Chapter 4...(Jerry Springer)
I dragged my feet across the dirt as I made my way back towards my home. I knew Bella would be in there waiting for me, but I just didn't know what to say. I was so fucking stupid. How could I do that. All of those gym and health classes about sex ed was just wasted.
I remembered watching an episode of Jerry Springer last week. The show was about a teenage girl who had been impregnated by her boyfriend. She was 17 just like Bella. Her boyfriend was 17 too. But they slept together and now she was a teenage mom ,who was raising her baby boy by herself since her boyfriend denied the baby. That to me was just horrible. And now he had a different girlfriend who was just egging on his decision not to take care of the baby. But what I think made it worse was that the new girlfriend used to be a "friend" of the girl.
I clearly remembered sitting on the couch watching and Billy coming to join me.
Flashback
"Man! How can you be so stupid! I mean is it really that hard to take a minute and wrap it up…and then get on with your business! That fricken baby was 100% preventable!…Do you fricken see this dad? And great choice in friends! I mean really! " I called him to the TV. I was practically yelling, I surprised myself by how much I was getting into this episode.
At the moment he had been in the kitchen fixing us some lunch. "Watch your mouth Jakey and hold on."
"Oh, sorry dad but this is just ridiculous, how are you going to sleep with someone and then deny their child. Then go out with one of their best friends?! It just doesn't make sense." I got up and walked into the kitchen. Jerry had just went on commercial so I figured I might as well as help Billy. "Need any help dad?"
"Almost finished", he finished squeezing mustard on the tops of the two turkey sandwiches stacked with the works. Then he put the top piece of bread on. "There you go a sandwich made to perfection by the amazing Billy Black!"
"Ha ha thanks dad. They should call you Billy Black the Bolognae Bandit." I started laughing at my own joke.
"Son, that doesn't even make sense. Because A, these sandwiches are made of turkey. B, I didn't steal them, and C your not funny and that was stupid" he chuckled. Handing me the sandwich.
"Wow dad, you really know how to make your son feel loved." I faked a tear drop, wiping down my eyes. Then I heard chanting. "Jerry! Jerry! Jerry! Jerry!" The show was back. " Dad come on lets go eat by the TV. I want you to see this."
"Ok I'm coming. I'm coming"
I bit into my sandwich and tasted the turkey and mustardy goodness as I sat on the couch. Billy rolled up next to the couch seconds later and start chopping down on his sandwich too. I stared at the TV as I watched the camera circle the audience then zoom in on the stage.
Jerry started talking, "Ok folks now were back. On my stage I have Kristen. Now Kristen is 17 and recently gave birth to a beautiful baby boy, EJ." Jerry paused as a picture of RJ was shown on a big plasma TV. "Kristen claims that EJ's father is Taylor. But Taylor denies little EJ. And now he has become involved with a new woman named Vanessa, but what makes it worse is that Vanessa used to be Kristen's best friend." Jerry paused as the crowd let out a collective "Ohhh". "Alright lets bring out Taylor and Vanessa."
Taylor and Vanessa appeared holding hands as the crowd booed them. Kristen stood up and all you could hear was "You **bleep** hole! How the **bleep**could you take my man. You **bleep** slut! What the **bleep** is **bleep** wrong with you! I trusted you, you **bleep**bitch!!" Then Kristen charged after Vanessa decking her right in the jaw…
End Flashback
That jolted me from my day dream. Bella wasn't anything like that woman Kristen, fighting on TV, and I wasn't anything like that dusch bag Taylor. If Bella was pregnant I would take care of my baby, and I would stick by this woman that I loved. She and my child would not become another statistic. Yeah…I'll be the best dad a kid could have. Maybe it was a mistake having sex without a condom but our baby would be a miracle. I would work hard and keep my baby. No. Our baby. We would work hard, and keep our baby.
I was so wrapped up in my thoughts that I didn't even realize that I had reached my ranch-style home. Well this was it no turning back. I took a deep breath and put my hand on the doorknob and turned. The door swung open and I walked in. I was meet by my lovely Bella in the kitchen fixing herself a bowl of cereal.
I wrapped my arms around her petite waist and pulled her closer to my large body. She gasped and I molded my lips onto hers. At first she was shocked and her lips were still but then she began to melt into the kiss and began moving hers as passionately as mine were moving. She opened her mouth a fraction of an inch and I took it as an invitation and greedily accepted it. She didn't even bother to battle with my tongue she accepted my dominance and explored her mouth. She tasted sweet and fruity it was delicious. I slowed our kiss until it was just little pecks against each others mouths.
She sighed when I pulled away and looked into my eyes. "What brought that on handsome?"
I smirked, "Oh nothing just the fact that I have the most beautiful woman in the world as a girlfriend."
She smiled, looking down as a light blush painted her cheeks and said, "Oh"
It was my turn to sigh. I raised her chin with my fingers and looked into those luscious pools of chocolate, "Bella we need to talk."
She looked at me skeptically and her brow furrowed with her eyes darting all over my face. "about?"
I took her hands in mine and said, "Bella…we didn't…we didn't…" I couldn't get it out. I don't know why.
"Come on Jake, spit it out."
I let out a breath I didn't even know I was holding. My voice was quieter this time and I looked down towards the kitchen floor. "We didn't use a condom."
She let out a gasp and stepped back. Her hand flying up to her mouth as her eyes portrayed sheer terror.
Haha!! I'm Backkkkk!! I've beaten that dreadful WB. And raised my grades…lol
But don't go jumping to conclusions. Is she Pregnant or Not? I've already decided what I'm doing but I would love to hear what you think in your reviews. So next chapter I can say like 50% of you said Bella is pregnant and the other 50% said she's not.
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Ohh and before I forget I cant wait to get the TWILIGHT DVD…comes out 2morrow. Well actually 2nite…but I cant get it until tomorrow at like 1pm…I know its really going to suckk if they sell out
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