Im going to post up to Chapter 4 just so people who do read it get an idea on what it's like :)

Unfortunatly for me, Stephene Meyer owns all things twilight. Unless im dreaming, in which case; Jaspers MINE!

Chapter 3: Whispers

I enjoyed it, although everyone was watching me continuously, as though i was going to break down at any day was good. We went on our normal roitine , that i remember, and talked about irelivant things. Louis was just as funny as he used to be. He always managed to make me laugh. By the end of the day, i was shattered. I had one more lesson, the one i was dreading. French. Not because of the lesson itself , but because no one was there with me and because of a girl i despised. She never seased to not anoy me every lesson, i wounder if she'll stop now? dawt it. But still, im not in the mood for her today. My mood has become a very strange thing latly. Gradually, it has become more and more......out of controle. One minute i can be normal and the next, raging upstairs over something on the Tv. That wasn't what had worried me though. I first noticed a change when my hands started to shake. I'd never been an angry person before. I never liked it, feeling out of controle. Now it's worse, Not only can i not controle my mental state, but my physical state too has become unmanagable. When i become angry or scared, my hands shake and i feel an electric pulse flow through my body. I don't like it, it feels wrong. Lea walked me to my class and waited untill i was inside. I waved to her and went to sit at my usual place at the back of the class. I got my book out and started drawing on the top of the page when the teacher came in. She was a nice lady, she gave me work and let me get on with it myself. She never shouted and she treated me like a grown up. She looked around the class as she marked the register and then her eyes rested on me. I smiled and she smiled back and nodded.
"Ok class, would you copy what's on the bourd down in your books and put the d-" She was cut off when someone stormed into the room and to their seat.
"You started the class without me miss!" Oh god, it was her. She was shouting at the teacher, in her ignorant and anoying voice.
"Yes,Vicky you were late." Miss replyed. She sounded calm but, with all of my experiance in the last few mounths with dad, i could tell there was frustration underneath.
"Yeah , well." Ignorant. Even after all this time she anoyed me with her ignorance. She slammed her book on the table and looked around the room as though looking for attension. Then she saw me. Miss started talking again but i wasn't listening.

"Ahhh, The freak is back!" She said to one of her friends sitting next to her. He never said anything to me so i didn't have anything against laughed along. She turned and wispered in his ear. I pretended not to hear her.
"My god look at her shoes" I could feel the rage building inside me. What were wrong with my shoes? they were my favourate trainers. Black and luminous pink VANS. i could feel anger flood my body. My hands started to shake so i wrapped them up in my jumper.
"My god, what on earth is she doing?" That was it, i couldn't controle myself. I shot up knocking my chair back onto the floor. Everyones heads turned to me in shock as i stared furoisiously at Vicky. I was breathing heavily and my hands were shaking so violently it hurt. Pulses raced through my body.
"Say one more thing Vick, i dare you!" I screamed at her, useing every ounce of self controle i had not to go running up to her at that moment and throw her out the window.
"Your one hell of a freak mind" She said while she got up to face me. She was one of the girls in th school who thaught they could boss everyone around because they didn't mind fighting and they thaught that they could beat you up. I on the other hand was normally patient and ignored everything. What was wrong with me? I flipped out and ran towards her. An electrical pulse shot through every bone in my body. I stopped dead as a stabbing pain went through my chest. I fell to the floor clutching my body in agony. I stayed crumpled on the floor for, i don't know how long. Highly aware that everyone was staring at me in shock. My breathing calmed and my hands stopped shaking. I opened my eyes and stood up slowly.
"Are you ok Katie?" Miss asked nervously.

"yeah, do you mind if i go to the nurse though?" I asked, It came out in a rough wisper. She nodded and i started for the door, passing Vicky's desk. She stood there, in shock. I looked at her and she imediatly composed her face to give me 'evils'. We stared into eachothers eyes as i passed. Full of hatred, full of anger. I couldn't let it over come me again. I walked quickly out of the class and down the hall. I couldn't go to the nurse. She'd send me straight back home and my father'd never let me come back again. I decided to wait for Lea. I walked down to her class. I sat on the floor oposite the door to her Welsh room waiting. There was a wisper behind me so i turned. Nothing was there. Maybe i was imagining it. There it was again, it sounded like someone was calling me. I got up and looked around. Noone was there. I was begining to get nervous. Like i was halusinating. It was like a wisper in the back of my head. Just then the buzzer went and i turned back to the door to see Lea walk out and smile at me.
"How was french?" She asked as we walked up the drive to the gate.
"Interesting" Ha, i laughed. She turned to me looking suspicious. I just shook my got to the top of the drive and i looked around. I could see my father standing nextto our car across the road. I said good bye and walked over to him. He got in, and i walked around the car to get in the passenger side. He waited till we were on our way home till he started to talk.
"How was your day?" He sounded nervous. As though everything was depending on this answer.

"It was good." I clutched my hands and wrapped them in my jumper again, remembering what happened in French. He noticed so i thaught quickly to destract him.
"It was nice to see everyone again. Louis hasn't changed at all" I laughed. It worked. He turned back to the road and it was silent the rets of the way home. I jumped out the car and ran into the house.
"What do you want for food Katie?" He shouted after me.
Nothing, i had a big dinner" i shouted back as i ran up the stairs and into my room. I threw my bag down and fell onto my bed. I sat up quickly and turned on my stereo, listening to the cd that was already in there. I guessed at once what it was. Thriving Ivory. I flicked through the differant songs untill i found my favourate ones. Twilight & Angel on the moon. I'd made a play list with just those songs on. I put them on repeat and lyed back down in my bed closing my eyes. I drifted off to sleep. Not dreaming at all.

The rest of the days followed roughly in the same way. There were some incidents. Like in science when i dropped a test tube. I got angry with myself and started shaking again but walked out saying i had a head ache. And I accidently broke a paint brush in art when someone flicked paint on my picture on purpose. Thinking it'd be funny. Lea and Charlotte found it hilarious when i said you could find the remains of the brush inside the guys bag.

Heya. Again, please reveiw. I don't mind what you say.

Abii_Whitlock

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