Chapter 4 - Feelings
Bianca's apartment was a big one for one person to live in and it was actually like your normal everyday apartment. Bianca let go off Chris arm as soon as they materialised in the middle of her apartment's living room. "Make yourself comfortable" she said with a calm but cold tone and walked away from him before he managed to say anything
He stumbled on his feet when she shimmered them to the apartment. "Wow...ermm ok.." he sighed when she walked away and looked around in the room. He was impressed not expecting her to even have a place like this.
She walked in her bedroom and sat on her bed with a heavy sigh. Why the hell has she suggested to bring the kid to her place? He was a witch. It was one thing to return the favour and help him get home and another thing to bring him to her place, the only place where she was a completely different person. With another sigh she stood up and walked to her window looking outside as the night was leaving and the sun would be soon up. She closed her eyes for a moment and went over to her closet opened it and took out normal-people clothes. She took off her boots and leather outfit to change into normal clothes.
He saw a fruit basket laying on the small table and felt like he was very hungry. He walked to a door what he thought would be the kitchen and opened it looking around and saw it was the kitchen."Great.." He went to the fridge and opened it.
Since the night had passed she decided not to put on her pj's.. She put on a shirt in deep red colour leaving a couple of the top buttons unbuttoned and a mini skirt in silver colour. She didn't want to have any of the neighbours ringing her bell and see her in her leather outfit she was wearing when she she was hunting. She tried to keep her thoughts off the kid himself and focus on how to send him back home and took a book from her selves and walked back into the living room noticing he wasn't there and saw the kitchen door opened and figured he 'd be in there. She sat on the couch and started flipping through the book's pages.
He went into the living room with a super sized sandwich and sat on the couch next to her "ermm.." He looked at the sandwich and then at her "hope you don't mind...haven't eaten in days...ermm want some too?" he bit his lip nervously.
She didn't turn to look at him "Sure, don't worry.." she replied with a slight shrug as she kept flipping through the grimoire's pages. There had to be something in there. She looked at him as he asked if she wanted any "No, I am fine" she said. He cared if she was hungry? No one had cared for her in ages for this kind of matters. They were caring if she was well-trained, they were caring that she was dead, they were caring she will get rewarded for taking down the bounty she was after but no one had cared in ages if she was hungry or thirsty or if she ever needed a break. No one did after her mother had died. She sighed slightly at the memories "but thanks, anyway" a slight smile played on her lips and stared at his face a bit.
He smiled at her slightly surprised that she wasn't mad and when she smiled he saw that she looked different. She looked much better now she wasn't wearing any leather made her look happier and more like herself in that kind of way. "Okay you sure? It's a big sandwich" He laughed slightly and then saw the grimoire "What's that?" he asked with a slight frown on his face.
She nodded "Yeah, don't worry" she lowered her gaze not even sure herself why and then looked at the grimoire and back at him. "Spell book, kind of.. I am looking for a spell to send you back home.. like I promised" she took hold of her forehead as the sunlight started filling the room. She didn't want the day to start yet. So she got up and went to the balcony door and shut the blinds down. "Let's keep the night going for some more time" she said with an innocent tone in her voice. She slowly walked up to the couch and sat back down closing the book shut. "I 'll look through it when the night will end" she smiled. For now she needed to relax. She layed her back again the couches back and leaned her head back closing her eyes breathing out, for some weird reason she was feeling comfortable enough to do that in front of the young witch.
He took a bite of his sandwich looking at her when she sat back down on the couch and got comfortable. "erm but then when will the night end?" he saw her relax and being comfortable for the first time which made her look damn pretty he thought. "Are you tired...or hurt that demon got you well..." He looked at her bruise on her face for a moment then at her neck seeing if there was anything wrong with it of the demons attack.
A small laugh escaped her and ended with a smile on her lips as she kept her eyes closed "whenever we want it to end" she replied simply, then she opened her eyes and turned her head to one side to look at him but still on the couch "Will you quit worrying?" she asked in a kind of playful tone instead of being annoyed or irritated or anything like that. She was at home She was relaxing and the little witch boy was not all that bad. "I am perfectly fine.." she said and closed her eyes again.
He smiled at her when she talked he really liked this new side of her when she closed her eyes again he thought about what she had said. Was he really worrying over her? Could he? He thought about it for a while. "Sorry I guess It's just in my nature to worry" It was right? He thought for himself.
