Disclaimer- Don't own New Moon, because if I did I'd sure as heck wouldn't be posting my story on the internet!!!

Warnings for this chap- some sexual innuendos and language. This chap is not as serious as the other ones ; P

Songs for this chap- Serious song: Eyes to see by Flyleaf. Random song: Boom Boom Boom by the Vegaboys XD

THANKS TO missbellaswan, L. Lockheart, ErinCullen, and Katering : P

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Chapter 2: If vampires could cry

Alice

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How could you do this?

We hurt you, but it couldn't

Be this bad, could it?

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Thank god for the internet. Without it, I'm sure I'd commit suicide.

If a vampire even CAN commit suicide, I've never tried and I don't really know anyone who has either. I suspect it'd be pretty hard, and I doubt we could do it by ourselves. Unlike humans who die so easily, it takes a bit of effort to kill a vampire.

Denali's a great place for vampires to live, you know. Lots of animals, few nosy humans, but there are quite literally no stores! The sad outlet of stores they call "downtown" is a disgrace, and in no way should be considered downtown. I swear if it weren't for online shopping, I'd have lost my mind by now.

Unintentionally, I flinched. After finding out that I'd spent the last part of my short life locked in a small, dark cell in an insane asylum, sent there by my family no less, I was a bit touchy about the thought of insanity. Still, even if my life wasn't a great one, by any means, I'm glad I now know what happened to me before the change. I'd still be wondering who had changed me and why they left if it weren't for Bella.

My mood turned sour. Bella was even a touchier subject than insanity for anyone in this family. None of us were allowed to see her (that included visions of her to me), talk to or about her, or even think about her. If Edward was here, he'd be throwing a temper tantrum because I'd brought up her name in my mind, though it was only in passing.

But Edward wasn't here, in fact, no one knows where he is.

Well, I do, but I'm not supposed to, he directly told me I wasn't to see where he was. It was only by "accident" that I saw him somewhere in Texas about now. Really, if he wasn't tearing apart our family by being away, I wouldn't even care that he wasn't here. I was still mad at him. Actually, pissed is a better word to describe how I've felt about him lately. After all this is all his fault, he screwed everything up.

First he comes in, demanding we all leave forks and never speak to Bella again. Next, he breaks Bella's heart, and lies about not loving her, only making them both suffer. And as if that wasn't bad enough, he doesn't even stay with us! He runs off to catch Victoria, or so that's excuse. In reality he just wants to wallow in self pity and be left alone with his delusional ideas of right and wrong without certain people interrupting him with thoughts of just how wrong he really is.

Bella was my best friend, my second sister, where does he get the idea that he gets to make all the decisions? How arrogant can he be?!

I saw what his words did to her, how much they broke her, I even tried showing him what would happen if he went through with it. But he didn't care, "It's for her own good," were his exact words.

What a load of bullshit. After that, Edward made me stop looking into her future, but I already saw the damage that would be done. I doubt she'll ever be the same again.

Arg, if Edward was right about one thing, he was right when he said he was selfish!

I sighed, and rubbed my forehead. Thinking about Edward and Bella was putting a damper on my mood AND my plan. My conniving grin returned to my face when I thought of my brilliant plan. I'd seen this opportunity weeks ago, and I'd been anxiously waiting ever since.

Edward wasn't the only one not here. With all the tension in the house, Rosalie decided she wasn't going to stay here and went to Africa with Emmett. Carlisle, Esme, and the Denali clan also happened to be gone today, having decided to go hunting. Earlier in the week, I had forced Jasper to go hunting with me so we didn't have to join them now.

That just left me and Jasper…all alone.

The house here in Denali isn't small by any standards. After all, it usually houses up to about 12 vampires at any given time, and comfortably might I add. But even while it may be spacious, there's no such thing as privacy here.

That's another reason Rosalie and Emmett left. Tanya loves to talk about certain "noises" that were heard throughout the night. Irene, however, threatened them that if they didn't "shut the hell up" or if they broke "one more goddamn bed" or left "one more fucking hole in our walls" she'd castrate Emmett.

That being said, Jasper and I have been laying low lately. I doubt she'd do the same to Jasper (she really just doesn't like Emmett to tell you the truth), he's not taking any chances.

But while the sisters are away, the vampires are going to play.

Right now, I was admiring my brand new outfit that had just arrived from New York. It wasn't much, a simple magenta tube top made of silk, and an ultra mini black leather miniskirt. But the magenta looked great on my pale skin, and the skirt showed a lot of leg, which I knew Jasper loved to no end.

As if I didn't look hot enough, I knew Jasper wouldn't be able to resist me when he realized I had nothing underneath my miniskirt.

