scarlet . When she dropped her apple my vampire instinct kicked in and I had caught the apple just before it hit the ground.

"N-Nice reflexes."She stuttered.

My family coughed a laughed at her response.

"Bella come sit down." Alice wined.

All the chairs there where taken excepted the one next to me( of course ) She hesitated but walked toward the chair. When I smelled her sent my back stiffend . As soon as she sat down I offered the apple back to her ,without making eye contact.Maybe that will help my urge just dont look at her.She reached for the apple when my eyes met Those chocolaty eyes of hers hypnotized me.I leaned in and we just stayed like that for half of the lunch period just staring at each other.

Alice's thoughts came into my head. Edward stop staring at her your creeping her out!

Alice finally cleared her throat,that made my eyes meet hers.

"Whats your next class Bella?" Alice said tearing her attention back to Bella.

"Biology." She said still a little frightened."That's Edwards next period!You know what I just had a great idea!" I silently groaned at Alice's thoughts.

"Eward can show you where to go!"

"So Bella um whats your mom like."Alice said quickly changing the subject.

I saw Bella flinched when she heard the word 'mom'.

"Um well uh...." she started . She looked relived when the bell Bella and I headed for biology.

We walked outside and by the way Bella was clutching her shoulders i would say it was pretty cold.

Bella looked like she was having trouble walking with the wind pushing her suddenly.A gust of wind fiercely pushed her backward and almost knocked her down. I quickly wrapped my arms around her waist before she hit the ground.I started to get worried when she didn't open her eyes. She slowly opened one eye followed by the other. Looking into her eyes I felt almost human my old feelings started to rise into my throat.A single tear ran down her cheek." Are you alright?" I asked . She nodded her head. I exhaled and stood her up straight.

I felt like this type of thing was going to happen again so I walked behind her making sure she doesn't fall again.

A/n Hey guys hope you liked it And thanks for all the reviews! and um tell me what you think about adding more epov later in the story.

Um lets see what else do i need to tell you?...OH YEAH DONT FOR GET TO REVIEW!:) Reviews make me happy and a happy me equals a wonderful story!

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LYVIA :p :) :D