This time she didn't reply to him. She was 'enjoying' the silence. She opened her eyes once again sitting up and looking at him "You know.. you 're the only witch I actually like" she admitted. She didn't know why but she felt like she needed to tell him that. Sending him home would might take sometime. In the meantime she didn't want him to think she was doing it out of obligation. It was good to have someone with you. Especially when you could feel relaxed around that someone.
He blinked his eyes. did he hear that correctly? had she just said that she liked him? his mind was racing as was his heart. It took him a while to open his mouth and say something "ermm..thanks...I guess" He said not knowing anything better to say.
Bianca laughed slightly again. She loved it when people were stuttering from something she was telling them and especially on this one it was really cute. That was the second time she thought he was cute and she didn't even know him one day. She watched him for a moment and smiled "You can relax.. I promise I 'll try not to make you feel uncomfortable again even though I 'd like to.." she said waiting for his next reaction. She couldn't remember when was the last time she had had a conversation longer than 5 minutes with a person that wasn't a Phoenix.
He smiled and took an other bite of his sandwich eating really fast to reply her "Or kill me?" He did feel comfortable he just wasn't sure of her state. She might look innocent right now but she sure as hell wasn't always.
"Hey! I may be a bitch and know I am but I am not ungrateful! I wouldn't kill you after you have saved my life!" she said in her old cold bitchy tone closing up again after having relaxed. She tried not to show it but she was upset cause she felt offended in a way. Usually she wouldn't care but she actually liked him and the worst part, she had told him she did. That was one of the reasons she wasn't opening up, they were always getting advantage of it. She stood up and walked away, standing in a fair distance from him and looked at him, her look throwing daggers and if it could kill, he would be long dead by now
He got up from the couch and looked at her when he saw her expression he looked down feeling guilty of her reaction "I'm sorry...I didn't mean to upset you...or hurt you...It was just...a joke..." He questioned the last part a bit he didn't mean it as a joke just a question but he never expected her to react like that.
"I'm not hurt!" she said sharply even though she was but she wouldn't admit it, not even to herself.. "joke? nice jokes.. do your friends and girlfriend laugh with this kind of jokes? if you have any that is.." she said in an attempt to hurt him back even though she had no idea of managed anything. she turned her back on him and sighed. was she over-reacting?
He looked at her back clearly she was hurt...would he try to hug her or something else... "ermm I don't have a lot for friends neither do I have a girlfriend and the friends I do have well let's just say they aren't into my kind of fun." He stepped closer to her unsure of what to do or say to make her feel better.
She would say that this was expected but preferred not to talk about it. his kind of fun? what was that supposed to mean? now.. this she was going to ask "Your kind of fun?" she said turning her head slightly, looking at him over her shoulder and then turned her body completely towards him noticing he had come closer to her. She started breathing a bit faster and her heart was racing as she tried to calm herself down but as he was coming closer she was feeling weaker with every single one of his steps.
He smiled slightly "Magical? Most of my friends are just humans...our mother wanted us to go to just normal schools instead of magic school. She always wanted a normal life for us." He stepped a few steps more so he stood in front of her looking at her face to see if his attempted to calm her down had helped.
She was standing there, only thing that was moving were her blinking eyes. "Oh" was all she managed to say. What was he doing to her? How could he made her freeze at where she was standing. She even caught herself breathing uncontrollably fast and her heart was beating wild as he stood there in front of her. This was SO not like her.. what the hell was happening? she started to panic and only then she managed to move and took a hesitant step backwards.. hesitant.. yeah.. she hadn't hesitated for anything in her whole life.
What is she doing? he thought. He didn't know what was happening to her first she was relaxed then he upset her and now he didn't even know how she felt "Are you okay?" he came closer to her and lay his hand on her cheek making sure not to touch her bruise.
She felt electricity running through her whole body as his hand touched her face but when that passed she felt his hand warm and soft on her skin. She looked directly in his eyes, those beautiful jade eyes of his that she noticed a couple of hours ago but didn't get the chance to look into them for long till now. She found herself unable to stop from closing her eyes and leaning into his touch. she was weak, she knew it but right now she didn't have the strength to fight it off her.