After one more look in the mirror to make sure I was absolutely seducing, I ran at vampire speed down the stairs and to the door of the library. Sure enough, he was still there, right where he was when everyone left an hour ago, still reading some boring book on psychology. I rolled my eyes. He's alone in a house with a super hot vampire who's practically begging to have sex with him, and he's reading a book. If he wasn't my husband, sometimes I'd wonder if he's even straight.

In a flash, I was between him and his book, sitting on his lap with my arms wrapped around his neck.

"Jas—per," I cooed, dragging the 's' in his name out, as I twirled a strand of his hair with my fingers.

Said vampire moved his book back between us, his eyes still locked on the page as if I wasn't much of a distraction.

"Al—ice" he mocked, a small smirk flickering on his face, though he tried to be annoyed. "I'm read—ing." I pouted, my bottom lip jutting out as far as I could make it go.

"You'd rather read then spend time with me?" I asked, my lips barely touching his ear. Sensually, I let my tongue dart out of my mouth, and ran it from the top of his ear to his earlobe. He lowered the book a fraction of an inch, and turned to me, a huge grin on his face.

"I don't know Alice, I'm learning a lot from this book."

I sighed angrily. This man could be so FRUSTRATING, and in more ways than one too. Sensing my frustrations, Jasper's smile grew.

"What can you teach me?" He asked, his hand sliding up my thigh, going under my skirt. I shivered at his touch, but I kept my cool.

"I learned a new position."

"Really now?" Jasper answered, his voice slightly rougher and huskier than before. His head was now buried in the crook of my neck, as he gave small little nips on my collar bone.

It was my turn to grin. He was caught in my trap now. As I lifted his head so that he could face me and leaned in to give him a passionate kiss, I was struck by a vision.

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Blood. Lots and lots of blood.

Bella was lying in a tub stained with it. Underneath the gore, I was able to see both wrists had been slashed open by a razor… just like the one in her open hand.

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I came out of the vision, gasping for unnecessary air.

"Alice? ALICE! Baby, what happened, what did you see?"

My eyes turned to Jasper's scared face, my mouth slightly opened in shock. Everything else had been forgotten after that horrific scene, and I was surprised to see him there. He held my face loosely in his hands, his voice was full of worry, and my silence was doing nothing to calm him.

"What happened? Is someone hurt?! Esme? Rosalie? Edward?" Hearing Edward's name snapped me out of my trance.

Without any explanation for my actions, I ran to the nearest phone and dialed Edward's cell number. I could feel Jasper standing behind me, his eyes locked on my back, but I was too busying praying that Edward would pick up his phone to say anything to him.

"Leave a message after the tone," the annoying automated machine said. "To leave a voice mess—"

I growled in frustration, and pushed the one key as hard as I could without breaking the button.

"Edward! Pick up the damn phone for once in your fucking life! It's Bella, she's dying! I—I don't know if I'll make it in time, but I'm going to Forks anyway. If she dies, I swear I'm hunting you down and kicking your ass Edward! This is all your fault!"

With that threatening end note, I slammed the phone back down onto the receiver, this time breaking the phone. After taking a few deep breaths, I finally turned back to Jasper.

His face was filled with worry, and I could tell he was sending me calming waves, though they did little to help.

"What can I do?"

"Get Carlisle." My back was already turned to him, heading out the door. "Find him and tell him to rush to Forks. If Bella's too far along to be human, but not to be saved I…don't know if I could bite her and stop."

I stopped and wondered what keys I should grab. A fast car would be a good choice…but Rosalie would kill me. Deciding I'd deal with Rose later, I grabbed the keys to her BMW M3 convertible.

"What happened to her?"

If vampires could cry, tears would be running down my face right now.

"She—" The words died on my lips. Thank god Jasper understood anyway.

"Why would she…"

"I honestly…don't know."

Ha ha ha, you do NOT know how awkward it was to write all that smexy-ness in the middle of my world history class. Jeez, and people kept trying to read over my shoulder and I was SO close to turning bright red -_-

Also, you are all prob wondering WHERE THE HECK IS EDWARD?!?!?

Yeah, yeah, I'd be doing the same thing (actually I am, I can't WAIT to write from his POV!)

But he's still one chap away! T-T

Chap 4 will be all Eddie's POV

Think of this way: Originally he wasn't gonna appear til Chap 5!!!

But I can't wait that long, so Chap 3 will be a halfa (2 POV's/2 Chaps worth together)

That being said, it prob won't be out til tom and will have to wait til next weekend to come out.

And if by ANY chance you've read The Destruction of the 6th Hokage (which I don't think you have, but anyway), this means no new chap for another 2 weeks! (most likely) Sorry, but I'm working hard on this story right now

So with that really long closing Author's note. REVIEW PLEASE, SO I KNOW THAT YOU LIKE THIS AND WANT IT UP NOW : D