When she looked into his eyes he felt his body freeze unable to move or to look away, from her brown eyes that told a lot of stories by even looking into them he couldn't move his hand away from her cheek neither did he want to. Was this really happening and was she feeling the same or was it just him being stupid and seeing the situation from a different perspective again? he wondered for a while but got distracted again by the look in her eyes until she closed them.
Opening her eyes, she looked at him again. She couldn't think and was not sure if she could feel. but there was just one way to make sure.. try it.. as his hand was still on her face she leaned into him placing a kiss on his lips that felt as soft as they seemed to be. She didn't know what would come next and how would he react but she wouldn't take a guess. She would just wait and see.
When she leaned into him he felt his mind spinning he couldn't focus he couldn't think any more, every bit she came closer made his heart beat faster until the point where her soft lips touched his and his heart couldn't take it any more and skipped a beat. He kissed her softly giving into his feelings.
Seeing he was responding to her kiss she moved one of her hands to the side of his face close to his neck kissing him a bit more intensely moving her body closer to his till they were barely touching. She didn't think one bit if this was right or wrong but she sure did feel it. It felt so right at the moment and so important to her that nothing else seemed to matter.
He moved his hand from her cheek to her hair running it through it feeling the softness of her beautiful brown locks feeling the touch of her hands on his skin drove him even more wild with desire for her. He moved his other arm around waist wanting to pull her closer so their bodies would connect but fearing she wouldn't want to get that close.
Feeling his arm around her waist she moved closer to his body giving him the hint to pull her against him and hold her tight to him. Her hand slid to the back of his neck as did her other arm. The kiss was getting more and more passionate every second and she opened her mouth moving her tongue to brush along his lips, her tongue eager to meet his.
When he felt her moving closer and moving both arms around his neck while deepening the kiss he pulled her closer holding her tight while he kissed her passionate he had never felt this way about any girl before never he had this kind of feeling that wanted someone so much. When he felt her tongue on his lips he opened his mouth his tongue seeking for hers.
As both of her arms were around his neck she bended one to stroke the hair at the back of his head running her fingers through it enjoying the feeling of him holding her pressed against his body. Her tongue slid in his mouth as soon as he opened it and caressed his tongue with hers the moment they met. She tilted her head to one side deepening the kiss pushing him backwards to the couch as her other hand was stroking up and down his back and finally stopped on his butt. The only 'species' she had ever been with was a Phoenix of course but none of them made her want to go all the way with him but Chris.. he was different and she could feel it from the beginning although she was a bit intimidated to admit it.
He felt the couch touch the back of his legs when he pushed her as close to him as it could get. Kissing her as passionate as he could caressing his tongue with hers he loved the way she tasted. Hesitating a bit when he moved his other hand from her hair down her back stopping to the end of her shirt unsure to move his hand under it.
As she felt they stopped cause they reached the couch she pushed him down on it laying on top of him without breaking the kiss, her hands running down his chest, her tongue still caressing his, feeling like she couldn't get enough of it....like she couldn't get enough of him.
He suddenly felt the couch under him and felt she wanted him. So why not take the risk after all, he didn't have anything to loose so he moved his hand under her shirt feeling her soft skin. he kissed her a bit more roughly making her know that he wanted her more then anything right now.
Bianca felt her passion firing up and she could tell Chris's passion was fired up too. She started undoing her shirt as she felt his hands on her skin and she soon took it off and threw it on the floor. Next, she slid her hands on his stomach under his shirt and stroked up his chest lifting his shirt and breaking the kiss to take it off him and started kissing his neck with wet kisses as she threw that on the floor too.
When she took of her shirt he checked her out and boy he liked what he saw he smirked slightly. That same smirk disappeared fast off his face when she took of his shirt and started to kiss his neck his desire for her only growing bigger. He moved his hand from her side over her stomach to her breasts massaging them slowly.
She was breathing hot air against his skin through the kisses and moaned slightly as his hands reached her breasts and started massaging them as she moved lower kissing his chest using her tongue through the kisses while her hands were stroking his stomach lower and lower as she went.
He felt her hot breath against his skin which turned him on even more then he already was. He was beyond being able to think. She was touching and kissing every right spot. He moved one of his hands to her butt giving it a squeeze while the other was still massaging her breast.
And so it went on until they both reached their point of total pleasure.